Anindira Dew
Section 134
"Operation Anin went well, a miracle because Anin wanted to survive against her critical period". said doctor Ziva like fresh air for Askara and others.
Askara is very grateful to hear of Anin's condition.
"Alhamdulillah, thank you doc". said Mami Sandra crying and also happy simultaneously in the arms of Papi Argio.
"But even though Anin has passed her critical period, we still have to continue to monitor her condition.
"Are you able to move Anin, doc?". asked Askara who was impatient to see Anin.
" Yeah, soon Anin will we move. Then I say goodbye first".
"Thank you doc". The smile on Askara's face can finally be seen again after a stressful situation.
Meanwhile, in the hospital corridor, Dalila sat alone with a straight forward gaze, not knowing what Dalila thought to be unaware of Ken's presence beside her.
Ken cleared his throat hard enough to make Dalila flinch from her daydream.
"Ken".
"What are you thinking?." asked Ken glancing at Dalila through the tail of his eye.
"No". reply Dalila flat.
"Are you now satisfied to see Anin's condition?". Ken's successful question made Dalila look at him sharply.
"What do you mean?".
"Now you can see for yourself, right?". asked Ken again
"What do you mean, Ken?". asked Dalila again in a higher voice because Ken's question sounded ambiguous.
"Now you can see for yourself how Askara loves Anin. How Askara is so afraid of losing Anin in her life, everything is clearly visible in front of your eyes Dalila, and I think it's enough to make you aware of Askara's feelings for Anin, rather Askara loves Anin very much and your desire to have Askara is just a false hope". ken made Dalila pause for a moment.
"Then what about you, Ken?. isn't this a good opportunity for you because Askara and Anin's relationship I can guarantee won't be the same again after this incident". Dalila asked back.
Ken smiled but not a smile of happiness, "From the beginning I never forced my feelings on Anin let alone to use this incident for the benefit of my feelings. all I want to do right now is protect Anin and her happiness".
Dalila smiled sarcastically, "You hypocritical Ken, you and I make no difference. Both want our loved ones to live together despite knowing it is wrong. as long as your feelings for Anin are still there, then it's a mistake".
"At least I can be heartened to let Anin go with her happiness. I hope you can come to your senses, Dalila.". Ken then stands up to leave Dalila because he just got a message from his brother that Anin's operation is complete and will be moved soon.
Dalila's tears fall on their own after Ken's departure.he realizes that Askara's heart is really not for him anymore, Dalila never saw Askara as she was.
Dalila's chest suddenly tightened, the hallway of the hospital that was quiet made her crying sound sad.she never asked to fall in love with Askara who turned out to hurt her feelings until this deep.
*****
After Anin's surgery went well, the woman who had just assumed the status of young mother was finally transferred to the treatment room.
Askara clasped Anin's hand while continuously kissing her and unceasingly apologized even though Anin did not necessarily hear her.
"Well, about when will Anin wake up?". asked Mami Sandra to keep looking at Askara who was on the side of Anin's bed.
"Although Anin is past her critical period but we cannot be sure when Anin will be conscious.We can only continue to monitor her condition, Ms. Sandra.
"Then what about baby Anin, doc. she's definitely in need of breast milk". Mami Sandra sadly remembered her newborn granddaughter.
Mami Sandra resigned without being able to stem her tears.
"Thank you for the hard work, doc.
"Together Mrs Sandra, then I say goodbye". Doctor Ziva left Anin's ward.
Askara's eyes never separated from the peaceful face of Anin who fell asleep while on breathing apparatus and other medical devices.
Askara felt the most jerk, because he was the cause of Anin ended up lying helpless.not only the physical wounds he gave but also the inner wounds.
"I'm sorry, Anin. I'm sorry, I'm not a good husband to you .
"Anin., our son was born. he was handsome, Nin. his face was very similar to mine, forgive me for doubting his presence at the beginning of our marriage". Askara feels increasingly claustrophobic as her memory drifts at the beginning of their marriage. Askara had doubted the child born by Anin even to make a pact to divorce after the child was born.
"I'm a real jerk, Nin. Come on get up and hit me, hit me as hard as you can, Nin". Askara's racer with her back shaking violently.
"If you cry blood too, things will never return to how they were, Askara.
"Mommy has never been this sincere about other people before, but the first time Mami saw Anin's face, she somehow felt like hugging her. anin's shady face makes Mami feel comfortable as if Mami has a daughter, and Anin's presence can make Mami feel like having a daughter. Anin never demands strange things while being your wife, Askara. Then why Askara?, why do you insist on hurting Anin?".
"I'm sorry Askara, Mi". There are no words of regret other than an apology that Askara can say.
"Mommy doesn't want to lose Anin". Mami Sandra was crying again.
"Mi, mami don't think like that. Anin will soon be aware". Papi Argio calmed his wife down, "Anin will never leave her baby".
And now, Askara is aware that the fault has its source in him. The number of hearts he hurts is because of him who could never make firm decisions from the beginning.
Askara felt her back touched by someone.
"Papi". cried Askara staring at the face of the man who had been his role model all this time.
"As a child you used to say that Papi was a role model who you always imitated, but Papi was never a man who hurt a woman's feelings, let alone hurt your mother. Papi is very angry with Askara when he knows you are a man like this jerk, but Papi's anger has been represented by your Mami. One thing Papi wants to say, when Anin wakes up later, Anin will realize, make up for your mistakes as heavy as that". advice Papi Argio patted the shoulder of the son just wayang.
"Thank you, Pi".
"Now meet your son, he must want to see his father". Papi Argio said.
Askara nodded slowly, "I'll drop Anin for a moment, Pi".
"Yinya".
Askara then stepped out of Anin's ward with a chaotic appearance.Askara's eyes clearly looked damp with her hair disheveled, but Askara did not care about it at all.
Askara was standing right in front of the room her baby was in. Askara could only look at her sleeping baby in an incubator tube through a large glass wall.
"Hi papa champ".sapa Askara along with her falling tears.
"Sorry papa yes dear, because of the actions of papa you have to part temporarily with mama. but you do not worry yes dear, soon surely mama will wake up and tell you ASI. Papa knows you are a strong child, as strong as Mama Anin". Askara's feelings are destroyed because of his own words.The baby who should have been in his mother's warm embrace when he was first born, it must be separated because of his actions.
Askara sat alone in front of her baby's room while continuing to be bowed regretting all her actions on Anin from the beginning they married so many wounds that she incised in Anin's heart.
