ANELIC

Chapter 4

Anelis stared at the image of herself in the mirror. Apply aloe vera gel to the entire face. Presents a chill, after burning his skin during the day. He patted her cheek. Take liptin which tends to be mild. Applying on the lips. Anelis awaits Rajasa. He said it won't be long, just drive a jeep.

Anelis deliberately prepared dinner on the balcony of the hotel. Menu's simple. Indomie fried crisps with eggplok, and a glass of iced tea. When calling the service room earlier, had made his heart growl. The waiter insisted on not providing the menu. But Anelis insisted, he threatened to give a bad review of the five-star hotel. Although not yet consistent, Anelis diligently write on his personal blog. Also social media accounts. Anelis threatened under that pretext.

He aspired to be a writer since his hair was still braided. His love for books made him want to capture every story through ink scratches. He was the first person to introduce her to a book.

Her knee-length shirt made her feel perfect. Anelis was wearing Rajasa's bracelet when Rajasa shot her first. It's seven o'clock more, Rajasa never arrives. Anelis fret. Trying to contact Rajasa through his cell phone. Inactive, it looks like the batrenya is running out. His stomach has sounded many times. She forced herself to wait for her husband. His fried indomie was repeatedly stirred with a fork.

Hotel room door creaking. Rajasa entered the narrow space. Yep. For Rajasa it is very narrow. Being with his wife, and not being able to do anything about it, made him so stuffy. Rajasa looking for pujaa woman

anny. Not in bed as usual. Most often this hour Anelis has slumped. Wake up at two to morning. He's not sleeping anymore. Anelis is often insomnia.

Rajasa swept the entire room. Seeing the balcony door open, he was sure Anelis was still awake. He saw a beautiful woman from behind. His body was not very tall, but it was also not said to be short. The body is slightly contained, but still proportionate to its height. Her hair was jet black, waving. He wore a knee-length canal wrapped in a knit sweater. The wind at night is quite felt.

"Ehem..." Rajasa.

"A lot of old fashion?! I'm hungry, Mas" Anelis raised his fork. Indomie fried instant snaking long.

"Yes my. Far away nyampe hotel, indomie Ne?" pesennya?" rajasa said astonished.

"He..Most suitable if you are lazy to eat," Anelis revealed a smile. "I ate first yes, Mas. Really can't stand it" Anelis said.

His mouth filled up immediately. He chews so well.

"Pelan-pelan later kese-"

Rajasa said, Anelis coughed.

"Air Mas, water...Uhuk uhuk,"

"No praying, that's what it is" Rajasa said.

He took over Anelis' fork. Instant Indomie cutting. Hook it up, then feed it.

"A.a..open your mouth," Rajasa ordered.

Anelis smiles. Receiving Rajasa's bribe. They spend instant Indomie together. The wind at night, the colder it gets. Anelis, leave dishes and glasses strewn about. He hurried into the room. Rajasa just smiled, memorized the habits of his wife. He tidied the balcony table. There's a fear of crickets stealing this leftovers. From a small Rajasa has been used to neat.

"Mas where? how long ago," asked Anelis again.

He was hiding behind a blanket. The air is cooler tonight.

"Oh.common safari mosque. Maghrib all isya'" replied Rajasa casually.

Anelis bera Oh ria. Having a pious husband, rich, also handsome still makes him stupid. As if it doesn't matter one day it could be someone stealing Rajasa's heart. Then turn. Choose with new women. Or the female actor. It is still childish, and insensitive to its environmental conditions.

Rajasa chose to sit on the chair. Not in bed with Anelis. Reopening his phone, which contained a full selfie of them both.

Seeing Rajasa smile to himself, made Anelis say, "Mas I saw his picture dong, same ask all of you. I want to post on Instagram,"

Without waiting for long, Rajasa moves in. Getting closer to Anelis. He aligned himself, following the way his wife sat. Covering the legs with a blanket.

"This is.choose yourself, but chuck yeah. I also want to post" Rajasa said.

"Eh, since when do you play instagram? You, do not like that" said Anelis shocked.

"Since today, since I have this photo," Rajasa shows a photo of Anelis kissing on his cheek.

Anelis blushed in shame. If his presence can change Rajasa's principles so strongly, why can't he change himself. Why he never tried.

-*Arupadhatu-

- Without embodiment-

- The ultimate goal of every people (nirvana)-

I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry Sir, I'm sorry @Andaraarkaina: I chose to be happy.

Borobudur*.

The photo managed to air. I get likes from many of his followers. Rajasa included. During this time, Rajasa always monitors with other accounts. Accounts that don't show if it's him. Since Anelis changed, Rajasa chose to observe his wife's movements from afar.

Anelis hung up her phone, put it on the table near the lamp. He chose a light. Rajasa understands very well. After this, Anelis must have turned the body. Pulling blankets, shuffling and sleeping. Rajasa doesn't want to try. Although today he was reminded again through batik sellers.

Rajasa put his phone down too. Letting silence rule. He broke down, without shifting his body to get closer. Anelis pulls the blanket, still facing Rajasa. He didn't sleep.

"Mass?" lirih.

"What Ne," answered Rajasa.

"Tonight I'm ready. Help me," he asked slowly.

Rajasa turned his head, looking for Anelis' eyes to convince himself. Anelis pretends to be asleep. He held Rajasa's hand.

"Mas, the door is closed. Cold," said Anelis.

Rajasa said nothing. He hugged his friendly lady puja. Both are so felt. Anelis sank her head on the chest of Rajasa's field.

"Are you sure Ne?" ask Rajasa.

His hand rubbed gently on Anelis' hair. The aroma of fragrant semerbak shampoo. Looks like tonight Rajasa can no longer, longer wait.

Anelis nodded slowly. Let a warm sting spread throughout the body. The outpouring of love, patience and unrest become one. Too long Anelis locked himself in nestapa. Rajasa takes over Anelis' body.

Until all the feelings are conveyed, Anelis' eyes glazed over. She was not comfortable as many women say. He was suffering from wounds. Tears wet his cheeks. His hands are weak. Anelis lost consciousness.

Rajasa halted his activities, observing Anelis who suddenly fell silent.

"Ne, B..hey! Anelis can you hear me Ne?!" Rajasa patted Anelis on the cheek.

Face of a stiff Anelis. His mouth is slightly open. Rajasa grabbed a drink near the bed, dripping it into Anelis' mouth.

"Ne..Ne, are you okay, Ne?!" Rajasa panics. Confused about what to do.

Relax, you need to calm down Rajasa. Don't panic Rajasa told him. Seeing Anelis' mouth open, Rajasa tried to give artificial breath to Anelis. Once, twice, Anelia didn't respond. The third time with more energy Anelis tiptoed, realized. Take a long breath. Her chest is kempis.

"Are you okay?" ask Rajasa again.

Anelis nodded weakly. Clear thread flowed profusely from his eye pelupuk. She was crying without realizing it. There is regret in Rajasa's heart. Now he understands why his wife is so afraid of having sex. Traumatizing. Anelis has trauma. Rajasa does not think negatively, he assures himself Anelis has never done this all. He was the first to stay with Anelis.

Rajasa could not see Anelis so late. He hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry Ne, I'm sorry. I never knew. I'm sorry, "sorry Rajasa.

Anelis. It is not because of Rajasa, but because of himself. Isak Anelis is not welcome anymore. Tonight Anelis opens up, sharing her pain with Rajasa who loves her so much. Drifting in the close arms of his chosen man.