ANGELIC HEART
Explanation
Withered trees need water to refresh their leaves. Dead plants need fertilizer to keep them growing though uncertain but at least there is effort. Together with a heart that needs an explanation in order to remain faithful and understand the results will go forward or stop here. Many people can lie about love to anyone but cannot lie to themselves. Even if who would do that ? Only a fool would do such a thing.
Danish is still thinking about it what makes him no longer like Danish. Even if Seli does not want to be with him anymore, Danish wants a smooth separation so that at least they can still be friends, even if they do not want to be friends Danish can forget Seki completely.
The morning came, because Danish weekend decided to meet Seli directly. Although his friend said Seli was often busy late - but he wanted to see him even if only briefly. Danish drove the car quickly but there was a long traffic jam caused by the accident.
" ddrrrrrrrttttt dddrrrrttt ddrrrrttt" (the Danish phone reads )
" Seli ? I just wanted to see him " (Danish was so happy and raised him )
" Cell, where are you now ? It's still in the dorm, right ? Not busy ? Please spare time for a moment. I want to say the same lo " (Danish quickly spoke with very happy because it has been a long time Seli did not contact him )
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After Danish finished talking, Seli just kept quiet no sound whatsoever was heard.
" cell .... Nome .. " (Danish calls him )
" you don't why, right ? " (the Danish word)
" oh yeah sorry before but I'm not Seli" (a male voice that sounds very slow and not good to say )
" where was Seli , and you must have been that guy back then right ? Please but I want to talk to Seli for a moment " (say Danish immediately changed the look on his face )
" it's true I'm a guy who was then but it's not the right time to talk about it. I will only say this one time with good - kind and please take care of your emotions. Seli, he just breathed for the last time " (said the man in the cell phone)
" what ? You can't be kidding, right ? You just want to keep me away with him. Answer " (Danish says scream )
" i'm not kidding, you can come to the hospital x America room number 109 if you don't believe " (said the man and immediately turned off his phone )
" it's impossible, it's impossible, I have to make sure of it myself. " (Danish does not believe and immediately drives his car )
" ah sialll . tinnnnn tinnn tiinnnn " (Danish honking his car horn aloud )
" siall" (Danish is impatient and finally decides to get out of his car and choose to walk. He immediately called someone to pick up his car later because he was in a hurry )
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Danish ran to the hospital where Seli is now. He ran very hard and very fast.
Birds that were around flew in for him, people who passed by collided. The fallen leaves also stopped dropping themselves for fear of being in his sambar. A tense and upset atmosphere filled Danish's heart plus the noisy sound of the vehicle honking its horn as the traffic jam added to the deep sad atmosphere in her heart.
" brakk !!!!! " (Danish opens the door very hard and everyone inside is glued to see Danish coming )
Danish walked slowly towards the hospital ward where someone slept peacefully with their face tightly closed. Danish saw the man who had fought with him but he ignored him and immediately opened the cloth that had closed someone who was lying there.
" huh ?? " (Danish was startled and immediately shed her tears).
" get up, your cell why get up...... I'm here wake up. I still need an explanation about all of this. Cell plissss woke upnnn Seli " (Danish patted Seli's cheek and hugged her tightly )
" no waynnnnnnnn not possible " (Danish fell down and cried in the arms of his knees )
" it's not like I've said that you won't go because your destiny is long-lived" (Danish speaks very softly in his cries )
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Time passed quickly, it felt like only yesterday did Danish laugh with her now that she couldn't even see her anymore. Just yesterday Seli said she did not want to see him again but in fact Danish who can not see himself anymore even when Seki can see Danish.
Danish felt very disappointed with what he did to him but he was more disappointed because he could not keep Seli when only Danish Seli had.
At Seli's funeral, by the way,
Danish fell to embrace the grave owned by Seli. He always said that he was sorry and blamed himself for not being able to take good care of Seli. He did not even see her smile for the last time. He imagined the past - a wonderful time being with him. Danish is unrelenting - ceaselessly blaming themselves for all the destiny that has been written for both of them not only the two of them but all living things on the face of this earth have their own destiny by themselves.
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Danish reluctantly walked over to the cafe the man had mentioned. There was someone waving who was none other than the man earlier and Danish came forward to approach him.
" want to drink first? " (Said the man)
" no need I don't have time to drink with you. Say what you want to talk about " (cold Danish word )
" previous introduce me Yohan " (stretched her hand but Danish did not shake it )
" i'm not here to meet you. If you just want to talk about yourself and Seli I'd better excuse him " (Danish gets up from his seat and goes straight away )
However, before Danish had time to step foot the doctor immediately spoke.
" yes I will talk about the problems of both of us because I am doctor Yohan, the doctor who handled Seli all this time" (said the man who turned out to be named Yohan steadily )
" huh ? What do you mean ? " (Danish turned around and looked at doctor Yohan )
" please you sit down and listen to me for a moment" (Danish then just sit down )
" what do you mean Seli's doctor ? Seli never got sick this whole time. Even if he's sick I'd know it " (Danish doesn't believe )
" Yes right you will definitely know about other things but not with the disease that is suffering. Actually he had leoukimia (blood cancer) for a long time but he asked me to keep it a secret from everyone including you " (doctor Yohan )
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" At that time Seli had fainted in his dorm and his house officer took Seli to the hospital which I happened to work there. Seli was unconscious for a full 24 hours after the doctor examined her and found she had the disease. She unintentionally listened to him and felt very devastated at that moment. He begged me not to tell anyone the situation ts including the hostel manager and you " (said Doctor tsb )
" impossible , you must be lying about it haha" (said Danish )
" it's up to you to believe it or not but it's all true, since then we've been friends. I always check on Seli once a week but it's also silent" (doctor Yohan still speaks calmly )
" Cihhh " (Danish just a smile of disbelief)
" you remember when you were wrong at that time? ?, yes actually we will do an examination at my house because in the hospital there is a boarder he is doing a check " (doctor Yohan said)
" Seli loved you so much, when we had a fight and Seli preferred me because Seli knew she had to check as soon as possible so she took that decision and left. But you didn't know her face when she left you ? She kept crying because she was disappointed in herself. He never ceases to say that he is a fool very stupid " (the doctor still continues to explain it with tears that want to come out but in his stool )
" then he only focused on the examination at that time but things did not go the way he wanted. Her condition worsens but she always covers it with a smile that she shows to others " (Doctor smiles )
" he never complains and does not contact you because he is ashamed of you for upsetting you. Then he found out that you were going to perform at cafe X because it just so happened that the cafe was my friend's when his son was sick and checked in on me he told me about you being talented and then Seli speculated that it was you and it turned out to be true " (said the doctor)
" Seli actually wanted to come alone but because the conditions did not allow me to force to accompany him. When you're done making an appearance at that moment he immediately goes looking for you back and waits for you to explain everything that actually happened but you're not there " (the doctor carefully tells the details )
" he cried because he did not find you, he finally tried to dare to call you but your phone could not be contacted at that time" (the doctor said stop explaining )
" why didn't he tell me ? doesn't he love me ? " (the Danish word the more distrustful )
" he doesn't want you to know all this because he knows you're the only one he's got. he wants you to focus on your studies here so that you can return to Indonesia soon. She loves you so much, only she doesn't want to see you sad for that she doesn't want you to know all this "
" so I beg you please don't be mad at him anymore so that in the quiet there.one more actually I already have my own fiancee " (while showing the ring on his finger)
