Almira's Regret

Message from Adrit

"Doctor could have," Mira replied laughing.

The day changed, Fahmi had no practice schedule in the hospital today. But he has a pre-mek schedule at home at four in the afternoon.

As promised yesterday before they split up to sleep, Fahmi said he would help Mira find a place to stay. They didn't go together, Adelia and Syafa were included.

"It seems like contracting in housing like this is too expensive" Mira said as they entered the housing complex but not as luxurious as Fahmi housing complex.

"But the security thing, Deck. Moreover, you live alone. Women again"

"Yes, Brother Mir, don't think about expensive what is not important safe first. The problem of cost will be anyone who wants to earn a living," Adelia seducer who accidentally yesterday negated their chat.

When Fahmi got out of the room, Adelia came down to get some water. As he was about to head for the kitchen he saw the door to the garden open. It turned out that her brother with Mira was talking, and the sentence she was with was about being denied.

"What the hell, De? Your lack of work is if nguping Mas."

"Yes indeed. Some of them still work until night. There are also others who are pedecate."

Mira responded with a smile, she did not take Adelia's joke seriously.

"Don't be surprised, Dek Mir. Adel is like that," said Fahmi while stepping on the brake when he saw the intended house. "Let's get off!"

Fahmi went down first to help bring down Syafa who was sitting next to him. Mira and Adel descend from the middle cabin door.

A complex security guard welcomed Fahmi's arrival. Of course the charm of the doctor is well known around this complex. "Having lived in elite housing instead come back here, Doc. At home yes live in a place like this," joked the security guard who is already familiar.

"Yes, sometimes what looks luxurious is not necessarily happy, sir. Dizziness mull over the cost," Fahmi replies with a guyonan as well.

"New wife?" ask the security guard to Fahmi when he sees Mira.

"Just pray," Fahmi said as he patted the guard on the shoulder and then stepped up to open the door.

"This doctor is immediately a seberger segerseger ya." The security guard was still jokingly accompanying Fahmi's move.

Mira and Adel come in. The house that was once Fahmi's residence with his wife still looks neat. Even spider webs were not found, the sign of this house is diligent in cleaning.

"Not enough, Dek Mira?" Fahmi looks at Mira.

"Too big, Doc."

"You need a big house. What's later."

"Sister Mira scared?" adel asked, "if we are afraid to be alone, in our house."

"No, not afraid of what it means. But the cost ..." Mira counted the money last night. Ten million dollars is enough to meet his living expenses. Especially if you rent a house this big.

"This is my home" Fahmi said. "House when Syafa was born. Want to sell but still love so you can use as long as you feel comfortable. There's no need to pay the fees but you have to work with me."

Working with Fahmi? Mira thinks the no-no. Considering Fahmi already knew that she was pregnant without married. Mira thinks that Fahmi considers her a cheap woman and is asked to work with her for biological needs.

Actually Mira is a smart woman, but since that incident her wits are deadlocked. His mind is just a bad pandnagn spya people about him. That's what Mira always regrets.

"Are Mira okay?" Adelia mendneksti Mira who looks worried. The woman shook her head.

"Doc if I mean my doctor should work with a doctor is ...."

Fahmi is now worried about Mira, "Your thoughts are too, Dek Mir. That's not what I mean, working with me is one of them to keep Syafa, that's also if Dek Mira wants. You see that Syafa fits into Mira's deck."

Adelia cleared her throat and cut her mas saying, "so mas?" ask the girl with a witty smile.

"What Adel? habit. Does Dek Mira understand what I mean?"

Mira nodded not daring to look at the doctor's face. He was embarrassed because he had thought the no-no and was readied by Fahmi.

"The distance from here to the house is also not too far away. Deck Mira can go home."

"Dok but I have to find ...."

"Yes I understand, Dek Mira can use the time off to look for it. Use the time and opportunity."

That day Mira moved into the house. Yes here she is, there is only her and the child in her womb. Fahmi and the group had already returned home about thirty minutes ago.

In this house is still available necessities such as beds, cutlery and also cooking tools.

Tears of sadness and regret always appear when he is alone. Remembering her brother, is he still at home? Is she okay? Whether his departure makes the sister hate both parents. There are always questions Mira can't answer.

Mira re-unblocks the sister's number. Shortly a series of incoming messages from the sister pitched worry.

Brother, where are you?

Brother, tell me where I picked you up.

Brother reply to my message!

I don't know where to look for you anymore. I'm here now, if Mira's around, meet me now. (Photo of a mosque that Mira had visited before meeting Fahmi.)

Your brother said he would improve our family situation, but with you gone I cannot persuade him.

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... (Similar message)

Brother I'll go back to the cottage. It's free for me to come home if you're not home. If you can give me news about how big brother is. I was worried thinking about your whereabouts. But I also made room for you to calm down. You are still my brother no matter how you are. Even if you are pregnant, I will never leave you. I'm still your sister. You should not just leave. You still have me, Brother Mira. I don't care if people will scorn me, insult me, as long as we face this test together. People including mom and dad have no right to judge you like that. They don't know how your struggle is to survive in an unhealthy family. Only those of us who experience will understand.

Don't think he'll drop it, he'll be our guide in the dark to the light. Don't be afraid to raise her alone because I'll never leave other than to study. Hold on a little more, brother. Please never give up.

Wherever you are I will always ask God to take care of you for me. May Brother Mira meet with people who can accept the situation of brother without hurting and judging. I'm leaving yeah. If you miss meeting me at the cottage.

Your sister always loved you.

A photo of the backpack on the attached pin station platform. Mira cries reading a message from Ardit-her sister. Pain is immeasurable. He never thought it would be like this in the end. He hurt and troubled many people.