Almira's Regret

I Want to Have a Mother

The dark atmosphere made it difficult for Fahmi to chase after the suspicious man. The movements of the man were so slippery as an eel. Fahmi returns to Mira's house but it looks like the woman is not home. When he arrived, he chose to wait in the car.

After the Adhan, he saw the woman he wanted to meet. "Dad?" greet Fahmi while getting out of the car.

"Doc? Since when is it there?" Mira was shocked at the arrival of the man.

"Not so long, oh yeah I need to talk to you deck. It seems impossible to talk inside. There's a coffee place around here?"

"Let me show you."

The nearest coffee shop became the place of choice for them to talk. Fahmi looked at the woman he had always worried about. "What's going on, Deck?" fahmi asked directly at the core of the concern. "Say what does this have to do with Dion?"

"The doctor asked me this because I've been ignorant of my condition?"

"Yes sure. What's related to you and your baby is my business. I met with Dr. Nisha. This news is pretty amazing for me. What's going on?"

Mira sipped a drink in front of her to relieve a dry throat. He gave himself a look at the man who had always cared about him.

"I don't know what Dion did or not. I always feel watched, someone always sends me a package. And the most disturbing is the package containing baby clothes. Inside was a letter saying I should take care of this baby. Someday he'll take it."

"Honestly I'm afraid it's Dion. But I can't accuse him of this either."

Mira again bowed her face, Fahmi knew that the woman in front of him was impossible until the heart accused Dion. There is still love in Mira for the man who ruined her life. It is not easy to remove feelings for people who have been present in their lives.

"Because you still love her?" ask Fahmi.

"Not but I don't want to rashly suspect someone, Doc."

"Honestly, Dek, I'm worried about your current situation. Moreover, this concerns the condition of the fetus. You better stay back in my house. At least until you give birth."

"Can't do it, Dok. I have to be independent. How long will I depend on you, Doctor? Right now I just can't handle my anxiety, Doc. But I'm sure I can."

"When do you want? It's a danger for both of you. Doctor Nisha has told you about the consequences?"

"Yes I already know. Slowly I can, Doc. I thank you for your concern, Doctor, but I'm sorry I had to refuse if I had to stay together again, Doctor. I hope, Doctor Fahmi appreciates my decision."

Fahmi is silent, he can no longer force Mira to return to her home.

"alright. I can't force anymore" Fahmi chuckled although the worry had not gone from his face.

After a long conversation, Fahmi drove Mira home. Mira's life is Mira's decision, Fahmi can what after the woman pleads.

"Are you sure you'll stay here? Though at home Syafa and Adelia must also be happy you are back. They always say they miss you." Fahmi is still trying his offer.

Mira smiled, shaking her head. "Doc, the incident with Dion, my meeting with the doctor was an experience that taught me the meaning of life. Now it is time for me to climb this earth with my own feet."

"OK, don't you accept someone to accompany your steps."

"I mean, Doctor?" ask Mira curiously.

Fahmi cleared his throat, "forget it."

"No papa, Mir," said Gina's mother.

"Wheel phone, people are only blocked by a few houses" replied Gina.

"Oh yes, this is doctor Fahmi. Doc, this is Gina and this is her mom."

The three men met and mentioned each other's names.

Mira immediately unlocks and lets them in. Actually, Fahmi's doctor was about to leave, but stopped when he saw the box brought by Gina.

"Mir was there that nitip is the same aunt," said mama Gina meyodokan box brought.

Mira turned to Fahmi, "Who's tan from?"

"Don't know, the guy didn't say a name. This is the time when aunty wanted to pray maghrib. So aunt's in a hurry."

"What's young old, ma'am?" tanya Fahmi is no less curious about Mira.

"Two riches" replied Mama Gina hesitated. "Did you not see, Gin? we're after it."

"It's not clear, Ma, it's a lack of light. But he's riding in a fancy car. Only if tia or young like to enter old katagori deh. Uh but don't know if the fathers of today look like young people," papa Gina laughs.

The old? Is that papa? But what is papa, is papa broke. It is not possible to use a luxury car.

Another thought of Mira, another thought of Fahmi. He guessed it was Dion or his man. So when he came home from Mira's house, he immediately contacted people he often paid to get information.

Until the house he was immediately asked a lot of questions by his sister. "Mas, tired, Deck. I'll answer the question later."

"Always so. Later even forget again," grumbled Adelia who did not get a satisfactory answer from Fahmi.

Fahmi himself has to clean himself. After that he met the boy who looked moody in his room. He sat near the child. He gently rubbed the top of his head. The boy looked over and he greeted him with a warm smile.

"Princes daddy why?"

"No papa" Syafa's answer was so short. Exactly the girl who was sulking at the adoration of her heart.

"He didn't say anything, but I'm not welcome home." This afternoon Fahmi was indeed called by Santi-Syafa's nanny. The woman said that Syafa had been moody since school. "Perincess dad's mad 'cause you're home late?"

Shafa shook his head. The boy looked at Fahmi with teary eyes. Instantly he slammed into the arms of the father and then cried.

"Mas, Shafa why," asked Adelia who panicked at the sound of her nephew's cries.

Fahmi shook his head while continuing to hold the child snah. He himself did not know the cause of the child crying.

"Already, already. Later the beauty of the princess father lost when crying. I'm sorry if you came home late. Emm as your apology, I'll let the princess ask for anything tonight."

Shafa lowered his head, then raised his face. Staring closely at the father. "I want mom. My friends were always picked up by her mother, but I never. Why don't I have a mother like the other dads?"