ANGELIC HEART
why exactly ?
Danish just stood up annoyed to see Seli go with the man and even she helped him walk. Danish felt disappointed and a sense of betrayal that was very deep plus the gaze - the gaze of people around who saw all that. Upset, disappointed, sad, plus shame that can not be said again how embarrassed he is.
For him there is no most shameful day of his life except that day. He then picked up his falling clothes and went straight from the place alone.
Along the way there were still very many eyes that looked at him with pity. Danish doesn't like it when people feel sorry for him.
With quick and heavy steps Danish opened the door of his house.
" brakk" (very loud door impact sound )
" siall" (Danish quietly put his groceries on the kitchen table of his house)
" arrgghhhhh " (Danish yells loudly and breaks down his kitchen table )
" cran !!!!! " (Danish slams the candle holder in front of her )
Anger, disappointment, geregetann all mixed into one. Become a storm surge that shows the heart that began to crackkk, crushed to the point of being unable to be reunited.
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Danish fell down weakly leaning against the refrigerator in her kitchen. He imagined the time when he was with Seli. Many jokes a lot of laughter even many tears that fall just because of happiness. They spend time together until finally all the affection and love that Seki gives turns into lies that Danish feels.
" so you've been acting weird with me because you don't love me anymore. Am I lacking in your eyes. Is all the love and affection I give still lacking. You really have the heart of Seli " (Danish speaks for itself)
Danish then took the violin that he kept, the violin given by his mother.
" mom, I'm sorry for dipping mama out of temporary pleasure "
(from then on Danish practiced playing his violin again after a long time. He trained very hard to forget about Seli and did not want to remember him anymore. Danish practiced and practiced until he became a very beautiful violinist there. He also plays from cafe to cafe as his side job. Despite all the sufficiency needs of his father, Danish enjoys playing the violin and enjoys it a lot )
Day after day Danish began to get used to his solitude. Starting from doing tasks and nothing to interfere, practicing playing the violin, and there are still many things he did to forget about Seli.
Danish studied very hard more than usual he just spent his time reading books or practicing music and others.
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On Sunday (weekend ) Danish decided to go to a slightly large cafe for her performance.
He would sing on the guitar because the cafe owner asked for it.
Danish wears black shirts and jeans as well as shoes with matching colors.
When Danish was talking to the owner of the cafe, Danish saw Seli and the man who had come together to the cafe. Seli looked graceful with a smile on her face wearing a pink coat and walking beside the man. Seeing that, Danish was very upset and saw him sharply with his hands clenched tightly.
" you understand, right ? " (said the owner of the cafe)
" excuse me " (he continued )
" ah yes I understand thank you " (Danish was shocked and stopped the word - he said )
" is there a toilet ? Looks like I have to go to the toilet for a while " (Said Danish who then the cafe owner shows the direction of the toilet )
" stop Danish you've forgotten her" (Danish washes his face and speaks in front of the mirror)
" you've forgotten ingett as he was " (he continued )
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It was time for Danish to show her appearance. Danish walked by to the place that has been provided by the cafe owner. Danish picked up a guitar and sat down at the spot with the mic already standing in front of him.
Seli was shocked when she saw Danish who was in front to sing. Although Danish knows that there is Seli there Danish pretends not to see it and only focus on his appearance.
He began to play his guitar, the sound of music slowly echoing in the ears. Mixed with a very smooth tone without any of its obstructions. Danish sings as if she is telling her about her own life that she is experiencing this. The very melodious Danish voice with the beautiful sound of music, everyone was amazed by the appearance of Danish. They put down their cutlery and really enjoyed the Danish look of the time.
Satisfaction gaze from the cafe owner also headed to Danish, Danish did not feel anything he just focused on playing and was happy to see everyone enjoying it.
The friendly atmosphere, the beautiful burning candles all into one combine into a dough that will be a beautifully decorated tart on the flower piling.
Although in his heart he is still hard to forget Seli and the still great hatred towards him Danish tried to forget him as much as possible. He did not want to always mourn in grief while someone who made him sad laughed happily in front of him with a man.
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" prok .... Proc .... Prok " (a thunderous clapping sound gives a gift for his appearance )
Danish smiled and bowed to everyone in the cafe and walked towards the owner.
" your appearance is very good today" (the cafe owner said with a happy smile )
" ah thank you for letting me perform here " (Danish speaks very politely)
" ah of course I am also very grateful. Maybe next time you can perform at my cafe again. No one has performed as well as you did before " (the cafe owner praised Danish )
" ah thank you, it looks like I have to go now " (Danish received that envelope)
" ah yes certainly " (said the cafe owner )
" excuse me, " (Danish goes straight from there)
Danish opened the envelope in the car and he didn't expect to get that much commission just for a simple chant.
Since Danish is saturated and there are no more activities, Danish decides to go to uncle Sam's flower shop.
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Arriving at the store,,
" oh hayyy" (when Danish opened the door of the Danish store was immediately greeted warmly by Uncle Sam and continued with the arms of these two men )
" hello uncle Sam, is uncle busy "
(danish said after taking off his embrace).
" ah no, are you here to have tea with uncle ? " (said Uncle Sam with a smile)
" ah of course uncle " (Danish answered him )
(Danish is waiting for Uncle Sam in the middle room of the store as usual and the situation is very quiet because it turns out uncle Sam closed the shop because there are some flowers that will be replaced because there are many who sell )
" ah let me help uncle " (take a tray of teapots and cups that Uncle Sam brought )
Danish then poured the tea for himself and Uncle Sam.
" how are you, son ? Where is your boyfriend " (said Uncle Sam asked )
Danish just smiled not answering Uncle Sam's question
" what's up, son ? You're jittery are you sick ? " (uncle Sam said again )
" ah it's okay my uncle is fine " (Danish answers slowly)
" where was the woman yesterday ? " (said uncle sam)
" ah actually we've broken up uncle " (said Danish while directly sipping her tea )
" why ? Aren't you a good man ? She's a good girl too ? Did you guys fight ? " (uncle Sam says getting chatty )
" ah uncle could have been hahahaa, I'm not that good kok uncle " (said Danish )
" Love is a complicated thing, son. Sometimes you know what you want but you don't know who you want to do it for. According to uncle one love is enough for a lifetime. If there is a problem solve it but do not let there be a rope of hostility in between. Uncle doesn't know why you split up but there must be a reason behind your breakup all just about the time to find out. " (said uncle Sam sage )
" ah yes uncle thank you " (says Danish )
" you are young, many will like you. You are a nice and polite man. You will definitely find a good woman to you later " (said Uncle Sam)
" yes uncle" (says Danish smile )
" do you want uncle to introduce you to uncle's son ? " (advanced uncle Sam)
" huh ? " (Danish is shocked to learn that Uncle Sam's son is a man)
" why ? Don't you want to have in-laws like this uncle ? " (advanced uncle Sam)
" ah maybe I will think hahahaha " (Daniah then laughed with his words uncle Sam )
They then dissolve in jokes and jokes that make them no stop - hentinya laugh.
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Night at the Danish house (America )
Danish feels a little lefa because it has told a lot of stories with uncle Sam.
But he was thinking about the word uncle Sam "there must be a reason why someone stay away from people who have loved him "
Danish asked - asked what made Seli stay away from him, was he lacking attention to him, was he pampering him less ? Or Seli has his own reasons, but if it is true that Seli has his own reasons why he did not explain anything to him and instead made him ashamed in front of many people. Seli did not even contact her after that.
Danish re-thought many things about Seli again after hearing the words of Uncle Sam. He woke up all night unable to sleep what made him like that.
