ANELIC

Chapter 29

He waited for Abbas to pick him up. He really wanted to tell me everything that happened today. Rajasa's confession makes him re-correct the taste he has. Has he been in love all this time? Or just an obsession.

Abbas is not as usual. He chose to bring his own car. His heart misses his girlfriend. He chose to take advantage of Daisha's healing moments to return to living his normal life.

Abbas waited for Sekar who soon arrived at the parking lot. From far away he could see his friend and colleague walking closer to him. Abbas is grateful to have a couple like Sekar.

"Good afternoon Sekar" Abbas said as he opened the car door.

"The Afternoon."

Abbas's car sped away from the hospital and stopped in the courtyard of Sekar's house. Now living alone, every morning there is only a housekeeper who at night also returned to his house.

Sekar opened the door allowing Abbas to occupy the living room. Abbas rarely came, because he did not like the quiet place. Abbas always keeps the good things around Sekar in order to keep looking good.

"Drinking Master," Bi Nani, Sekar's domestic assistant always called him master.

"Abbas aja Bi. I am not takur sir" replied Abbas meredek.

"Yes Den." Bi Nani put orange juice on the table.

"My name is Abbas Bi, not Den. Thanks to Bi."

"The Same Den." Bi Nani also returned to his room he still could not call his prospective juragannya later with the name.

Abbas smiled at Bi Nani. Now she has changed clothes. He deliberately invited Abbas home first to bathe and dress better.

"Waaow ... So beautiful" said Abbas saw Sekar wearing a knee-length dress.

"Let's walk."

Abbas used the juice of an orange made by Bi Nani. They darted away again to a famous restaurant. He deliberately made a reservation for dinner.

"Nake?" ask Sekar by chewing.

"Take your cooking."

Sekar blushed at once happy. Abbas has always praised his cooking. Whatever he cooked Abbas ate. Sekar also knows if his partner prefers a home menu.

"If it's better why isn't our marriage speeding up?" ask Sekar by still cutting the meat steak.

Abbas knows his marriage is not as easy as Sekar thought. He is closely tied to Mr Rajendra's family. Abbas did not want them to get married, Sekar would be more disappointed.

"Don't I always say wait for Daisha's total recovery?" Abbas is as cool as Sekar. They remained focused on devouring the restaurant dishes.

"When?"

"I don't know for sure. But lately he's been showing meaningful progress." Abbas smiled sweetly at Sekar. The smile that always makes Sekar soar.

After taking the drink on the table, he picked it up. Sekar let Abbas finish his meal first, silence allowed in took over the atmosphere.

"Can we speed it up? I was afraid that day would repeat itself. We, failed to marry a second time." Sekar again asked, he remembered the moment of failure of his marriage.

Just remember the moment three years ago when all the preparations were ready, Abbas did not come to the party room. After an hour of confusion, Abbas told him he had to go to Singapore. Mr. Rajendra and Daisha have always never escaped their lives.

"We'll just end it."

Just saying what he had been thinking all along. Although lara, she chose to end her wait.

"Tonight?"

"Yes, tonight. I know my love for you only I have it. I know my race for you was overrated. I'm too obsessed with you. I wanted to have you so much that I forgot we couldn't go on" I didn't think it would come out of his mouth. "From the beginning of our relationship, I was the only one who wanted it" Sekar explained.

Abbas tried to grab Sekar's hand. He really doesn't want his love to end.

"I said in a minute, let there be no problems later. Let our marriage, our little family and our love be unencumbered by return. Give me a minute to pay it off" Abbas gently rubbed Sekar's fingers.

"Do you love me?" tanya Sekar corrected her heart and her lover's heart.

"I love you so much, really." Abbas's eyes were glazed. He never loved Sekar for a second.

"Then we end it. I, can't wait any longer." No longer doubt about his words.

Now put away Abbas's hand. He stood up and prepared to leave the restaurant. He walked towards the exit. His little heart hopes a lot, Abbas will go after him. Until Sekar was right outside, Abbas just pursued him. Right, as expected. Always the more chasing. Abbas tried to grab Sekar's hand, he could not just let go of his lover who suddenly ended the relationship.

"Wait a minute, wait a minute." Abbas aligned his steps with Sekar.

"I can't wait any longer, it's enough for me to give you more space."

"I beg you not to be like this, we can discuss it again." Abbas still took Sekar's hand.

This time Sekar turned around, right in front of Abbas's car they forwarded the screwdriver.

"I was the only one who decided. I'm the only one who blatantly admits we're in a relationship. I can't keep going like this. I don't want to wait any longer. Discussion you say? Discussions never really happen in our relationships." Now remember all the decisions they have taken and often it is he who decides, not Abbas.

"I beg you one more chance. I'll get everything done as soon as I can." Abbas tried to stare at Sekar, he wanted to maintain a relationship that had not been up to the guarantee. "I prepared the best after the wedding. I've prepared everything if we have a family. Please consider again. Did anyone bother you today?" ask Abbas. He managed to find the source of the obscurity of Sekar's feelings.

Looking at Abbas at a glance, he tried to find love in Abbas's bead. But baby, those eyes just make her look glassy. If Abbas wanted it, why would Abbas keep him waiting so long. It was definitely not the actualization of love that Sekar hoped for. Their age is equally worthy of a marriage.

Rajasa's words about love echo in Sekar's ear. Imagining life with people who do not love him, living with people who do not have the same world, making Sekar afraid of a household, with Abbas who is different from his habits. He has decided not to continue his communication with Rajasa. He does not want to hurt many hearts because Rajasa is married. But his heart grew convinced that his love for Abbas was just an obsession. Excessive desire to have.

"No. There's no problem. It's just that I really want to end our relationship. I can't wait any longer and pretend I'm good at withstanding all the wounds. No matter what background knowledge I have, I'm still an ordinary woman Bas. I need a sure thing in a relationship." Sekar let go of Abbas. He was sincere in his love. "I'm sorry, and thank you for all your time. Be happy for his next life. Finish all the things and return the favor that is for you always more important." Waving at a taxi passing in front of the restaurant. He closed the taxi door and asked the driver to drive him.

Abbas flinching. His words about the return of the favor clearly could not be denied. He himself did not know for sure until when his bond broke with the family of Bu Mutia who used to help him. Abbas let Sekar and the taxi disappear from view.

If this was indeed the best, his heart would be willing. No matter he lost the original love did not make Sekar's heart more hurt. Sekar came to the conclusion that his love was only an obsession, Abbas could not rectify it. Yep. From the first moment it was Sekar who was chasing him. And Abbas' love grew because of the patience and sincerity Sekar always awaited him. Abbas cannot avoid a statement that is certainly the value of the truth. Abbas did not decide to fall in love with Sekar easily. All happened because of the process of Sekar approach that is always memorable.

Abbas respected Sekar by his decision. He brought back his car to the house he had prepared for the two of them, unbeknownst to Sekar. For him to let many things remain a much better secret. Although many people consider openness to remain more mainstream.

Letting her tears flow. He knew his days would be hard without Abbas. But he could not continue to force himself to withstand all the wounds. Now he can distinguish what he has been feeling.

True love can't happen if only one person wants it. It should be both and together. In fact, all this time only Sekar gave more. He never received love from his girlfriend.

Just twirling the ring in his sweet day, he let the ring loose. He opened the car glass and threw it. Tonight is no longer a long wait. Now free to determine what his life will be like.