
Finally Lily took the jacket and immediately went in to clean herself up. Lily looks very happy because she has a friend who is like a Goddess. Lily also wondered why a man as cold as Danish would help her even take her to the hospital. Lily is getting ready for college today. College was like a typical day - there was nothing special about today but Danish didn't look to go to college but it didn't matter (he thought ).
On the other hand, Danish who was still sleeping at home finally woke up. The day shows at 13:00 wib where Danish has been bad luck to enter college. (Danish once asked her maid not to wake her while she was sleeping except for something important)
Danish woke up and immediately saw the clock beside him.
" siall ... " his angry rumble
He quickly got out of the bedroom and prepared.
With well-groomed hair and all-black clothes. Danish decided to visit her mother's grave. (Danish's mother died when she gave birth to him)
Danish never received love from her mother. Let alone affection even met never. Danish feels so guilty why her mother ever gave birth to her. But his father always encouraged Danish and insisted that this was not his fault. But Danish grandmother is Wijaya's mother who is the wife of Mr. Wijaya Danish grandfather.
Grandma Danish hated Danish so much and when Danish grandfather died first even Danish grandmother blamed Danish for the death of her grandmother. Since then Danish father decided to send Danish abroad. Danish had no one but her father who always supported her, so Danish soon returned home when she heard her father was sick. Danish came home from abroad because it was told that Danish father had leoukimia disease (blood cancer) so Danish decided to move to college in Indonesia to take care of his father. Danish is very hurt with circumstances that are not so good for him but after all Danish is a man so he must survive whatever the circumstances.
LM.
Cold air pierced each of his jolts
A mile walk to it
What ? Who ? Why is it so valuable
Laying up the towering grass
High as a mountain
Full of flowers, fragrant, and written his name
The last sanctuary I've set up
Meet but don't meet
Together but not greeting each other
Circumstances that cannot change it
One of them has to try
But not seeing the universe
Or stay without it
Danish told his condition to his mother who was already in another realm. Yes Danish is already at her mother's grave. Hugged his mother's grave and said.
" ma Danish wants to see mom. Mama Denger Danish, right ? Give Danish the spirit of ma "he said in sorrow
" Danish has moved to college in Indonesia again, so Danish will often meet mama " (he continued )
Danish is still mourning the passing of her mother. His birthday was never celebrated because his grandmother never allowed anyone to celebrate his birthday. However, even so, Danish father always gives birthday gifts and birthday wishes to Danish every year without the knowledge of his grandmother (who is Rizal's mother-in-law, Danish father)
Danish prayed for her mother with all her soul. Danish wants to meet her mother, receive her affection, give her spirit to her son and there are still many wishes of a son who never received it.
After leaving the grave his mother Danish decided to go to the house of her friend Yoga who happened to be tattooing her customers.
" waeyooo is already neat lo, from where lo Dan " (tanya Yoga who is happy to see her best friend come )
" Abis finger tomb nyokap "his answer
" Tumben lo, have you eaten ? Taste very it face already cardboard cake ex ae lu ah. Once upon a time the cake smiles " (as usual Yoga starts teasing Danish )
" paan dah" (Danish just a cynical smile)
" Eh Ga I also want to be in a tattoo how do you think ? " ask Danish for a Yoga comment
" uh you're going to college. Gausah odd² deh ntar difficult nyari work " Yoga directly refused
Danish then let out a long sigh as if she was having a lot of thoughts. Danish felt he had no more purpose, but remember the deteriorating situation of his father Danish began to be confused again. How could he leave his father who loved him so much.
The room is full of colors and pictures of tattoos around it, yes in the room Yoga work.
A week passed, the weekly exam for music practice will arrive tomorrow, and now all students and students in Lily's class are preparing and training to get the best value. Lily had prepared her training and made a song that she thought sounded good. Confused about what else Lily decided to go to her house because she felt a little guilty about what she talked about last week to her mother.
Arriving Lily in front of the house nyoknya Lily was confused to enter what not, with a reluctant step Lily finally decided to enter. Lily calls her mother but no one answers her until her aunt comes and tells her that her mother is not home and is still in the office. Because it is still working hours. Lily then decided to go to her room (more precisely what was once her room even though it was only a few days); Lily looked around her room and yaaaa nothing changed. Then Lily went to the room that her mother had prepared for her. It looks like a full-fledged music studio. Although Liky can not play everything but nyokapnya give everything (yes because it is a rich man anyway ).
The room is purple and pink with walls displayed very large photos. Lily holds a piano that stands right in front of her that looks clean because it might be cared for even if not worn . because no one can play music except Lily herself. Lily hesitantly arranged her chair and prepared to sit down to play the piano.
" jangnggg ....... Jrnggg ....... Jinggg ........ Jrenggggggg "the piano sound that becomes an endless thread. MESSY !!!!!!
" aarrrrrrgggghhhhhhhh "The Lily's Passion which recalls the bitter incident.
" arrrrrggghhhhh ....... Aaaarrrrrgggghhhhh .. " (a scream back heard from Lily's beautiful mouth).
He fell on the floor throwing away the chair he was sitting on, screaming hysterical screams like a hungry lion. Tears dripping derasss
" siall's son ...... Child of the unlucky ...... Illicit child ... " (sound in his head) shadow - the evil shadow that haunts him. She closed her eyes, covered her ears, grabbed her hair.
" no.kk ....... No ....... No. .... "the louder the screamssss, the more it becomes - so. The once beautiful room in view, the sound of complete peace becomes a room filled with emotions and tears of anger. Bibik who heard Lily's screaming voice immediately ran over and confirmed Lily's condition. Bibik looked scared and immediately called his employer who was none other than his mother Lily the hostess. Lily immediately ran to her room and shouted as loudly as possible. Bibik sees Lily running to see Lily after she calls her mistress. Lily locked the door to her room from the inside. Lily Lily immediately searched - something, ransacked her room - all the stuff inside her room was destroyed. Yes as if smiling happily and wickedly Lily found a sharp object that she had hidden under her mattress and it was still there. Lily again made a wound on her arm that even had a scar not long ago.
" sretttt ... "the razor goes straight and fast right in his arms. Blood began to pour tears dripping profusely and the sound of crying was very familiar.
" lilly ..... Lily ...... Lily ...... Open the door, baby "yells her mother while knocking - ngetok door room Lily locked.
" city ...... Go ....... I'm the son of the unlucky carrier " cried Lily who began to pale and limp. Lily sat on the floor of her bed. Crying ? Screaming ? What's the point ? It will not change any circumstances.
Lily started to limp, limp until her lips seemed to tremble. The blood that returned flowed tears that littered the cheeks up to his neck. Lily's cry stopped, Lily's voice was not heard, Lily started to be unconscious. His mother who was very worried still shouted at the door and called his favorite child.
" sir, please just break down the door "please ask his mother to the driver. The driver walked to the door and pushed his body through it
" bugs .... Bugs ..... Bugs ...... Brakkkkk "the door is finally open.
Lily's mother immediately shouted back and ran towards Lily.
" lilly ...... Lily ..... Nak wakes up " (his mother Lily cries and decides to take Lily to the hospital ). With the help of his driver Lily was carried to the car and immediately taken to the hospital.
Lily was immediately pushed to run the examination and her mother still looked worried about her. After a while, the doctor came out of the room and checked.
" how is my son's condition doc" asked Lily's worried mother.
" It's okay mommy's son will be fine. He was just dizzy from losing a lot of blood right on his wrist. Fortunately, the mother's child does not hit the flow of her nerves if exposed to it, maybe the mother's child will lose her child. Oh yes there is something I want to say to mommy, can you come with me for a moment to my room ? " (the doctor asked his mother Lily to come with him to discuss important things) which was immediately agreed by him.
Moments later Lily walked out of the doctor's room with a slightly disappointed and sad face. He went straight to Lily's ward .he saw her son lying unconscious and and saw his son's hand full of wounds.
She holds Lily's hand and cries out what the doctor says that makes her so sad to see her child. (which mother could bear to see her child sick) . The moon began to rise which signaled that it was night , but Lily had not yet awakened from her fainting. Lily's mother, who was still holding her child's hand, was sad to see her child and she also began to sleep in the hospital bed that Lily slept in.
At midnight, Lily awoke from her nightmare. Lily opened her eyes and saw she was already in the hospital. Lily looked at her mother who was holding tightly to her sleeping hand. Lily immediately shed tears seeing him, between sad and disappointed with the behavior of her mother Lily was confused. Lily's mixed thoughts she just shed tears and moments later she went back to sleep.
LM.
Crying ? For what ?
That won't change the situation, though,
Trying ?
!!!!! You have to try to face it
If needed, you can change it
Things will stay the same if we just mourn
Things get better or worse when you try to make an effort
Is it hard to try ?
Of course
Even babies will take pains before they can walk and talk well.
In the morning at the campus Lily precisely in the art room has prepared 27 students and students who are ready to do the examination of art practice that is making their own songs. The atmosphere looks crowded they ask each other about the music they make. The goddess who looked worried because she had not invited Lily to her boarding house to fly together, she went to art class and asked some of Lily's classmates about Lily.
" Are you not Lili Lily ? " he asked a student who was training for his test.
" not , but earlier the lecturer said that Lily did not enter because of illness "answered one of her classmates Lily
" oh yes thank you " said the Goddess
The goddess then immediately tried to contact Lily but until now Lily did not answer her phone. For fear of Lily why - napa finally Dewi tried to call Nyokap Lily and yaa turns out Lily was in the hospital. The goddess rushed straight to the hospital to see the situation of her best friend.
until the hospital Dewi who looks worried immediately calls and hugs Lily.
" why else ? just yesterday you left the hospital now enter again . you have a fever again ? " ask the worried goddess who made her mother Lily shocked.
" what ? did you get treated in the hospital yesterday ? why not say the same to Mom ? you why ? " nyokap Lily immediately threw a lot of questions