Almira's Regret

Pregnant

Mira tries to focus on the school exam that is being faced. He tried not to think of Dion who would only interfere with his learning concentration. For a while let Dion behave like that, but not after he finishes the test. Mira will find the man.

The question sheet is already on his desk. Bismillah said in her heart. He started working one by one. Although trying to focus still the shadow will occur pregnancy disturbs its concentration.

He shook his head several times, closing his eyes to expel his fear.

"Mira are you okay?" ask the supervising teacher who has since noticed the movements of his students.

"It's fine, ma'am," Mira replied quickly.

"Do it well. You always excel when you focus."

Finally Mira managed to complete one subject exam. He gave thanks with his head bowed on the table. Gina and Ema approached before starting the exam of the other subjects.

"You sick, Mir?"

"Yes, from earlier you shook your head continuously" continued Ema.

"Yes, my head feels dizzy. It's the effect of sleep deprivation times yes," replied Mira.

"You've pinter, Mir, why study until lack of sleep all. It's important to graduate later."

"It is precisely that, since her graduation was still a few months away, I took advantage of the time to study. I don't know yet if I can talk about what exams aren't. We'll miss times like this."

"Trust me it's the same you, ma'am" chuckled Gina who returned to the seat because another subject exam was about to begin and the supervising teacher had already entered. Share each issue sheet.

In the midst of filling up the matter, Mira felt her nauseous body. There his anxiety regrouped. Mira looked at her stomach and said inwardly, "if you are so, I beg you to cooperate well. Let me do my job first."

Mira rubbed her stomach and the friend next to her glanced. Then looked at Mira with a probing look.

Back at school, Mira stopped by a pharmacy. Buy some pregnancy test kits on the grounds asked by his parents.

"It's the most accurate, isn't it?" mira asked the pharmacist who gave the pregnancy test kit. "Had my mom asked for the best she said," lied Mira.

"This is most commonly used, and their word is very accurate." The officer answered without suspicion. Even if she bought this while pregnant, she was no longer strange. This kind of incident is not one or two times, some other High School children have bought the same tool.

Mira immediately paid and returned home. In the room she was still staring at some pregnancy test kits, she was hesitant to try but she also had to make sure.

He checked the message column that showed a conversation he had with Dion a few weeks ago. Dion still has no word of his whereabouts. Mira regrets her actions with Dion. Had he not been lulled then at the moment at least he did not feel excessive anxiety.

After cradling for a long time he decided to do a check. He locked the door first to anticipate someone who caught him.

The urine has been accommodated, with a heartbeat that is not because he dipped two different pregnancy test kits brands at once. She was pacing back and forth in the bathroom biting her nails.

After waiting the recommended time, he let out a rough breath before checking the results. The first test tool showed two lines but the other one was still a little faint. He lifted one more and both of his lines were clearly visible.

He again tried to contact Dion but things remained the same. She could not imagine how her parents would be angry when they found out that she was pregnant.

I hope you read this message, I'm pregnant.

Mira again sends a message and hopes to be read by Dion. He also included a photo of his pregnancy test kit.

Until nightfall, Mira was still thinking about what she should do. An abortion? it could be an option but would he have the heart to kill his own flesh and blood that never asked to be presented.

"You're accusing me of cheating, in fact you're walking away with." Back Mira heard a shout from the middle room. He returned to peeking. This time it was Mama Mira who was shaking her waist.

"Aware of you, I walk with him because you no longer meet my needs. You no longer appreciate me as a husband. You forget your nature you are busy with work, you ignore the house, you ignore the children. You think I'm happy in this situation. No."

"You think dong Ardan, if I don't help you work where can Mira and Ardit school. Where is your salary enough to finance our lives. Think your dong is not even walking with the ******."

"If you meet my biological needs, I'm also a normal guy who needs a place to release stress hormones" Ardan replied.

"Crazy for you, I'm tired of working to serve you. Have you ever slept with an ******?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Mira shuts her mouth in disbelief at the father's words. His family is completely destroyed. Even with himself.

He was crying, hugging his knees. "Why God was never fair to my family. Does God exist? Why don't you ever extend your hand to hold us" isak Mira. He even blamed God for what happened.

Nausea due to pregnancy plus he forgot lunch made Mira vomit. After washing her mouth and throwing away her vomit liquid, Mira raised her face to look at the mirror in front of her.

His face was no longer as radiant as before. It was painful as he looked at her disheveled-looking face. Swollen eyelids and black hollows under the eyes, as well as a red nose.

She wiped away those tears, she was determined to fix everything. "Maybe I don't have a future anymore, but I'm not going to kill this baby. She can't be like me, have parents but feel like she's living a long life."

He's back studying for tomorrow's test. Although he had time to blame God, but Mira hopes there is still good for him.

Before the dawn of Adhan Mira has woken up, she will fix all of the little things. Mira did not fulfill her duty as a Muslim, she still refused to come to meet her God. He's still angry about the situation.

Mira sat in the tv room waiting for one of her parents to come out of their room. Mira turned to her mama who was already looking neat.

"Mir's? tumben's up." Dina toast the bread for breakfast herself.

"Yes because I miss Mama." Mira moved up and hugged her mother from behind. "Mama's too busy to work so she doesn't have time for me."

"Don't be spoiled, Mir. If you don't work, you can't go to school, lucky if we don't get fat."

"If I'm not going to go to college, I want you not to be busy raising money for me. Me and Ardit need Mama."