ANELIC

Chapter 28

Sekar Consultation Room.

Rajasa chose to stay in the patient's seat. Sekar opened the session while maintaining professionalism.

"What do you want to tell?" ask Sekar while preparing to take notes.

"Have you read Abbas's email?"

"About?" tanya Sekar does not understand.

"Look at your reaction hasn't." Rajasa was grateful that Abbas did not go ahead with it.

He has long wanted to have this kind of consultation. It's just that he never dared. Before meeting Sekar he had told a lot about Anelis through Abbas. The email summarized how he felt.

"Today I saw my wife who soon had an enlarged stomach. She's pregnant." Rajasa opened his sentence, he deliberately emphasized how his actual living conditions.

Sekar although surprised still trying ordinary. Rajasa is not only his acquaintance, but his client. Sekar asked Rajasa to continue.

"Far before this day arrived, my mother was so looking forward to grandchildren. I tried to get his wish to come true soon. But, my dear, it didn't happen until he died. First I came here I told you." Rajasa tries to remind Sekar.

"Yes. Continues to?"

"That's not really my problem. My wife's early marriage never became what I wanted."

Rajasa paused for a moment. Now guess what the real story is like.

"He never even cleaned the house. Tends to be careless and lazy. I'm the kind of person who likes cleanliness, seeing it constantly makes me tired. Last time I went home broken milk cups were strewn on the floor."

Rajasa did clear everything up. Anelis just dressed up and went looking for her.

"I knew he threw it and I heard it too. But my guess is, he'll get rid of the shards and remove the tracks so I don't see. The day we met though, and the one who cleared up in the end was still me too." Rajasa remembers his finger being hit by broken glass. Incision imprints.

Just listen to Rajasa's words that tend to fall apart. The story everywhere is not clear sitting the case.

"It wasn't just once. Early in marriage he even threw our wedding gifts. A gift that is so precious to me. A speech shaped hand lattering with pink frame. I like him a lot, but he just spoils."

Rajasa was serious about his words. There were no lies he made to attract Sekar's attention. Sekar also frowned, he was increasingly confused by the storyline of Rajasa.

"I used to think that sincerely loving her would change. Or by marrying her he will appreciate my every feeling to her. But my wife failed, she repeated and kept ruining things. I, who since childhood was dear to my Mom, do not like that kind of thing." Rajasa sighed. He wanted Sekar to chimed in his words.

"You never talk to your wife? Tell me what exactly do you want?"

"It has. And it always ends with a word. If I go he throws anything from his reach. Or he chose to lock himself up and cry. I know his burden is too heavy. His disappointment with the family carried over until he was married. But, I'm also an ordinary human being, unable to be patient at all times." Rajasa bowed lethargic. All of this is not his story.

Indeed, without ever many know Anelis harbored a lot of the darkness of life. His lost soul was never seen in his daily life. Only in certain moments that are able to make his heart turbulent he revolted.

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Early Life in the Apartment

Rajasa saw their dining table. There was only a cup of coffee that Anelis had wiped.

"For Ne" Rajasa said to his wife.

"For Mas."

"My tree?" ask Rajasa for coffee.

"Oh, make it yourself can't Mas?" anelis said to keep looking at her phone.

Rajasa is not so confused about the response of Anelis. He also made his own coffee.

The next day Rajasa did the same thing, he had imagined the pleasure of breakfast with his wife. Again, the previous morning happened again. Just a cup of coffee and the answer to that. Rajasa is still ordinary. He thought Anelis had his own way of looking at the household. It doesn't matter every day to make your own coffee just like when you don't have a wife. Rajasa tried again to ask for coffee in the morning and in the end he could not stand it. Rajasa also chose to wake up early to make breakfast and prepare everything for Anelis. Until that time keeps repeating month after month.

"Can you make coffee every morning?" pinta Rajasa be careful.

"Make?" Anelis is still engrossed in her maya world.

"Make your husband."

"Can you do it yourself?" This time Anelis looked at Rajasa. He is very comfortable enjoying coffee made by Rajasa.

"There are times when you make it" Rajasa said, sitting next to Anelis.

"Fear not good. You are just." Anelis is back playing her phone.

"What sight? Seriously terribly?" Rajasa extended his neck stealing Anelis' screen. But Anelis was quick to cover up.

"It's okay. Play hape crap."

Rajasa sips his own coffee. After five days of work plus Saturday overtime he enough his Sunday to relax. Rajasa is wrong.

"Ne, can't you clean the bathroom?" Rajasa changed another topic.

"Make?"

"Make us. Let your fellow users be comfortable using it."

"Wekeend Ne replace you that's settled. That used soap shampoo was scattered there a lot. If I don't clean up, they're still there, right?" Rajasa begins to get upset with Anelis's habits.

"okay."

Anelis keeps looking at her phone, she does not rush to run Rajasa's request. Anelis did not respond to her husband's words.

"Ne, please learn understand me. Not only do I understand you" Rajasa said.

He was long upset also duaed with cell phone belonging to Anelis. Weekend does a lot of things.

"Ne!"

"Hem."

"Denger not what I said?!" Rajasa shouted a little.

"Denger Mas don't have to be that bad."

"If Denger please do my wish!"

"Later."

"Later on. You're not a dick!" Rajasa was forced to use the word, he was furious at the behavior of his wife.

"What's? You are the one who is me, Mas?! You don't think I'm a becus?!" asked Anelis with teary eyes.

"Yes. I am guilty of you for today. Yesterday and yesterday again. When did you become a wife?!" Rajasa widened his eyes. This may be the first time they get married.

Differences in habits and culture make them have to adapt again when married. Not everything is seen while still dating.

Marriage is that. It is the longest and longest learning process. Those who persist in the process will continue to extend their learning period until they are old. While others, who do not enter that section there are trying to learn with a new partner or a new world. Marriage is not a game.

Hearing Rajasa's words, made Anelis feel blamed. He could at least accept that in his life. It was enough he blamed many parties related to the divorce of his parents.

Anelis got up from her seat. He stepped into the bathroom and scrambled everything. Shampoo, soap, toothbrush and other devices he threw in the clean room. Shortly thereafter, his cry shrieked. He cried as if he were worthless.

Since then Rajasa has not taught Anelis anything new. His habit of habit he applied himself and let Anelis observe. He was even willing to become a chef, laundry also clean the apartment every day. And from his deepest heart, Rajasa sometimes feels tired. It's just that he can't ask Anelis to replace him.

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Sekar let Rajasa take the water he took. He was ready with some basic questions.

"Do you still love her?"

Classic question that is definitely disturbing. Rajasa was silent for a moment. He doesn't know what he's in, there's still room for Anelis.

"When in doubt, you can't confirm. Make sure you get the answer from the deepest heart." Trying to be a good psychologist. He ignored Rajasa's remarks about the new world for him.

"I don't know. My heart is divided at this moment."

"Is that with me?" This time it turned informal. He wants to get a red thread from Rajasa's consultation session, for him he needs to take action quickly. "If it's me, please stop. Your problem is not that you cannot love each other, but that you do not want to talk. Build good communication, make the relationship back on."

Sekar completely ignored his feelings that had wavered. Rajasa is married and will be a father, Sekar does not want to be involved with such a man.

"But my wife is no longer beautiful. To me, you're much more charming." This time Rajasa stared at Sekar's mature face.

Smiling warmly, facing many patients made it easy to draw conclusions.

"You are mistaken Mr. Rajasa. I'm wearing this white suit is definitely nothing compared to the woman you'll love later."

Sekar let Rajasa rack his brain. Smart people can be messed up when it comes to feelings. Sekar makes room for Rajasa to think.

"If she's a girl. But if a man he will still give you tremendous love beyond your wife." Sekar. "Don't you say your wife is pregnant?"

Rajasa nodded slowly. He still does not understand the word Sekar.

"If your wife's developing fetus is female, you will fall in love more than you love your wife or maybe, me. Moreover, girls are usually very similar to his father." Sekar tries to bring Rajasa to the good times Rajasa will face. "There will not be a new world more exciting than being with her, sir." Sekar tries to narrate Rajasa's words through his solution. "And if he were a man he would inherit all the life lines of his father. He had to grow up to be a responsible man who loved his family. Can you imagine sir if you are two? You ignore the mother of your children?" Sekar deliberately makes the child's emphasis on Rajasa.

Rajasa still can not understand the phrase Sekar. The consultation session did not make Sekar captivated but made Sekar even on track. The wrong strategy.

"No child in the world would want his parents to split up Sa, no matter what. I hope you really take care of your wife and the child she contains. You can come here as a patient or as a friend. But never offer your world to me again. Because they're so much more valuable, they're even more valuable than your world." Just breathing a sigh of relief. He has done his job according to his profession.

Rajasa just stared at Sekar who was so mature. Although now all the words Sekar can not be digested in his brain properly, he got a new picture of how to be a father. Rajasa doesn't have that figure. Since childhood he had never seen his father. Rajasa increasingly admires Sekar's extraordinary figure.

Continue the question session.

"You're better? Are you more comfortable with his feelings? If so, you can go and never come back. You will be happy after your child is born. If that doesn't happen, you can come here."

He carved a smile on his lips and stood up. Without waiting for Rajasa to answer, he asks Rajasa out of the consultation room.

Rajasa who was disappointed and did not expect the reaction of Sekar left. He left the room with an increasingly empty heart.

There is no other place to share.

Sekar quickly grabbed his phone and soon probably typed in a message. Abbas, he should meet Abbas this afternoon.