ANGELIC HEART
Quietest
Meanwhile, on the other hand, Danish who was riding his motorcycle stopped because of the red lamou, when he turned his head he was shocked to see Lily was with Reza in the cafe through his window. But before he made sure that it was true they both had the lights turned green so he had to walk immediately.
So the important thing is Reza, so he refused gw anterin because he wanted to see Reza. Is it possible that the person in his tribe is Reza ?.
Danish saw the two of them laughing cheerfully like happy lovers.
" aishh what the heck gw" (he continued )
Seeing the familiarity of someone we like with someone people like is strange. How can someone just be silent to see people in his tribe with others. But what can we do ? We're not even who - who's for that person, aren't we ? We can only complain and blame fate. Didn't say from the beginning that destiny can change when we have the will to change it. If we're just speechless and complaining how can fate turn stupid.
Consider yourself stupid is also commonplace but consider others stupid much more ordinary. We live in different chains where we can't reach each other, but the difference is you have a key to unlock the chain while I don't. I can only give up because all the decisions are in your hands. You will decide whether you will open the lock for me or you will let me fall down slowly. You have the right to choose it because it's your life, and I ? Let it be that you don't have to think about it because it's my life.
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The next day Danish and Lily returned to training because the exam was about to begin. But Danish is not at all folus will play its part. He was always wrong.
" siall" (self )
" it's okay we can try again " ( said Lily while holding Danish's hand)
Danish saw Lily smiling with her hand holding her but Danish put her hand away instantly.
" uh you're not papa, are you ? (ask Lily )
" no I'm fine, it's already starting again" (said Danish flat )
Danish can only keep his jealousy and control himself so as not to behave like a child. How can a man like himself get genuine love, he thinks that his mother alone did not give him love when she gave birth to him how can another woman give him the love he wants. As if betrayed by destiny Danish can only resign and try to eliminate his joy to Lily. Because she was sure Lily did not think of him as a man at all but as just a peer in the exam this time.
They trained all day until they felt it was enough for the exercise because they felt tired.
" it's yes first, tomorrow we continue. Some of you from earlier seemed to not feel well " (said Lily )
" yaudah I went back first" (he continued )
Danish just shut up and nodded, Danish put her body in the training ground and thought of how she could forget Lily while Liky was always in front of her eyes.
Time passed Danish also overslept in the training room,
" emmhh" (ngigau )
Then Danish opened her eyes and realized she had been asleep in the training room for 2 hours.
Then he finally rushed to get home from the training room.
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Meanwhile Reza is still busy with projects that he will do in a moment. He was drawing and making proposals that would later be used at the exhibition because Reza did not like it if the work was not perfect.
" tingg" (the sound of the phone )
And it turns out that someone sent him a message that was none other than Lily.
" I'm in front of " (the message is )
Then Reza immediately cleaned up the goods because she did not want Lily to know what she had prepared. And ran straight to his front house.
" uh enter " (expression instantly changes )
" ok "
Lily sat down and Reza was making drinks for herself.
" you didn't say you wanted to come here" (ask Reza )
" huh ? Not really done abis finished training bosen eat all play here aja " (said Lily ).
Lily happily comes to Reza's house without knowing that a man is expecting her out there. Who is wrong between these relationships. There are no one two or three parties. They didn't say any words to anyone in between. But is it Lily who is selfish because she only attaches importance to her own interests even though she does not know how Danish feels about her ? Or the selfish Danish for not saying anything to Lily but asking and craving for hope ?
Or Reza who can only wait and give his best but not sure when ?
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" how is the exercise ? Is it a pass ? " (ask Reza )
" already, just Danish like not feeling well like that " (said Lily )
" oh" (the word Reza )
Reza and Lily talked about a lot of things and they also talked about their childhoods more precisely their teenage years. Dusk cannot disturb those who are happy even the moon cannot disturb him. When someone is happy they just enjoy and even forget everything. They just laughed without thinking about what made them able to shed tears. Sometimes without them knowing their happiness is the beginning of their cry, but it is better to enjoy every second of happiness that we feel because we do not know when that happiness will come again.
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It was raining as if he understood that it was time to come. The droplets of water that derasss even more profusely sounded so loud that one would hear nothing but the sound of rain. Danish just stood and stared at the rain with a gaze filled with hatred, sadness, and disappointment. If it could rain would send a message to anyone who feels missed. It rained at the same time because he was afraid of falling alone. Isn't it like human ? He was afraid of falling alone so he invited someone to fall with him ?
Danish picked up his guitar and began strumming it elegantly to make a sound that seemed to be sad. A song that passes for her wounded self, the rain that comes teoat time to cover up the sound of resentment. Their voices mixed into one like an uproar. It's hard to fall in love, but it's harder when you lose your love. Loving someone can be okay, no one, but please do not be a fool who loves people who are very wrong. But how can we know we are doing so much for the wrong person or the right person.
The arrow knows where he has to land, as well as the love he knows and must know where and for whom he has to land. Saying love is easy but finding love is hard. Not everyone understands that most of them only understand how to love and how to feel loved. They don't think about the risks and consequences of falling in love. As the name suggests falling in love will only make a person fall into the abyss of sadness just because of love if they do not give it to the right person.
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The next day Lili and Danish returned to training with all their might and Danish was very enthusiastic about training, he began to set aside his personal feelings for the common good. Dian is very professional this time.
" yeahhhh we're finally done" (Lily looks stretch her body )
" why do you look so good" (ask Danish )
" gw seneng dong, this abis we will be in the last 2 semesters and I can't wait to work " (said Lily )
" huh basarr. Laper isn't lo ? (ask Danish while wiping her sweat )
" eee yes hahahaha " (answer Lily )
" eat first" (take Danish )
" uh I'm eating in the usual place I want to eat ? " (ask Lily again)
" uh you can, you wait in front of the tentar gw take the motor first" (said Danish )
They finally headed to the place where Lily used to eat.
" uh here ? " (ask Danish wonder )
" yes, it's really nice to sit here gw pesenin " (said Lily told Danish to sit )
" bang meatballs two yes regular" (lilly told bang Rofik her subscription meatball seller )
" this is who neng tumben not with mas Reza" (ask Bang Rofik while giving meatballs ).
" this college friend I bang his name is Danish " (said Lily )
" temen what girlfriend hih hayoo ngaku " (fashion meatball seller tsb )
" what the hell bang temen kok, already there it's someone who bought " ( Lily also looks ordinary ).
Danish moved it turns out that Lily can hang out with a meatball seller who is even just a small seller, while she ? Danish has many but not all of them are familiar with the personal chef. When they saw the Danish they were all just submissive and afraid even a smile seemed forced.
Danish feels very familiar with anyone but he can not talk directly except with Lily.
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Besides being beautiful and polite Liky looks full of happiness and cheerfulness. Even the bird that sees it will feel the same way where there is only peace and pleasure in Lily's life. Dansh thought so because Danish never understood and never knew that behind the bright color there is a dark side covered by the light. And Danish ? Lily already knew it because her bokapnya had a story with Lily. But who will tell Daniah about Lily's life.
He just needs to be patient and tough in the face of all the hardships and disappointments that lie ahead of him. Just like someone who is tired of waiting, maintaining love is also very difficult. We have plenty of time to fall in love but we don't have much time to maintain. What if the taste is gone, what if the taste is increased. No one will know but themselves. Because what can increase and reduce the sense of heart is the owner of the heart. Just do anything according to your heart but it must be something good because when we do something good to others we will certainly get a good reply also even if not from the person.
So fight while you can still fight for it and can still see it because one's heart can be moved at any time. Do what is happy, eliminate what is disappointing, and relax when facing the turmoil within yourself. Because the storm will stop and you'll think of many useful things if you deal with it "quietly ".
