ANGELIC HEART
Lies
" do you want to see that park ? " (Lily invited Danish )
" emh may be " (answer Danish )
Then they headed to a hillside close to Lily's cosy koplex and there the park was.
" uh here ? " (ask Danish wonder )
" yes, it's beautiful, right ? The scenery here is very beautiful first here a lot of Lily flowers that I have but yes as I've told you earlier " (Lily enjoyed the view )
Danish just looked around there were some traces of Lily's plant that was already dry because it died. And also see the view of how beautiful it was when the flower grew there because seeing the location alone was very good.
" i like to sit here, because here I can enjoy the scenery as well as smell the fragrance of Lily flowers that I have tanem" (said Lily while sitting on a stone on the outskirts )
" you don't want another flower ? " (ask Danish curious )
" hahaha don't know, maybe next time " (Lily banged )
Seeing her smile the heart of Danish turmoil was getting louder pounding.
" at least still able to see the scenery of kayak gini already enough " (said Lily )
Danish then approached Lily and sat down beside her enjoying the fresh air together.
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Moments later, the plane flew over Lily and Lily looked at her happily.
" uh" (Lily reflexively waves her hand )
" why ? " (Danish asked )
" you know what always makes us stupid ? " (ask Lily)
" Huh ? Meaning ? " (Danish looks at Lily)
" Fall in love, love can make us look stupid. But there's something even more stupid " (Lily continues)
" what ? " (Tanya Danish)
" benefiting our feelings, we foolishly wait for someone and even do everything for that person. But have we ever said that we actually fell in love with him ? Even we also do not know the person's feelings for us if we do not state /question it. At least we've tried, haven't we ? whether we accept it or not is not something that is laughable compared to us just silence especially when looking at the person with the other. So according to me if later you will fall in love you have to ask the person you love. But you also have to know we love it enough " (clearly Lily )
" you know what I mean, right ? Hahaha belibet ? Sorry yes " ( said Lily laugh )
" the point is if you fall in love later either anyone you have to say yes to the person, because you will not be able to know if you just stay silent " (said Lily )
" anyone ? " (Tanya Danish)
" yes, anybody. It looks like we have to go back now " (Lily then got up from her seat )
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At night in the boarding Lily, Lily looked very sad because her heart finally left for Spain and felt very lonely. But he convinced himself that Reza would return soon because he had promised him. Lily was looking forward to the day because for her there was nothing happier than that day.
" ting" (sms message Lily's phone )
" dear you can come here, right ? Mama kangen you. All invite your friends who at that time " (fill sms from nyokapnya tsb )
" how do I fear that the incident will be repeated again, there will be no Danish as well. Gw tlfon once deh " (lily speaks for itself)
" Top ..... Tut .... Tut ..... Hello, Danish sorry to disturb, nyokap I ngajak lo eat mallem at his house now. Can you not ? If not also papa kok " (then silent )
" okay I wait " (say Lily closes her phone)
Then he texted her if she could come tonight.
Arriving at Lily's house, they chatted for a long time and started for dinner.
" sorry auntie ya ngrepotin you " ( Nyokap Lily told Danish )
" uh no aunt, even Danish who is grateful because it has been invited to dinner " (said Danish )
" no really. Eh bentar aunt want to take water first " ( said Nyokap Lily )
" don't let Lily just " (Lily then got up from her seat to get water )
He filled the water in the clear glass teapot that he carried with him in full and then took it to the dining table. Then Lily took a quick look at the news on tv.
" !!!!!!!!!! " (Lily was shocked and dropped her Tech )
" no way, no way !!!!!!!! " (cried Lily and cried)
" why are you, son ? What's up " (mama Lily ran hugging Lily )
Then they saw the news that LION X plane from Soetta Indonesia airport flying towards Spain's Vitoria Airport crashed and no survivors.
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" Reza ma Reza" (Lily is getting yelled )
" Reza is on that plane ma , Reza can't be impossible " ( Lily is crying increasingly becoming so )
Then he ran out with the aim of wanting to catch up with Reza but circumstances were not possible.
Danish and Lily immediately ran after him but did not go where he was.
After looking everywhere not to find Lily, Danish tried to find Lily in the garden she showed her last afternoon but again Lily was not there.
His mother split up to find Lily, and Danish looked frustrated.
" Siall, where he is " (Danish is upset with himself)
Then he thought of one place, and immediately rushed to get there and Lily was right there.
Lily was standing on the edge of the city bridge, crying and screaming there.
" Reva !!!!!! " (the scream)
" you promised I'd be back, even if you lied. Rezaaaa lo evil I hate lo " (sobbing sobbing sobs )
" you have promised to take me to a place where there are only two of us, you said you will be back in the mappet lokin gw whyaaa ????? " (the yelling the more it becomes - so )
Danish who saw it also felt how sick Lily was now because she was left behind by someone she loved. Danish saw a deep sincerity in every single eye drop she let out. Danish then ran over to Lily to try to calm her down.
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" if you don't go back I can follow you, yes I can follow you " (Lily wiped her tears and smiled horribly )
He looked at the river under the bridge and it seemed like he was thinking of committing suicide.
" what do you do" (Danish pulls Lily's hand)
" lastin Iw, for what I live I have no one else. Lepasin gw " (Lily came back crying and tried to push Danish )
" just Ly lo crazy huh, suffice " (Danish tried to calm Lily )
Not being able to bear to see Lily crying right in front of him Danish immediately pulled her hand hard and directly hugged her tightly.
" laterin gw, detamin gw plisss detin gww" (crying Lily while stabbing-nabo chest Danish )
" he promised I would return. She'll be back Dan, Reza will be back " (Lily crying in the arms of Danish )
Danish just fell silent and held Lily tightly.
A cold night, cold air and even the heart can freeze because of it. But to give warmth to the hearts of others we can do. The sound of car horns running, the calmness of the flowing river and the tears that had begun to dry really filled the scene that night.
Danish tries to warm Lily up, she takes off her jacket and covers for Lily. Lily started sleeping in her arms after feeling tired from shedding tears for too long.
Danish saw how much love Lily had for Reza, she felt she had lost this time. But she still remembers Lily's words to express her feelings to someone she loves.
" you know what I really like. And yes I'm stupid because I still love you when you don't even bother me that guy " (Danish talks to Lily who is asleep)
Saying love doesn't have to be reciprocated. We who love him alone are enough to be used as a reason for our struggle. The struggle is very difficult but behind it all we will certainly be a light for the person in the dark. Not many know what is meant but understand love is not a reason for you not to understand and feel it.
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Do whatever makes him happy, whatever makes him forget the dark past and even the sadness of the present. Do it for him, do what makes him forget what sadness is. It made him forget what pain was. You're not stupid but you just can't see your love getting hurt. Think of it that way if you think it's the best. Sometimes death is not a limit to loving someone. Let's just say we fuck different natures. You still love her while you can't even touch her. You still love her when you can't even see her face, but remember that one thing is called "Full Love "
Lily fell asleep in Danish's arms with dry tears on her cheeks, hair that was messy because it was blown by the night wind that was so tight. Danish took Lily in her arms and rushed her home (that night Danish was driving a car)
We do not know if even laughing last day will make a cry at night.the time when we meet and when we cry no one knows it. We can hope and plan many things for us in the future but at the blessing or not we can only wait for the decision of the almighty, for that is worth everything when you can still feel, see, see, and touch her.please her while you can make her happy.have fun enough in a simple yet "concerning way ". because it's us who make it to remember so make something beautiful for a beautiful memory so you will smile and even just remember those beautiful memories.
