
Askara could only look at the pale face of Anin who was lying weakly with an infusion hose stuck in her right hand.
Many times Askara kissed the back of Anin's hand free from the infusion hose.
"I'm sorry" two words that slid from Askara's lips described her regret towards Anin.
"I'm sorry for my treatment all along" Askara continued with a sad face.
"I've always been rude to you, often yelling at you and never even caring about how you feel".
"I am not a good husband Anin, please get up and beat me to your satisfaction for all my ill-treatment" Askara said in a stifled voice.
Her eyes were reddened to hold back tears.The shadow of losing Anin and also her future children made Askara realize that they meant something in her life.
"I'm sorry that I doubted her presence in the first place" Askara said, stroking Anin's stomach under the covers.
"Now that I realize, I'm afraid of losing you. quickly open your eyes, and see how strongly our son survives" Askara continued to speak as if the lying Anin could hear his apology.
Anin's outpatient room door opened, Dito's secretary came with a paper bag in her hand.
Askara hurriedly wiped the tip of his eyes through the back of his hand, he did not want to look sad especially in front of Dito.
"Excuse me sir" Dito's secretary said.
"What's up Dito?"
"I brought food for sir, since then Mr. Askara has not eaten and this is over from lunch" said secretary Dito.
"Put it on the table" orders the faithful Askara beside Anin.
"Okay sir" replied Secretary Dito walking putting the food on the table.
"You go home, Dito" Askara said
"I still want to be here to accompany Mr. Askara until Ms. Anin wakes up, fearing that Mr. Askara will also need my help" Dito's secretary said.
"No need for Dito, now you go home to the mansion and tell Mami about Anin's condition. But remember, tell Mami slowly so as not to be surprised, you know Mami has a history of the heart" askara.
"Okay sir, is there anything else that Mr Askara needs before I leave?" ask secretary Dito.
"Tell bi Ratih to prepare a change of clothes for me and Anin"
"Okay sir, excuse me"
"Hmmm".
Secretary Dito then leaves Anin's ward.
After the departure of Dito's secretary, Askara again looked at Anin's face.
Askara's raised hands put away Anin's messy-looking hair children.
****
After returning home from the hospital, Vivi decides to go back to the cake shop because she has to explain what happened to Anin before everyone thinks of Anin.
Now Vivi is in Ambar's room.she sits surrounded by Ambar, Doni, and Fika. She is like a defendant in the trial.
"Vi, now obviously the same sister, what really happened to Anin" said Ambar demanding an explanation about the condition of Anin who could get pregnant without his knowledge.
Ambar found out from Doni's story after coming home from the hospital.
Vivi took a deep breath before finally telling her the origin of the incident that befell Anin to make the girl pregnant.
Ambar and Fika are concerned to hear all the stories of Vivi , especially Doni who now feels very guilty because indirectly, this all happens because of her.
"This is not the fault of Doni" said Vivi when she saw Doni suddenly silent after hearing all the stories.
"Obviously it's my fault Vi, if only I hadn't asked Anin to replace me, none of this would have happened" she said.
"Sir Doni don't talk like that. Anin will definitely feel sad if brother Doni blames himself brother.we never know what will happen to our lives in the future, as well as Anin at that time" explained Vivi.
"Anin is heartened to accept the situation now, because Anin considers this is her life path that has been destined" said Vivi did not want Doni to continue to feel guilty.
"Vivi's right Don, you don't burden yourself let alone burden Anin with your guilt". Say Ambar so that Doni does not make it a burden.
"I agree with Ambar, After all Anin can be her husband a tajir kok, hehehe" said Vivi trying to melt the atmosphere.
"Tajir does not necessarily guarantee happiness, right?, after all they married on the basis of forced because of the child in the birth of Anin" said Doni.
"Kak Doni don't talk like that dong, we have to do'ain Anin to be happy with his marriage.even though they were originally two strangers who did not know each other and then united in marriage, the two men who did not know each other, but later will surely grow seeds of love between them" said Fika who had just quietly listened, however Anin was like family for him.
"Silver instead of praying for the ugly, but we talk about the facts aja.ay he could just marry Anin and leave her after the child was born, it's a lot in the stories soap opera" said Doni.
"That's just the mind of brother Doni, mostly watching soap operas anyway" said Vivi even though in her heart she justifies all allegations of Doni.
"Already..so you guys why so discuss the kayak ginian thing anyway. mending back to work again, later after Anin's condition improved we both look at him in the hospital" Ambar tries to stop the debate between Vivi, Doni, and also Fika.
"Yya brother" replied the three compactly.
*****
Anin, who was still lying on the hospital bed, slowly opened her eyes.
The ceiling of the hospital room became the first thing Anin saw when she first opened her eyes.
Anin's eyes glanced around the room she was in. This was not her room.
"Sorry once again sir, my secretary will reschedule our meeting" Askara told someone behind the phone call.
That voice, the voice that Anin was very familiar with.
"Mas..?" anin said in a faint voice as she looked at Askara's back, the man standing by the window was talking to someone behind the phone.
Askara who just finished receiving a phone call from one of her business partners, now her face turned happy when she saw Anin was conscious.
Askara immediately approached the bed where Anin was lying.
"Anin.. Have you realized?, is anyone sick?" ask Ask enthusiastic Askara.
"I'm thirsty, mas" Anin said in a hoarse voice.
With a quick movement, Askara immediately grabbed a glass of water located on the nightstand near Anin's bed.
"Let me help" Askara said pressing a button near Anin's bed so that his position is higher to make it easier for Anin to drink and not choke later.
"That's enough?" ask Ask Askara when Anin downs half the water in a glass using a straw.
"Yes, thank you" said Anin still with a weak voice.
Askara put the water back in its original place.
Anin stared at the infusion hose stuck in her right hand, she started to remember what happened to her so it should end up in this place.
Anin's feeling turned agitated "Mas, how is my content?, nothing happened right? earlier I had a lot of blood.hiks.hiks. hiks..this is my fault mas, can not take care of him well" racau Anin felt afraid of losing her fetus.
"Anne..Anin.. look at me" said Askara to calm Anin.
"Our son is fine, okay.You don't worry. Doctor Ziva can handle everything well" Askara said cupping Anin's face.
Their eyes clashed, Anin's feelings warmed as Askara called out the word 'Our son'.
"Mas Askara didn't lie, did he?" tanya Anin made sure even with tears still flowing.
Askara nodded and immediately hugged Anin's body "Our son is a strong boy, Nin" Askara said in a soft voice.
Anin, who was already sitting on her bed, tightened her arms around Askara's waist, as if afraid of Askara leaving.
"Mas Askara don't go anywhere" pinta Anin.
"I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to stay here with you" Askara kissed Anin's head. Give peace to his wife.
**Hay guyss.the new author updates again.
understand yesterday author netasnya day, Alhamdulillah a lot of suprise.
Now we go back to the author story again yah**..