Allow the Heart to Choose

132.Dare Not to Express

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Farel will return home before he will head to his company for work but not until the car park he was stopped by Felisha. Felisha looked very hasty to Farel no matter what he wanted to say to her.

The arrival of Felisha made Farel stop and undo his intention to return to the parking lot.

"Sister Farel, Felisha apologized for yesterday. Maybe Felisha has gone too far with being angry with Brother Farel. But at that time Felisha was really very dizzy" Felisha said with great regret.

Farel was happy because Felisha could realize his mistake, Farel knew it wasn't easy because he was going through the same thing, but that doesn't mean they both have to be sad, let alone do the wrong thing.

Farel smiled amiably, he had already forgiven everything Felisha had done to him.

"I forgave you long before you apologized. I hope you won't do anything like yesterday again you should be sincere. Life, death, soul, life are all determined by God even everything that happens to us was recorded long before we were born into the world."

"So Ikhlas is the only way we can achieve our own happiness and get His pleasure," said Farel who gave a little advice to Felisha and he hoped in his heart that Felisha could accept well what he said just now.

"Sister Farel was right, but Felisha still could not be sincere because it felt very difficult for Felisha, "answered Felisha bowed sadly because she could not do what Farel said.

" All is nothing instant all will go slowly and I am sure you can certainly do that" said Farel again who still gives encouragement for Felisha to fight for sincerity.

Felisha gave a small smile as she was pleased that there was someone who was so attentive to her that Felisha also felt comfortable hearing all the words that came out of Farel's lips even though she herself could not do so.

"Thank you, Brother Farel, Felisha will try to make Felisha can, right? " said Felisa reassuring herself.

Farel nodded he returned a sweet smile as well to Felisha and that was when there was the hijab girl who saw the two of them from afar.

She was Meyka currently continuing to stare at the two without blinking her gaze looked so sick maybe she was jealous or something.

"Sister Farel, " said Meyka so softly.

It hurts to love someone in silence, especially until the love is so great but still unrequited will certainly be very painful. But the love in Meyka's heart has not reached that stage, still just hope. Meyka herself also knew that love would not be possible she fertilized continuously to people who would not necessarily be hers.

"Assalamu'alaikum,"

Meyka turned her head quickly when she heard her voice greeting her, even the voice was very close. And sure enough it was very close because that person was Dante who was now right in front of Meyka after she turned her body.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Brother Dante! What brother came here? is there a job or maybe Brother Dante is going to go and stop by here? " ask Meyka cringing.

Meyka tried to relax completely, she didn't want anyone to know what was going on in her own heart. Though covered at once Dante had known earlier that Meyka was looking at Farel with a different gaze.

"No work nor going anywhere, I did come here on purpose" replied Dante.

Even though Dante knows he's going to be a little bit hard to get the heart of a girl who already has someone else in her heart but Dante will keep trying, he's still convinced that he's not too late. There's still a chance to get them before they're completely illegitimate.

"Continue?" ask Meyka.

"I. I. I'm going to pick you up. If you don't mind I'll take you home" replied Dante explaining.

Meyka was silent, not as usual Dante came to his campus specifically to pick him up, not as usual also Dante spoke nervously like there was something that had made him like that.

Meyka did not take the offer from Dante for granted, she was still silent and thought about what might happen if she accepted Dante's offer.

Meyka is afraid that Abi or Umi will be angry or will probably expel Dante like what he used to see from his Om Rayyan.

"But, Brother? " answered doubtful. However, Meyka also feared that there would be bad words spoken from everyone later if she saw Meyka alone with Dante.

"Not that, brother. But...? " Mayla was still very doubtful.

Meyka kept quiet, she kept thinking. His eyes again glanced towards Farel as well as Felisha who turned out to be walking side by side.

It really won't be easy for Dante. Meyka's heart seems to have Farel there.

Meyka was still observing them, until finally Meyka was disappointed when the two got into Farel's car.

"Mey, "call Dante.

"Yes! " suddenly Meyka turned.

"If you don't want me neither will you. I'll wait for you here until a taxi passes by" Dante said. Dante's smile faded, from earlier he tried to smile sweetly in front of Meyka and now only a bland smile came out.

"I.., I would like to, Brother," Meyka replied.

Dante who had thrown away his gaze from Meyka now looked back at her. I can hardly believe Meyka would accept his offer.

"Hem.., come! " Dante walks side by side with Meyka, after arriving at her car he opens the door next to the driver for Meyka.

Meyka gave a small smile, feeling awkward when getting the treatment that she is now. This was the first time for Meyka. In the past he could only see Rico doing that to Aisyah but now he was experiencing it himself.

Meyka again thought, why did Dante treat her special like this, "no way Brother Dante...? "

"We're leaving," Dante turned his head for a moment toward Meyka, developed a smile and began to drive his car slowly.

Both of them were silent while in the car, Dante himself was also confused by the circumstances. She was so excited to meet Meyka. But now? Dante's like losing his guts.

"May, Hmm...?" dante's words paused for a moment, he hesitated to say hello again, "how was your lecture? " his question finally came out but was different from what he had planned.

"Alhamdulillah, all good is also smooth" Meyka replied.

"Alhamdulillah if this is so," Dante turned awkwardly, until finally he returned to focus on the highway. "What is this, Dante. What the hell are you doing? why's going on turns away from what you're planning, "inner Dante.

Dante glanced back, Subhanallah, the girl looked completely different in his eyes this time. So beautiful and so charming, is it possible because Dante already has a taste for her? so everything she saw was very different from usual? yes, it might be true that way.

The glance of Dante's eyes was unintentionally noticed by Meyka immediately made her nervous and lowered her face.

"Sister Dante why stare at Meyka like that? " he asked me, not daring to look.

"Bahh! " Dante flipped and refocused.

"It's okay, you-you didn't misunderstand, did you? " ask Dante nervously.

Meyka shook her head, she would not misunderstand because she also did not dare to think that far.

"𝘒𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘫𝘶𝘫𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘢? 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘱𝘶𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘯𝘺𝘢𝘭𝘪 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘬 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘱𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘢? 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘶𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘭𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘳 𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘥𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢 𝘨𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘶? " 𝘣𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘋𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪.

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𝘉𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘨...

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