
In the deserted Danish house because he was alone as a resident. Danish felt very upset because he had misunderstood Seli and doubted his love. Danish cries and blames herself. He did not know so all this time Seki often spoke strangely and as soon as he digress about him who wants to go actually is because he knows that he will not be able to live longer. But why Daniah stupidly can not understand what Seli felt all this time. So all this time Seki felt the pain himself. Danish was upset that she could not take good care of him at the last moment when even Danish could not accompany her.
" how foolish I am, I am a man who is unworthy to get love from anyone" (as he thought )
Danish then issued a letter in his pocket that had been domter Yohan give him because it was a request from the late Seli.
" Danish hi my dear .....
I'm sorry you must be sad to see this
But I can't see you crying just because of this.
I remember you saying that I was destined to have a long life,
But my destiny is not like that, but I believe that I will have a long destiny with you in the next life.
I'm sorry I let you down, I can't write more than this. But tolobg fell in love again. Not with the second Selibyang but with someone who doesn't even know who Seli is. Please do it for me, I don't want to see you alone, please
From Seli who loves you so much "
(as Seli wrote, many messages are implied in it )
Danish added crying looking at the letter moreover it was the one that Seli gave for the last of his clan.
" tringgggg " (danish phone rings break silence )
Danish picked up a phone that turned out to be from one of his assistants in Indonesia.
Bak had fallen down the stairs, Danish told him that his father was sick there.
After Danish turned off the phone Danish's mind became more chaotic balau not because.
With a heavy heart, Danish finally decided to return to Indonesia as soon as possible after getting the phone. Since then Danish has settled in Indonesia. In addition to looking after his father he also wants to forget his mistakes and disappointment about the events that are not pleasant in America.
Throwback complete.
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Danish fell asleep after a long time of thinking about the events of the past. He was determined not to make a mistake a second time. No matter what happens in the future Danish will still fight for Lily's happiness.
" Lo's cell should be quiet there, I'll be fine here too" (Danish delirious in his sleep )
Morning at Lily's,
Everyone was worried because Lily had locked the door to her room and shouted out loud. Lily injured herself with a sharp object again her hand was injured not even one but there were several injuries.
" Rezaaa, I'll follow you to heaven" (Lily smiled horribly )
" You can't go far from me. You still have a lot of promises you have to give to gw " (Lily is back to being a very creepy )
" Lily opens the door, Lily" (everyone is worried and yelling at Lily)
A while later, Danish came to visit Lily at her house.
" Danish please persuade Lily to open the door, son. Aunty is afraid Lily does something reckless " (said nyokap Lily while crying worry ).
" Ly open this door gw Danish, toling Ly open the door " (Danish knock on Lily's room door )
Lily heard Danish's voice and immediately got up, Lily felt that only Danish understood all about her. Danish is always there to help her, although Lily does not love Danish but Lily believes that Danish is a good person.
" Lily" (said Danish who was happy to see Seli opening her door )
Lily immediately hugged Danish tightly as well as Danish who tightly hugged her. Everyone was happy that Lily finally opened the door.
" Lily why are you ? " (Danish asked because Lily masig was silent in her arms)
" b .. Lily " (Danish releases her embrace and turns Lily unconscious in her arms )
Everyone was worried and Danish immediately carried him to go to the hospital. Danish was very sad, his body was trembling not because of the sweat dingi pouring profusely on his face. Danish hugged Lily in her lap. Everyone was so worried that Lily cried in front of Lily to see her daughter unconscious.
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Arriving at the hospital, Danish ceaselessly prayed for the good of Lily. Danish's eyes were not fixed on anything just focus on Lily's treatment that the doctor was doing. Lily was very pale and again she was spitting out a lot of blood on her wrist.
After several hours the doctor examined him finally the doctor came out all immediately stood up and asked the state of Lily .
" how's he doing Doc, he's okay isn't he ? (all asked simultaneously )
" please calm down, all is well. He just fainted because there was no food intake maybe since yesterday he had not eaten anything. He also had no nerve injuries so he could still be saved. Is it just that he has a mental illness ? " (said the doctor )
Danish just sat there and listened to what the doctor was saying to Lily.
" huh ? " (lucky Lily shocked )
" it looks like he has a mental illness. Or rather is there something that makes him not forget and continue to blame himself ? "
" ah I don't understand but since her grandmother died she's been acting like that " (lily remembers - remembers )
" ah aunt, let me take the cure. Aunty here just wait for Lily if you wake up later " (said Danish who then stood up and immediately went with the doctor)
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Danish waited in line to redeem the medicine at the hospital pharmacy. Danish wondered if it was true that doctors said Lily had a psychiatric illness. But all this time he was fine - he even always smiled in front of many people. She only said that her mother abandoned her when she was a baby and was together again when Lily was growing up, and at that time Lily's grandmother died because she helped Lily who was almost hit. Is it possible that since then Lily has a huge trauma that makes her always blame herself for everything that happened including the death of Reza who had nothing to do with it.
" on behalf of a patient named Lily ?
" the family of the patient named Lily" (the pharmacist who had to call her twice)
" ah I'm sorry " (Danish then took the medicine and immediately returned to Lily's room )
Danish returned to Lily's room and sat down with her mother who was looking after her.
" already ? How many ? " (say Lily )
" it's ko aunty, ah no papa aunty" (said Danish politely )
" oh yeah I'm talking about something to you, we better get out " (say Lily )
" ah yes auntie mari "
Not long after their feet stepped, Lily moved her hands and woke up.
" ah Lily ..... Want you to wake up " (Mama Lily looks so happy )
" let me call the doctor first aunt "(Danish career to call the doctor )
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The doctor arrived and Lily was examined. The doctor said that Lily would be fine and that she would be allowed to go home tomorrow.
" you should go home, let aunt Lily take care of you, you must be tired from not eating anything - what " (said nyokap Lily to Danish )
" i'm not a aunt, oh sorry before but let me keep Lily for today. Sorry once again but Lily never told me if she was not close to you " (Daniah said with a very heart - heart )
" ah you know, sit down for a while before the aunt wants to say one thing to you" (to tell Danish to sit down )
" ah yes aunt "
" i'm sorry I took care of you, but auntie asked to take care of Lily well. I am not a good mother to him but I love him very much. When the baby was actually I did not abandon him but because there were several reasons so I was forced to leave him in front of the house of someone who happened to be the home of her grandmother Lily first. Blah ..... Blah ..... Bla " ( Nyokap Lily tells a lot about the events in the past )
" so please take good care of Lily - good for me, can you do that ? I seem to talk too much. Sorry to bother you this time, auntie excuse me first " (and then let Lily leave the hospital)
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Danish then rushed to enter the room and accompanied Lily.
" how is it good ? " (danish said to Lily)
" yes, thank you. What did I say to Lo ? " (ask Lily curiously)
" ah no kok he just said you want nitipin lo same Iw, this drink first " (while giving a glass of water that has been provided )
" you must be laper, what to eat " (said Danish )
" h don't have to lager " ( said Lily )
" no you have to eat, from yesterday you have not eaten anything. I go find food first ya " (Danish rushes away )
" can't you just stay here ? " (Lily pulled the Danish jaret )
" i'm afraid, you can keep here temenin gw" (seli said with a lethargic facial expression )
" ah yes" (Danish back to sit )
" if so I'm going to call him to eat here (bentar ya" (Danish then call his friend to buy some food and take him to the hospital )
LM.
Solitude makes us hurt
But others are more painful
When we don't even do anything
Someone else could say we did it.
We cannot escape from a fate that has been written from the beginning.
We can't change someone's life just by talking to them
Pain that is felt can even be dozens of times folded in comparison before
Just be patient you're just going through the process of getting to adulthood