Anindira Dew

Section 103

After agreeing with Askara to reconcile for a moment to look okay in front of her mother later, Anin is now in the room and standing not far from her mother's bed.

"Would you come here again?". asked Risa's mother when she saw her only daughter coming again.

Although Anin was not welcomed by her mother, but the woman still put on her sweet smile.

"I cook my mother's favorite food, will it be eaten? or want me ready now, must be the same miss ma_____".

"Dispose of that food".cut Bu Risa quickly.

Anin was astonished, it turned out that her mother's attitude was still so cold to her, but by venturing out, Anin approached after putting the bushel she had brought on the nightstand right beside the bed.

Bu Risa was just silent as she turned her face away as usual, there was no sign of rejection until the moment Anin managed to grasp her hand, the middle-aged woman was still speechless.

There was a feeling of pleasure in Anin's heart as her mother no longer brushed her hand away like yesterday. Anin clasped her mother's hand in the hope that her mother would open her heart to forgive her mistakes.

"Mom". call Anin in her soft voice. "I know you must be very angry and disappointed because I married secretly, I also did not defend myself because I knew I was wrong. I just wanted to, mother horrified all my explanations, she said, after that, I'm sorry or not, it's up to me".

Miss Risa was still silent, not responding or expelling Anin like yesterday.

Anin rubbed her tears that started to fall, with quivering lips she began to tell her mother everything, no matter her mother wanted to hear or not, Anin just wanted to explain everything hoping for an apology door to open for her.

"I missed my mom in my hardest moments, but I can do what Mom, I was too scared that time so I decided to cover everything up. Sorry Mom, I should have talked from the beginning". Anin regretted after unraveling all the stories in nature all this time.

Risa turned her face, it cannot be denied that hearing the story of Anin her heart felt pain. With all her might, Ms. Risa held back her tears to not fall.

Anin cried softly when her mother did not touch her at all. her head was still faithfully bowed, but when she felt a soft touch in her head, made Anin slowly look up.

Miss Risa looked at her daughter's face with regret. "I'm sorry mom, son". The three words that came out of Risa's mouth made Anin increasingly add to the rhythm of her crying.she did not believe that those words came out of her mother's mouth, but she did, does that mean her mother started to open her heart to her?.

"I'm sorry for being so selfish all this time, I'm too late in grief to forget you, Anin. I'm really selfish, Anin, I can't be like you who were so strong and strong when you lost your father". Miss Risa cried considering her treatment to Anin these past few years.

Anin shook her head quickly while continuing to hold her mother's hand. "I'm sorry Mom, I can't be the proud child that you and your mom expect me to be. I'm careless enough to ruin my own future".

Miss Risa increasingly sobbed when she heard the confession of her daughter, all this time Anin must be very burdened and difficult when the path of her life is not in accordance with the reality, and at that time he even continued to press his son without ever knowing what he had experienced .

"No son, you've done your best. I've always wanted you to be the person we can be proud of, but I finally realized that I've been pushing you too far. mother does not deserve to be called a parent at all, forgive Anin's mother". there are no more words that Miss Risa can say other than an apology to Anin regarding all the difficulties she gave to her son.

"Don't talk like that, no matter how you're going to remain my mother, nothing can change that reality".

Miss Risa looked into her daughter's eyes, it felt like she had not been this close to Anin for a long time. "May I hold you?". pinta Bu Risa.

Anin certainly nodded enthusiastically, without answering again, Anin immediately rushed to hug her frail body.

"I miss my mother, very". said Anin hugged tightly the body of Miss Risa.

"Mother son too, it's been a long time since I've been this close to you". said Ms. Risa still with tears falling down. replied to Anin's embrace while venting longing that had been lodged in her heart.

Miss Risa is aware, until when she will continue to get out of the real path.she must return to being the mother that Anin always praised first, she wants to return home when her daughter has difficulties, it's not too late to repair her relationship back to the way it was with Anin.

Miss Risa gently stroked Anin's hair, while recalling the times where their family was still complete with laughter.at that time, Little Anin always chattered to her and also alm. her husband said that later when she grew up, Anin wanted to be a successful person by going to college and looking for work to help their economy, Ms. Risa was sad because her son's ideals had to be hindered by his current situation.

Anin clearly smiled as her mother asked her future grandchildren. "She's very good Mom, now she's starting to actively move around in there.

"Really?, I want to feel it".please Bu Risa smiled framing her face which began to show fine wrinkles as she got older.

Anin pulled her mother's hand and placed it on her stomach. "Wait a minute ma'am, usually he'll kick around a lot here".

At that moment also Miss Risa could feel a small kick in Anin's stomach, as if the baby in Anin's stomach knew that this was their first meeting indirectly.

"Gee... He is very active, the food must be nutritious all right, Nin?". asked Miss Risa enthusiastically.

"Obviously everything is nutritious, I can not give food carelessly to my future children". It was not Anin who answered, but Askara who had just entered.was told by Anin to wait outside, to wait outside, but because it was impatient, Askara finally decided to enter.

Anin and Bu Risa were both compactly gazing towards Askara.

"Who are you?". asked Bu Risa researching Askara's appearance from top to bottom.What a handsome man, inner Ms. Risa.

"How are you, mother-in-law?". asked Askara to make Anin put on her flat face, while Miss Risa was more confused because the man in front of her called her mother-in-law.

"I-mother-in-law?", does that mean this handsome man is your husband, Nin?" asked Miss Risa still in disbelief.

"Hemm".Anin replied briefly.

"He's really handsome, Anin". praised Bu Risa unknowingly, she thought Anin's husband looks mediocre.

"Thank you ma'am, but my good looks will soon be inherited by my son. I will soon have a rival". Askara boasted that Anin even wanted to vomit at that moment, Askara's confidence was too high.

Miss Risa chuckles small, but besides being handsome, Anin's husband is also very friendly.

"How is mother?." repeated Askara again as a pleasantries in his first meeting with the mother-in-law.

"Mother's condition has begun to improve, sorry to bother you both.

"Mother don't say it like that, I don't bother at all". Anin interrupted quickly.

"Oh Iyya, what's your name son?". asked Miss Risa.

"I will formally introduce myself, I am Askara Bu, the husband of Anin. "I'm sorry because of me, Anin's situation became like this. I really regret what I did at that time, and to make up for all my mistakes, let me ask Anin directly to mom for me to take care of her, I promise to make Anin happy, Mom.

Anin stared intensely at Askara's face, why did the man say so as if that their current relationship was completely fine.

Miss Risa smiled at him.

"I'm happy to hand Anin over for you to be happy, son. Anin has suffered enough for my selfishness as a mother, and to make amends for all of that to Anin, I want to start again to be a good and wise mother by placing Anin's happiness above everything else. Mother entrust Anin to you son Askara, please take care and happy my daughter". pinta bu Risa with her heart.

"I promise you, Mom". Askara complies with Miss Risa's request.

If Miss Risa smiles warmly at Askara's answer, Anin is not sure what her husband just said.

It is not wrong if Anin doubts Askara's words, because the man himself is still unstable when faced with Dalila.