ANELIC

Chapter 21

Rajasa returned to the apparatus with a feeling of unworthiness. Just a step into the house, he felt careless.

Uh. I have to meet Anelis.

His heart was clumsy unclear, today he had committed treason. At first just exchanged looks and then busy looking for reasons, finally the mooring of his heart replaced. Rajasa consciously did it all.

Anelis was still asleep on the couch. From afternoon until nine he did not wake up. Rajasa looked at Anelis who was very pale in face. His heart was a little regretful but he had already put another feeling on Sekar. In the conditions of the Rajasa gamang increasingly unreasonable.

Anelis blinked her eyes, not expecting Rajasa to be in front of her. Anelis got up and tried to sit down even though her head was going around. Anelis still cupped her hands in her stomach.

"Have you come home?" Anelis tried to sit up straight. He raised his head but could not. Anelis was leaning back on the sofa.

"Udah Ne, just now. You still sick?" Rajasa is a little concerned about Anelis' condition. Anelis' eyes were sunken inward and were already exactly panda eyes.

"Nausea continues from noon. I don't know why" Anelis said of what she experienced today.

"Well eat?" rajasa asked increasingly feeling guilty. Usually he is the first person who is most concerned about the eating hours of Anelis.

"Dibawain meatballs with Kak Nurma. Eat whatever you want, hoek hoek. Want an office meatball. Thank God it's the stomach" Anelis rubbed her stomach. His body is getting thinner.

"Thank God" Rajasa was relieved. He should not think too much about his wife. "I took a shower, Ne. Later to go to Harkit, there are files to be taken," Rajasa said as he moved from the sofa chair.

"Tonight, my mother? Can't it be delayed?" asked Anelis, she did not think her husband who had just come home would leave her again.

"Yes Ne." Rajasa answered without looking at Anelis. He continued his intention to clean up.

Whatever it was, Anelis was really hurt. Rajasa tonight totally dumped him. He is weakly drooping. He needs attention from those closest to him. Rajasa has never done anything like that before.

Clear thread squeezed from the eye pelupuk Anelis. It withstands an incredible tightness. His heart was struggling to ask a lot, but his body was rejected. Rajasa was already indifferent to her. She is perfect to be a helpless woman.

Anelis tightened her hands on her stomach, not eating any of the contents inside soared out. Anelis immediately brushed through the bathroom door. He hits Rajasa who just picked up a towel. Anelis brings out all the discomfort from the esophagus.

"Udah ah enough. Not very good." ragged Anelis is not clear.

Rajasa sees his wife, though it is too late he helps Anelis get all out. Rajasa closed his nose and looked away. He himself went along wanting to vomit to see Anelis like that.

Anelis grows limp, asking Rajasa to help her stand up. Rajasa trains Anelis' body to the bed. Anelis, get back to her body. He scrunched his head.

"To the hospital. I took a shower for a while." said Rajasa who was not noticed Anelis. His wife was already K.O, unconscious.

Rajasa took the skinny body to the nearest hospital ER. So concise. Not noticed immediately cause chaos. Early married Rajasa diligently make food, diligently also remind Anelis about a healthy lifestyle. As time went on and Rajasa began to be reluctant, Anelis' old illness recurred. He does not love himself.

The nurse returned to the infusion. Although already half-conscious, Anelis still can not resist the needle pierced in his hand. Infusion fluid fills the body of Anelis. Replacing food intake that has been so lacking lately. Rajasa sat waiting for his wife, he could not bear to see Anelis sick. But, many times trying to re-center themselves, still Sekar came closer.

Oh God. Why like this.

Rajasa pias face, he rubbed it many times. He remembers the good times chasing after Anelis.

🍁Anelis starting semester.🍁

Rajasa tried his hardest to not be late in the technology seminar that made him a speaker. He was chosen as the main material and his appearance at the end of the show. Despite receiving an official invitation, Rajasa still dressed normally. He did not show that he would expose the material at the event. Rajasa asked the female student who wore a co-card that read the committee. He can ask it to be a guide.

"Excuse me, which engineering materials seminar room is it?" asked Rajasa to the student who turned out to be named Anelis.

Anelis did not answer through words, he just showed his hand to the right. Anelis was busy opening her leptop.

Rajasa was very confused, the direction appointed by Anelis read WC Putri. Perhaps a seminar was held there. Batin Rajasa's.

"Sir, the technology seminar is not a bathroom" asked Rajasa again.

Anelis raises her head. He sees Rajasa at a glance then puts his leptop. Again the girl did not speak. Anelis stepped forward hinting at Rajasa to follow him. Up to the second floor of the building, Anelis again pointed her hand at one of the rooms. This time clearly visible banner reads Campus Technology Seminar. Rajasa is grateful not to be directed to the princess' bathroom anymore.

Anelis did not answer Rajasa's words, neither did she nod. He was very angry today. Must replace his friend as a committee, even though he does not understand the problem of technology. Rajasa sees a glimpse of a beautiful girl who from the way just looks like a robot.

If he finds out I'm the speaker, screw him.

Anelis took her leptop back. He joined other committee partners. Even when Rajasa's name was called and everyone applauded Anelis remained silent. The response was so cold. Anelis occasionally fixes long cables blocking Rajasa's steps on stage. His attitude remained indifferent to everything in the seminar room. Rajasa caught a glimpse, he muttered.

strange girl.

Until the end of the event all the organizers want to take pictures with him Anelis cuek only. He was busy with his own daydream. That was the first time Rajasa was curious about a young robot girl named Anelis.

Rajasa was not invited there once. There are many themes he can bring. Rajasa finds out more about Anelis.

Anelis was busy opening her leptop. In the campus garden, again the girl was alone. I don't know, how comfortable this kid is with no one around. For him listening to songs and writing is enough to make his day boisterous.

Rajasa quietly settles, approaching Anelis. He was right behind the girl that made him curious. Anelis still plays her finger on the leptop keyboard. Word by word flowed beautifully on the screen that he could read.

*O heart that longs for love

Let your soul lace up wounds

In every story uncertain of its clarity

O heart that longs for love

Let time clear up everything

Feelings, memories, and hope

A heart that still needs to be treated

Remember it's all just wishful thinking that's out of reach

You don't have to rush to conclude

Who is the biggest in the world

You just need to love back

Yourself, which you often hurt*.

Poetry for myself.

*Arkaina Angelis*

The untitled poem makes Rajasa goosebumps at once. Sweet girl drenched in curious wounds. Rajasa was amazed, forgetting that he was sneaking around.

Anelis closes the leptop with the body. He turned around, holding his hand.

"The thief! What you?!" loud shouting.

Rajasa was shocked to say a thief. And it is true that Rajasa stole the writings of Anelis with his heart. Since then, Rajasa has been on the approach. One year patiently faced with the carelessness of Anelis, he succeeded as well.

***

"Mother, Father. No!"

Rajasa hears Anelis screaming in his sleep. Wife's delirious. Rajasa rubbed Anelis's arm slowly, calming her down to go back to sleep. He looked at the face of Anelis who was deep in sleep. Rajasa cannot commit treason. He must return to himself who has always loved Anelis. With Anelis in his hand, Rajasa sat his head. Sitting in bed waiting for his wife. And in a dream that is not always sure of its meaning, Rajasa meets Sekar who gently pats his shoulders encouragingly.

Rajasa is caught up in his own feelings.