Almira's Regret

The Tormenting Distance

"Bye, Adek. Don't be naughty." Mira's last message to Syafa in front of the school gate of Syafa.

"Bah, Brother Mira. Later play again if the baby brother Mira is out."

Mira smiled and got into the car and told the driver who was driving her. Mira uses only one car to carry her belongings to her new residence.

She only brings some of the baby's needs later. Fahmi said after melahirka Mira had to stay again in his house. Now she was given space to calm herself down until giving birth.

Fahmi also gives an ATM card to use Mira. "This money can't bring back what Dion took away. Your holiness is also your future. But I beg you not to make me as her brother feel guilty for leaving her irresponsible. Think of it as a form of responsibility from him through me. Make sure after you give birth, you'll be back in this house." As Fahmi said.

The journey to the new residence takes almost two hours. Mira also closed her eyes while on the road.

The car had stopped at the destination Mira had pointed out via GPS. "Mom, it's here." The driver patted Mira's shoulder, which was still closing her eyes.

Mira blinked, "already arrived huh?" Mira immediately got off and called Gina. "Gin I'm at the gate" he said.

"I'm going downstairs, please." Calls are closed.

"Here's the thing just drop it down here, sir. Let me bring it inside. You can go home now."

"I was asked to confirm Mira first by Mr. Fahmi."

"Miraaaa!" Gina cried at the door. Next to her, Mama Gina also welcomed. "I don't think so now, but the room is ready. Lets go."

"Be it, Auntie," Mira greeted Gina's mother and endured it.

Mama Gina warmly welcomes the arrival of Mira. He had heard the story of Mira from the child without being asked. He was very sorry, but had no right to judge.

"Let's go in, Mir, sir."

Mira was immediately invited to see the room he was going to occupy. "This is her room, deliberately prepared a room that does not go up and down the stairs, pity you will be sapped," said Mama Gina. "Don't you think it's not the top?"

"No aunt, I'm also at risk if I climb the stairs. It's starting to get into that."

This not-so-brush room will be a Mira finkamar somehow until when. Maybe until his son is born or forever will stay in the rented house.

"This kitchen can be used together, if Mira wants to cook the mango. But it's more practical to buy anyway" mama Mira cheered before they left.

Her belongings have been moved by the driver to Mira's room.

"Rest first yes I have the same activity Ema at gor. If you are afraid of soy sauce, I will bring your favorite eggplant. Still like it?"

"Still be."

Mira lives here. In a room that is much different from the room of his house and the room in the house Fahmi. What does it mean to compare if it only makes you sick. Enjoy what is available now. Thank you for the shoes you have right now.

The drizzling rain began to fall, the leaves that had been full of dust looked fresh again. Mira stared at the rain from behind the window. There is a longing that cannot be expressed but for whom. The rain brought memories for him.

Mira started to organize her luggage. He tried to make peace with the situation.

The reason Mira came out of Fahmi's house, in addition to the main reason Dion, there is also another reason that Fahmi. Mira felt that man was too kind to her. Mira fears that there is an accidental love between them. Caused several times by accident their gazes met.

Fahmi will get scorned because of him. Successful people are the same people who have nothing. Good people are bad people like Mira. Emang is not disgusted to have slept with his own sister. Not getting his sister then his brother also walk. Such hurtful words Mira could not hear.

Mira noticed the surroundings after arranging her things. His residence is now in a densely populated but not slum. A few meters away there is a school building. Mira begins to think about what effort she will make to connect her life.

He could have used Fahmi's ATM, but he was embarrassed. Maybe when the situation is pressed ATM that Mira can use.

The clock has pointed at the child 1:45. Mira chose to refresh herself and show duty. After folding her prayer mat and her face she heard her phone ring, her screen revealed Adelia's name. Immediately Mira swipe the green color icon.

"Assalamualaikum," said Mira.

"Sister Mira," whined Adelia. Her face was adorable to pinch.

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"Kangen."

"It's bad, it's just this morning we're separated." Mira kept smiling even though she felt the same way.

"The miss cannot be predicted when it comes, for whom and on whom it will be anchored." Adelia started to have a relationship.

"Cielah," Mira laughed.

"Seriously, I know, time is at war. Fahmi seems to be that too. I'll ask you later."

"Eh .. uh .. uh kok mas Fahmi. To his son I miss."

"Well, isn't her father?" asked Fahmi who suddenly appeared behind Adelia. Making Mira stuck and confused should set off a sentence like what. "A comfortable place to leave?" ask Fahmy again.

"Thank God, comfortable. The scope is on the population but not slums anyway Alhamdulillah."

"Thank God, if not at home do not hesitate to ask to be picked up."

"Eeemmmm, I told you what mas. Marriage just let it not be far away. Mas he thought later would be now tortured distance," Adelia said.

Moreover, according to Adelia the status of Mira and Fahmi is still a prospective husband and wife.

Fahmi rubbed his sister's face making Mira laugh while Adelia pouted. "Be careful there. Do not forget to take care of your health. I have to go back to the hospital. Shafa was fussy when he came home from school."

"The shop doesn't exist anyway" Adelia serobot.

Mira replied with a nod. Feeling embarrassed even if you just say a careful sentence.

Almost an hour Mira and Adelia chat over videocall connection. Especially when the staff is up and joining. Mira did not feel the hijab with them. But when the call blessed the sense of loneliness back whack and need it.

Using the salary money from working to keep Syafa Mira buying food for lunch that has passed. Gina had offered to eat at her house but Mira refused. He was still embarrassed and certainly did not want to bother.

While crossing the road, Mira saw a black car not far from where she was standing. Mira feels familiar with the car but who?