Almira's Regret

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There is no satisfaction in Fahmi after beating his sister. There is only regret. After this will surely arise another maslah. The relationship between brother and sister had stretched before, and now it happens again.

"I don't want to play a game" Fahmi said after Dion and Nafa's car came out of the gate. "I'm sorry, your Mas is yes" he told Adelia.

"I still didn't expect Bang Ion to go that far" Adelia muttered.

Fahmi rubbed the tip of his adek head, "already, forget it. I have to go to the hospital. The job I left first, maybe I'll be home tonight. Take care of Mira."

Adelia nodded, "sorry, Mas, I skipped school."

"No papa."

***

Fahmi gets information that Mira has been taken to the nursery. As usual he always prepared a comfortable room for Mira even though the costs incurred are not small.

Mira's smile welcomes her arrival, but before long the smile fades and Mira's face returns gloomy.

"Now the doctor knows who I am and who the father of this baby is. Sorry is not the intention of wanting to hide in order to still be able to stay at home, Doctor" said Mira staring regretfully at Fahmi.

"Just as I know, you can freely stay in my house. Maybe Dion doesn't want to be held responsible. But I myself cannot allow you and your son to live in thrones. Stay in my house."

"Doctors don't get mad because I'm covering this up?"

"What is the reason I am angry? You're right to try to cover up your disgrace, Dek. If it must be revealed, it is certainly God's plan so that the perpetrator is responsible. Enough until we know ya."

Mira nodded.

"I'm back at work, I'll be back here. If you need anything just say it, don't hesitate."

Fahmi's doctor was that good, so different from Dion. Are they saru rahim but not one seed huh.

Mira asks her own heart after Fahmi disappears behind the door.

Pa, Ma, now I know the cruel world. I'm sorry I embarrassed you, made you angry and disappointed. I should not demand your affection by going down the wrong path. Now I feel the bitterness. I miss you guys.

Tears crept through the cheeks that still left a red mark of Dion's hand. Mira closed her eyes and began to fall asleep.

I don't know how long Mira slept when she felt a swab on her cheek. He heard a voice similar to his father.

"Strengthen, Son. Papa knows the weight of the life you live, but papa believes you can get through it. Papa still remembers your struggle to become an Olympic champion at that time. You are so persistent in learning, even though it fails many times. Until finally your wish is achieved and you smile proudly showing off your presats on papa."

"Fight, Son. Show papa and the world that you are able to defeat the challenges of this cruel world. Papa believes you are capable and can. Prove, Son! Prove it! I'm sorry, but you should know that you love you so much."

Mira blinked her eyes, sending a look at her room. There were only doctors and nurses who had just entered and were about to monitor his condition.

Though he just felt the dream was real, even his tears clearly showed that he was crying. There were still wet traces on his cheeks.

"Good afternoon, Miss Mira. How's he doing?" ask the doctor who is visiting him and check the infusion fluid.

"Thank God, it's better, Doc."

"Doc, I'm sorry, what was it before the doctor came in that there was someone around me?"

The doctor glanced at his companion then replied, "I don't see anyone in this room, Ms. Mira. Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"No, Doc. I'm just asking." Mira let the doctor out.

Strange though clearly Mira felt the warmth of the touch of the hand on the cheek. Hand swabs from a girl's first love.

"Did I miss papa too much?" murmured Mira, "may you be healthy and fine."

Mira no longer continued to rest, she always stared at the door of her ward. Wishing her papa comes, hugs her and expresses longing as it used to be when they had to be separated due to work outside the city, and when it returned the atmosphere became warm again. Ah really don't know this Mira guy. It was disappointing but still hoping that his father would come to see him.

"Hey." Fahmi came with a bouquet of flowers as well as fruits. Put it on the nightstand. "Don't you rest?" Fahmi pulls up a small chair to sit near Mira lying down.

"Fear not waking up again."

"Well, what is it? Nightmare huh?"

Mira looked back at the door and then looked at Fahmi. The man knew what Mira was thinking.

"Waiting for me to come or waiting for someone?" ask Fahmy again. "Maybe his sister's doctor Fahmi's waiting." He tried to joke unfortunately Mira put her face down.

"She will never come but ask me to go, Doc," Mira said as she stared at the nelangsa.

"Patience, is there me," kekeh Fahmi, "still apply right status of her future husband?"

"Now, doctor, you know who I mean."

"That doesn't mean it," teased Fahmi while picking up the fruit and peeling it later. Partly for Mira some more for herself.

***

Arriving home, Nafa immediately forgot his anger at Dion. Not because of pity on Mira as a fellow woman but because she felt dkhianagi and not numbered united again by her husband.

"You went back to Indonesia that day to fuck her, Dion?"

"Yes, and as a result I got that fancy car. The car you use more now." Speak without any guilt at all.

So Dion fucked her Mira for betting with her friends.

"It's not about Dion's car, it's about the good name. What if the woman opens this disgrace to the public. Not only will you be ashamed and broken, but me and my family's good name."

"If so be silent" Dion snapped and left his wife.

Shit, now I'm stuck with a guy like this. All because of you Fahmi.

When failure approaches, the one who is always mistaken is certainly the one we hate. They think they have a stake in our failure. Though the real cause of failure is because we cannot master ourselves from lust. That's what happened to Nafa. Just because of the vengeance of unrequited love, he follows his ego. In the end all decisions taken not with awareness only cause regret.