Allow the Heart to Choose

65.Leave it to the Creator

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God will not forever give a wound, and vice versa. The world will revolve according to what is in line, as well as happiness and sadness.

Words that are easy to remember but not infrequently will run quickly as they should. A servant can only plan and the final decision is with Allah alone, so is the plan of a Rayyan who will match Aisyah and Farel and also Aisyah and Rico's plan to be able to unite their love, and take it to a more serious level.

Aisyah could only resign, what would happen to her later. Even though he kept trying, he doubted that he would be able to make it happen. He really wanted Rico to be his priest. However, it may be true what Rico said, the happiness of a child is in the prayers and blessings of his parents, what about the news of his love if it is like that?.

Daydreaming alone in the darkness of the night, a gust of wind as if constantly hissing accompanied in this life that seemed to be full of thorns.

Aisyah was silent alone, sitting among the empty benches that were behind her house. Endangering his future makes him really very dizzy, he wants to but why is it so hard for him to make it happen. Though in the principle of an Ayesha there will be no word surrender.

"I have to how? Do I have to accept an arranged marriage from my father and sacrifice my true love? Can I be happy after that? Can I." Mumam Aisyah's.

Aisyah seems to be between two continents that have different rules and problems. Both continents are promising a happiness that he is not sure will get, two continents that are both equally interesting and contesting. Aisyah was confused, she was worried about having to choose where yes she would set foot and could actually get happiness among one of them.

One there is prayer and blessing that will be a strong foundation for his future. But love? It is also the basis for being able to get happiness. Without both, Aisyah would not get and she felt what happiness was, she would not be able to create a household like heaven.

"Why can't I get both, why? Is it because I don't deserve it. My life looks so perfect, all the things in the material that I want I can get, but why can't I get the things that are the purpose of life. Prayer, blessing, love, why I can't get it and I can't hold it in one hand. " Rintih Aisyah is so pitiful.

"I just want to be happy, God. I want to be like two twin brothers who can be happy with the person he really loves. That's all it is. That'sallthatis. Can't I unite with someone I've chosen? "

𝘗𝘶𝘬𝘬...

Aisyah turned her head, white hands touched her from behind and her body now twisted, taking a position to sit next to her and face her.

"Give everything to the Creator of the Shah. Put all your complaints and grievances on Him, his affection is real, his justice will not be doubted. Come as close to Him as God can never leave you and will not let you be in such a state of concern. Hemm. " Shelvia gave a small nod her smile could not escape even though she had tried.

"Sister.., I.. "

"Klask everything. If your love gets his Ridho he will be able to get you. Put everything down, put all your burdens under His feet. God will help you, not you, Brother Rico or anyone else. He's the one who's gonna show you everything. " Shelvia's index finger pointed towards the sky.

"Sister.. " I want it to feel like Aisyah is crying again, but why cry if she can face everything with a smile. Even though it was just a smile full of pain and falsehood yet it would be his strength right?.

Aisyah's lips lifted smiling but her eyes still glazed over.

Shelvia could not bear to see this and immediately grabbed Aisyah's body into her arms. This is the reason Shelvia does not want to be a slave to love, because she does not want to be weak and does not want her heart controlled just by love.

But love is never wrong, the heart is not wrong, the two are interconnected. Perhaps Aisha's heart had already chosen the heart of someone, perhaps Aisha's heart had already found a part of her heart that had not been separated. While Shelvia? His heart could not find that part of his heart. Maybe if she had met each other Shelvia would be the same as herself.

"Run everything sincerely, repair your heart, improve your worship, draw near to Him, I am sure the path of good destiny you will soon get." Shelvia.

Eyes that were filled with water turmoil but still Aisyah held it back, she no longer wanted to cry she wanted to become stronger and had to be strong.

Shelvia was right, maybe all Aisha had to do was surrender to God, give up everything. He will not be able to choose two different hearts correctly, even though half of his heart is already owned by the person who is most comfortable when he is with him, but the provisions of God are the best.

"Cry if you want to cry. But after this, do not let your heart always be in sorrow. You should be happy, Shah. You deserve to be happy." Shelvia.

So mature is Shelvia's current thinking, different far in certain moments.

Aisyah does need someone who can give her strength, and now she gets it from Shelvia.

"Thank you, Brother. " Sayah said, she broke away from Shelvia, she gave a small smile.

Aisyah frowned, "why should I cry if I can smile? " Confused Aisyah at this time.

"Yes, yes because I want to see you who are whiny. When will I see you cry. I said that because I was hoping you would cry, but why are you smiling? You disappoint me, my God! Ihh.., you're not cool. " Shelvia complained.

Aisyah scratched her non-itchy head, just now she was praising Shelvia's maturity in her heart and was about to say it soon but now? Hadeuh.., Aisyah misunderstood Shelvia.

"Don't be like that, I really want to see you cry, and after that I'll take a photo or I'll video it and I'll send it to Mr. Jon. He must be happy to see that, he will be happy at last the person who always bullies him cries. " Shelvia again.

Aisyah gaping, how could Shelvia could do that to her, fortunately she did not cry, if until Shelvia's plan succeeded then crushed Aisyah's authority in front of her men.

"Sister would never have managed to do that to me, but it's different if I did it to, sister."

"Scook.., but it almost worked."

My heart is as hard as steel so I might be able to melt just because of my brother. "

"Yes, yes, it's not me who can melt the steel, but Brother Rico who can. " Shelvia chuckles.

"Don't bring bang Rico dong. "

"Why, trouble? "

"Ihh.., Brother Via!" Aisyah sulking.

"What's Brother Rico?" Shelvia was chuckling.

"Review yes, I'm sure Brother Via will also feel that soon. Just wait, that time will come soon. "

"Ogahh!, I don't want to be a slave to love. Don't want to mewek me, can-can be skinny like you. "

"Where there is, contains like this in say skinny! "

"Fill in from the mana, Miss Aisyah. Front back flat all that said contains. I doubt it, lest Rico's eyes be troubled huh? To the extent that the same likes are the average gini cake. " Cinical Shelvia.

"Ihh.., sister Via! " Aisyah wanted to capture Shelvia and teach her a lesson but it couldn't.

"Kabuuurr up! " Shelvia immediately moved, she ran and Aisyah chased after her.

Like a child, the two of them continued to run around the bench he was sitting on. The night star kept flashing as if laughing at the two of them up there.

"Hahaha, you won't be able to catch me."

"Review if you get it, yeah! " Aisha is accelerating her speed.

"Try saha if you can. Weq.. " Shelvia turned her head and stuck out her tongue long.

"Sir Via! " Aisyah Gurm.

"Haha! "

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