Almira's Regret

What fahmi hides

"What's wrong?" fahmi asked as she picked up the call from the house phone. He began to panic when he heard the sound of Syafa crying.

"Yeahahhh."

"That's Sir! Mira's mother is unconscious."

Fahmi jerks. "Bring now to the hospital" he ordered.

Fahmi who had received news from home immediately asked the nurse to prepare a room for his wife.

When he saw his wife's car he immediately approached and carried his wife's body. Guat panicked clearly visible on the face of the doctor who is known to be friendly and handsome.

"Dec, honey what's wrong with you?" asked Fahmi as he continued to step towards the ER room.

Fahmi remained with his wife as doctors began examining her.

"Where?" fahmi asked as the doctor finished checking. He was increasingly worried because Mira had to take a sample of his blood.

"We'll see the results after the lab results come out. So far I haven't been able to say anything."

"But my wife will be fine right? Need to be treated here or can it be moved to the nursery?"

"If from the examination just now, your wife can be moved to the ward so that the patient feels more comfortable. For further diagnosis guess will know after the lab results come out."

After all the administration is taken care of, Mira can already be moved to the nursery. That weak body had not given any reaction. His eyes still closed even fingers do not move other than moved by people around him.

Fahmi stared with guilt. Especially after the doctor who handled said that the pressure faced Mira was too heavy so that his body was no longer able to survive.

Fahmi restores his hair, he looks frustrated with the news delivered by the doctor.

Fahmi's workspace wall was almost the target of an outpouring of anger. Fortunately, he remembered God and was very happy. He was convinced that what happened to his wife was due to his attitude.

"Sir Amir, please bring me a change of clothes. The others can go home and I take the kids. Especially Syifa who definitely needs her mother."

"We're saying goodbye, sir. May the mother soon be healthy again," said Santi representing the three.

Although it is in the same building but Fahmi can not continue to be next to his wife. He still has responsibility for a number of other patients.

At half past five in the afternoon Ardan arrived at the hospital. He stooped his daughter.

"Papa," said Fahmi.

"What happened to Mira, Fahmi?"

"I'm sorry papa. I neglected to look after my wife. I thought he was fine but it turned out that he kept his load very tidy. His body is not strong anymore until he fell down," Fahmi said with a sad face.

Ardan patted his son-in-law's shoulder. "Papa doesn't blame you. Mira rarely tells about the burden she is facing. He always neatly covered it by being okay. Papa just hopes once he marries you he will open up and convey what he feels. That kind of pressure is dangerous, isn't it?"

Fahmi agreed with his father-in-law. He sat next to his wife's gurney holding her hand. Thousands of words of apology he recited in his heart. Hope the wife will wake up and open her eyes.

Before long Mira squirmed, her eyelids moved and finally opened her eyes.

"Mas" said Mira slowly. Obviously his body still feels weak but Mira tries to touch the face of the husband.

Fahmi got up and kissed his wife's forehead. "I'm sorry, honey, sorry."

Fahmi checked his wife's condition himself before calling the doctor who handled Mira.

The doctor came to check. Doctors say everything is back to normal but still the results of the lab are also waiting.

"Papa" said Mira as Ardan walked over and smiled.

"Thank God, son. You freaked us out though we know no one's age."

Mira smiled even though she looked tired.

"Why do you want me to book a hotel near here? Looks like papa needs a break," said Fahmi to see his in-laws are still busy with the laptop in front of him.

"No need. Papa can rest here."

***

At home Adelia overwhelmed menenagankan niece who is still a baby. If the child fits Gama and Syafa can be calmed by taking a play or they will say what they want. Soothing the baby is much harder. In love with milk does not want, checked diapers are still clean. Not even toys.

Syifa did not stop crying. The saying mother and child bond is so strong is real. Syjfa did not stop crying like she was afraid of losing her mother.

Adelia started to worry when she heard her nephew's voice start hoarse from crying for too long. He called Santi to get home soon.

Some of the servants had already dressed up to calm the baby down, but Syifa had only calmed down for a moment. The rest came back crying.

Adelia breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the roar of the car and Santi immediately went down first.

"What about Mira?" ask Adelia.

"When we got home Mira wasn't conscious, but it was handled. God willing he'll be fine."

The children were also told that her mother was fine so as not to worry. Despite being told, Syafa kept asking about Mira's condition for almost half an hour.

"God willing, mom is fine. We pray for you both" said Santi.

"I'm afraid you don't wake up and we don't have a mother" Syafa said innocently. "Can Santi call me?"

"Can." Santi made a video call on Fahmi after sending a message first.

Before long the phone screen showed Fahmi's face and smiled at his daughter. "What's up, brother?"

"Dad, did you wake up?"

Fahmi pointed the camera at Mira's face sitting and leaning.

"Ibuuu, thank God you wake up again," cried Syafa so excited. "I'm afraid you're gone and I don't have a mother anymore."

"I'm so weak, Mom," said Mira, bowing her face.

Fused their forehead by Fahmi, his hand continued to wipe away the tears of his wife. "I'm the one who's sorry that you made you like this. Sorry yes."

Mira's limp hands touched her husband's cheeks. "You suddenly changed, Mom. Is that a regret for marrying me?"

Since Ardan is not there, Fahmi also lies in a gurney with a wife who fits for two people. He took the wife he had made like this.

"Don't say that, I never regretted our marriage. I wanted it so badly. I'm sorry I ignored you yesterday, made you think that I regret marrying you. It really isn't like that. Something else kept me quiet yesterday. I'm ...."

Fahmi's phone rang so he didn't continue. The man came down and moved away to lift him up. Intentions want to keep his wife's feelings that exist instead make Mira think more of another.

***

"You still see that guy, Gin?" tanya Gava sat down next to her sister.

Mama who is busy with the book of deed of rented residents is interested in the topics discussed by her children. A mother will put ears well if curiosity has mastered her.

Gina turned left right to confirm her mother's expression.

"Ngapain is talking in front of mom" whispered Gina while elbowing her brother's stomach. "Later there's a mama misunderstand."

"Everyone will misunderstand it. Let alone seeing your treatment as though it is specialising him."

Gina smothers her brother's mouth because Gava's tone is too high, it is certain that her mother heard. For some time his mother did nothing.

"Remember him the man's husband lest you get caught in their circle. His wife is not the kind of person who keeps quiet when her husband is interested in other women."

"Don't tell me your brother is accusing me. I have no interest at all."

"Oh yeah?" Gava breezed after teasing her sister.

Gina thought her mama didn't hear their conversation. Because until nightfall her mother still behaves normally.

At nine in the night, Gina's mom knocked on her son's bedroom door. "At busy, Gin?" Mama approached Gina who was still stuck with some books.

"Yes this is how you see it. Mama needs me?"

"Mama just wants to talk to you" said Gina's mom sitting on her daughter's bed. "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Gina seemed confused by my mother's sudden question. It's not unusual for Mama Gina to ask her daughter about privacy.

"No, I had a boyfriend. Mom's questions are-there are." Gina refocused on her reading.

"Mama was just worried. It's like you've never been together. Fear when you first like the opposite sex even like the husband of the person."

Deg.

Gina was glued for a few seconds. Gina feels judged by her own mother, considering she has feelings for Dion that can be described as love or empathy alone.

"You're never gonna do anything stupid, are you, Gin?"

Gina closed the book and sat down next to her mother. Grabbing the finger of the mother's hand and grasping it. "Pray that your daughter doesn't misstep, Ma."

Mama Gina nodded as she stroked her daughter's hair. "Mama hope what you heard earlier this afternoon just because you heard wrong" said Mama Gina before moving on.

The age of her mother came out of the room and closed the door, Gina became confused herself. He was afraid of being discovered when he did nothing.

***

Fahmi clenched his hands while answering a phone call. Especially when you see the messages you receive.

He tried to be okay when he returned to his wife's nursery. Likewise, Mira who tried to show her attitude was not disturbed by her husband's attitude. He still enjoys the food prepared by Fahmi.

"I'm sorry you waited a long time" Fahmi said, nodding by Mira.

"You?" Mira offers a meal that she enjoys. Bribed the husband when Fahmi agreed.

Both are trying to show a good attitude even though they have to pretend. Fahmi fears Mira is distracted if he tells her what happened. While Mira is afraid Fahmi feels uncomfortable if he demands an explanation.

"Can I sleep?" mira asked after putting the unfinished food on the table near the gurney. The awkward atmosphere was so felt.

"Can, rest!"

Mira lay her body against her husband. Aoa that he did just so that he did not cry in front of Fahmi. He must hold back and restore the turmoil in the chest.

As a husband, Fahmi lifted a blanket to cover his wife's shoulders. He also lies down and hugs from behind. A few kisses as a sign of unspoken apology landed on Mira's head.

Acting like this is much more painful for each one.

Mira wakes up because her breasts feel full, causing pain. Usually, hours like this are the time for her to breastfeed the child.

Feeling the difference from his wife Fahmi also opened his eyes. "Why baby? is anyone sick?"

"ASI pump, Mas," Mira's pinta grimaced.

The increasingly moving night plus the rain outside did not make them curl up and sweat under the covers.

Until the morning came and Ardan came to see the atmosphere of husband and wife has not changed.

"Mira is better?" asked Ardan to put down the breakfast he brought.

"As you can see, thank God I'm fine."

"Yes papa feels so too. You'll still be fine, papa knows you're very tough. This Fahmi papa bring breakfast, we have breakfast together ya."

Beres breakfast Fahmi asks to talk to Ardan alone. He showed the message he received last night to his in-laws.

"I haven't told Mira about this. What do you think I should do?"