Anindira Dew

Section 113

Anin walked slowly down the vast land with a stretch of grass that looks starting to rise.The look of the woman who is pregnant is full of disappointment.

Askara's words and attitude were so clear in her eyes that she still loved Dalila.

Anin sat down on the dried grass, no matter how dirty her clothes were, she returned to that place again with the same wound from the same person.

At that place Anin was free to cry, all the disappointment in her heart without fear of being seen by many people.

"It turns out it feels this sick". Anin never thought that loving Askara would leave such a deep wound.

Anin's back shook violently, crying so bitterly in the breeze of the afternoon.he hoped that his sadness was carried away with the wind that blew.

As Anin dissolved into her grief, she did not realize that someone was standing nearby, watching her from earlier.

"Why do we always meet in this place under the same circumstances?, isn't this like Dejavu?" asked the person who was none other than Ken. standing right next to Anin who was drowning her head in the folds of her hands.

Anin raised her head when she heard the voice of someone so familiar in her ears.

"Ken?". Anin muttered hurriedly wiping away her tears. "What are you doing here?". asked Anin without looking at Ken's face.

"That question I think is more appropriate for you. what a pregnant woman is doing in a place like this." said Ken sitting next to Anin.

"I've told you that I love this place.

"Let me guess, you like this place because only here can you cry without being seen by people, right.

Anin kept silent because Ken's guess was correct.

"Is all this because of Askara, again?." Ken dared to ask. "He should be here so I can beat him up". joked Ken but if Anin was crying because of Askara, he would not hesitate to do so.

Ken glanced at Anin through the tail of his eyes, the woman did not budge at all even responding to his question.

"I'll leave if you feel uncomfortable". Ken said, feeling that Anin needed time to be alone.The man was about to stand up but Anin held him back.

"You're here, Ken. "I'm just thinking, if I hadn't fallen in love so deeply with Askara it might not have been as painful as this either". Anin recalled her fight with Askara at the hospital earlier.

"Often I say that I'm strong, but it hurts more than I imagined". Anin again sobbed, she did not care that there was Ken beside her. "I think I just want to give up".

Ken's hand was lifted into the air wanting to hug Anin right now, but he stopped doing so for fear of making Anin uncomfortable.

"The friendship that exists between a man and a woman the greatest test is feelings.

"What do you mean, Ken?". asked Anin because it was as if Ken knew a lot about what he was going through right now.

"That's the situation that's going on between Askara and Dalila right now.

"How do you know about that?". Anin looked in disbelief.

"I'm just guessing, you don't get too uptight". Ken laughed at the look on Anin's kepo's face.

"Stop laughing, Ken". rebuked Anin annoyed.

Ken held onto his stomach while tightly shutting his two mouths, trying not to laugh anymore. "Sorry.sorry.I don't really like serious talk and your face is very funny.

"Tau ah, I'm being serious but you're kidding me". Anin is still sulking.

"All right, I'm gonna be serious". Ken's face is now turning serious. "I don't really know what the past between Askara and Dalila looks like, but I'm aware that you're among those who might get hurt at any moment. therefore, I became worried and wanted to protect you even more closely, Nin. but I realized, I am no one. and saw you get hurt again today because of Askara, but I realized that I am a nobody, I just wanted to say please reconsider my feelings for you, Nin". Ken said making Anin blink his eyes many times.

Anin's lips clenched tightly not knowing what to answer.

"You don't have to answer, I just want you to know that my feelings for you are still there and are still stored in the deepest place in my heart.so, whenever you feel tired and want to give up on Askara, you will have to, this heart is always ready to receive you, for you are the owner".

Anin was still glued, her lips were very difficult to open. Instead of not appreciating Ken's feelings, but rather she did not have the right answer and was afraid that Ken would be offended later.

Long both of them quietly dissolve in each other's minds until unknowingly the sun slowly returns the dispute.

Ken looked up at the sky that looked cloudy and it seemed like it was going to rain.

"You don't want to go home?, let me drop off". Ken bargained because the day soon turns dark, plus the sky looks cloudy.

"You go first, Ken. I still want to be here". Anin has not moved from her place.

"But, Nin. soon the rain will fall. The wind also begins to feel cold". Ken felt a cold prickling at his skin while he was wearing a jacket.

"I want to be alone, Ken. please!". pinta Anin with her own eyes.

Ken could not force any more, but before leaving Anin, he removed the jacket attached to his body.

"At least don't refuse this". Ken put his jacket on Anin's body. "You don't get sick". Ken said sincerely.

After saying that, Ken stood up and left Anin alone.

"Thank you, Ken". Anin muttered as Ken began to move away.

Before long, drop by drop the rain falls soaked everything on earth, including Anin who was still sitting while crying again, visible from both of her trembling shoulders.

Under the torrent of rain, Anin cried her tears tightly.His tears were camouflaged along with the rain that soaked her cheeks.

Ken who did not really leave Anin, gripped the steering held back his emotions when he saw Anin let his body wet in the rainwater even though the woman was pregnant.

Unable to hold back, Ken decides to get out of his car, but just a few steps, he sees Anin starting to leave the place.

Ken's clothes were soaking wet but the man did not care.he continued to watch Anin from a considerable distance until the woman was seen stopping a taxi and leaving the place.

"Askara, dammit!". Maki Ken because of Askara, Anin became what he is now.

Ken rushes into his car, follows Anin's taxi and makes sure she gets home safely.