ANELIC

Chapter 16

Anelis does not care about Rajasa who recently came home late, not even home. He is engrossed in his world, which can only be understood by himself. Anelis day tempo adds performance to his personal blog. It made the story connected and turned out to be a lot of fans. Anelis freely express thoughts through writing. It packs all the restlessness into words perfectly.

In a household even though the body is together in one space, sometimes the heart and mind drift. Anelis with the story that he assembled in his leptop, Rajasa with a company that is in need of a lot of energy to take care of it. Not only that, Rajasa also began to struggle with the Daisha bakery. Everything piled up into one. Sometimes Rajasa seems unable to bear all that, but he has already not involved his wife. Rarely complain about asking for help. Surely the apartment is not a comfortable place now. Rajasa and Anelis remain steadfast, but the quality of their meeting is no longer there.

Anelis did not dare to wake Rajasa who had just returned home at three in the morning. Anelis just blanketed her with a soft blanket they bought at one of the famous supermarkets in BSD Tangerang. Anelis looked at the tired look, she felt a little lost her husband. It's just that Anelis can't help anything. He could only let everything go according to his groove. Anelis went to work wearing a motorcycle again.

Anelis parked her Scoopi bike in the parking lot. Nurma who also just came to say hello, "Udah never delivered Rajasa again," said Nurma took off the helmet.

"Mas Rajasa is busy. The company is in need of a lot of attention" said Anelis from his motorcycle.

"Help his wife abandoned that story?" ask Nurma jokingly. Although a joke, Anelis slightly justified. Was he abandoned? Anelis hurriedly brushed off the thought by shaking her head.

Anelis was ready to step into his office. He deliberately aligned his steps with Nurma. It was just that his head was so heavy, his eyes were slightly blurred. Anelis stopped her steps, as if to collapse her body. Seeing Anelis staggering, Nurma quickly caught the hand of her co-worker. Nurma held back the body of Anelis who was ready to kiss the parking paving.

"Ne! Ne, all right, you?!"tanyanya's confused. "Wah pingsang nih boy," said Nurma increasingly confused. From the outside Anelis looks thin, but raised it alone, clearly Nurma is not able to.

"Sir.please Sir! Anelis fainted." exclaimed Nurma to one of the employees passing by.

The man was quick to help. Carrying Anelis' body up to the living room of his office. He fell asleep on the couch. Nurma brought a glass of warm tea as well as eucalyptus oil to resuscitate Anelis. The oil was applied to the nose of Anelis. Anelis started to open her eyes. His head was still so heavy, Anelis was holding it. His sight remained blurred.

"Ne, you're aware, right, Ne? You fainted in the parking lot" Nurma explained.

Anelis just nodded. It feels like the world is spinning. His head is still so heavy.

"Where? strong isn't? or just go to the hospital?" ask Mr. Faruq. Anelis Boss at Sahabat Studying.

"Not yet understand this sir, still lemes terribly Anelisnya," said Nurma by still applying oil on the forehead Anelis.

"Call her husband to pick her up. Let Anelis rest at home." added Mr. Faruq.

Hearing the husband's words, Anelis shook her head. Nurma understood the point.

"Hospital aja mr. Faruq, use the office car yes" Nurma told her superiors. Mr. Faruq nodded, sign in agreement. He is most concerned with employees.

Anelis who is still limp and not fully aware can only surrender. He had no power to refuse Nurma's words.

The office car drove Anelis and Nurma. Usually if the pain of Anelis is never this severe. Drinking the wind just can be healed again. His body is frail, but he also quickly recovers.

The nurse immediately gave service to Anelis. After doing some checks, he put an infusion for Anelis. Nurma who was also watching was a little nervous. What pain does the boy have to infusion. Inner Nurma. Anelis remained silent. Although his ears heard a prickling sound, his body could not respond. It was so heavy of his body to wake up. He slept until night came back. Nurma was eager to contact Rajasa, but she did not want to check Anelis' phone and then took her number. Nurma decided to leave Anelis to the nurse. He wrote a piece of paper for Anelis on the table. Anelis spent her nights dreaming beautifully. Early meeting with Rajasa again present greet. When Rajasa was so strong to have it. When Rajasa deliberately draws his heart deeper. He let those dreams wander. Hope morning comes Rajasa really beside her. It's just that hope is a dream.

Rajasa no longer cares about the rules of working office hours. At any time, during the audit of the sales report Daisha Bakery and Lapis legit has not been around he will not stop.

"Nanggung Dim's. Hold back again, loe if you want to go home is okay. I'm brave here " said Rajasa with eyes still pointing at his computer.

"Okay. I'm going first." Dimas closed the glass door with the CEO of the company. He breezed away from his office as well Rajasa.

Repeatedly observing the sales and capital reports, Rajasa did not find if it was purely managed by Mamahnya. There were several streams of funds that he himself did not understand from whom. The account name is also a written report of the Mother Princess. Rajasa is getting confused and confused. His brain which was usually so quick to devise a solution was not obtained this time. He knew nothing of his mother's efforts. He never really paid attention to his mother. His heart suddenly ran out, remembering his Mom who always said everything was fine. Rajasa is getting more and more. He also left his office. The night was getting darker did not prevent him from carrying his favorite car. He returned home to our Hope. Rajasa decided to sleep there.

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Anelis opened her eyes, she looked at the white room slowly. Anelis hopes to capture Rajasa. Honey, Nurma saw it first.

"Wake up Ne? Thank God," said Nurma grateful.

Anelis nodded, then smiled sweetly. He tried to get up, sitting on the bed.

"Please Brother, it has come" Anelis told Nurma.

"Sama-sama Ne's. We are both regional children so we do not have sodara. What matters is that you are better. Now I bring porridge before the office," Nurma pointed to the lunch box containing porridge on the table.

"Please Brother" Anelis was lucky to have a senior like Nurma.

"Rajasa hasn't been here yet Ne? you've been in touch with him?" ask Nurma curiously.

"Not Brother, Mas Rajasa is busy. I don't want her to worry." said Anelis bitterly. Her husband came in her dream last night.

"Yes already. What matters is that you are well. There's no problem. My client looks after Rajasa Ne, we never know what kind of men out there are. Even if Rajasa is not careless, many women are careless. I told you about my story before, right? before I was with my husband now," Nurma said, recalling her prime. Her ex-husband took away all the property with his mistress. Luckily he was able to get up, start life again with his new love.

Anelis. In terms of experience and age Nurma is far above it. Anelis will remember every message Nurma delivered.

"I went to the office first, Ne. I'll be back to texting online. Your bike is safe in the office. Here's your bag, yesterday's snegaja I brought it to be safe." said Nurma as she left the whitewashed room.

Anelis held back a little crying, a time like this she was perfect all by herself. The hope is that there is a mother, Andara also Rajasa who gives more attention to himself. But it was Anelis herself who decided not to tell. Anelis infiltrated the feeling of longing for all the good people in her life. He did not wait in the hospital. Anelis decided to go home early. Although still limp, his body was able to stand and not stagger anymore.

Anelis pressed the door of her apartment. The hope is that Rajasa will come home and welcome him. Right the door was open, a light atmosphere greeted him first. There were no voices or signs of Rajasa. Anelis can still control herself, maybe her husband is sleeping soundly in the room. Anelis went to the room, a little run. He opened the door, Rajasa did not sleep there. Anelis was still not satisfied, he opened the bathroom where he meditated. He has been looking for inspiration for his writings so far. The door opened and Rajasa was not there either.

Anelis let out a disappointed breath. He leaned himself against the wall of the bathroom ornate ceramic daisy flower. He let his body slump to the floor. His heart is so empty. When you want to be noticed, when you want to be loved, no one comes. Anelis sobbed, the quietness that suddenly came making her claustrophobic. Anelis knew that if she told Rajasa, Rajasa would be as fast as lightning. It's just that Anelis didn't reach the heart. Her husband was so upset thinking about his Mom's bakery. He could not bear to increase the burden of Rajasa's mind.

Sometimes love is so, willing to endure all problems alone without telling a partner. Simply the reason, fearing their partner is getting worried. Though it is not right, precisely the silence that continues will always be prolonged. Makes everything look okay, and will explode at unexpected times.

Anelis is getting lonely. In the city of Jakarta that is so boisterous he is only alone with Rajasa. His family was far away, no relatives were close. When sick, people feel more sensitive. Anelis wants to return to the limelight of Rajasa, who is getting further and further out of his reach. Anelis folded her knees, she held tightly and buried her head. Anelis cried alone for reasons she herself did not know for sure.