Allow the Heart to Choose

02. God has determined

Rico was sitting limp in his own room.His hands continued to hold the invitation that he had received from Farel this morning. Rico's mind was so dull and so messed up. Only one question was the same in his mind. "why is it wrong? just this time what Rico saw turned out to be wrong and not in accordance with his mind.

" My skills are no guarantee of all the truth about my life and my future. Not necessarily what comes in my head is true, all of it can be wrong right? it is not that you know the truth belongs to Allah Azza. Riko... Rico.you're so naive "he said alone.

Rico puts his bag on the table, releases his watch, pulls out his cell phone and throws it on the bed.

Rico threw his body on the bed violently. He lost his passion for work. Hours like this when Rico comes home from campus usually he will go to the workshop or if not he will definitely go to the restaurant, yes to review his business directly.

But different for now. Rico has no intention of going anywhere and prefers to lock himself in a room.

" If she's really your soul mate, she won't leave even if you kick her out. He will come even though far away. And he'll come back into your arms even if he's with someone else, remember that's fine, Rico. And let Allah be the Almighty who determines all of it.And accept all of His will, Rico.Everything that happens will be according to His terms, not what is in your own mind, Rico." murmured Rico advised himself.

Rico closed his eyes for a moment, trying to see again what he usually saw. Nothing changed with what he saw in his inner eyes, the same thing still happened. Rico smiled blandly still by closing his eyes. " It turns out that everything is just beautiful in my heart and mind, everything can never be beautiful in my real world and my destiny "he said with a bit of disappointment.

Cring.. cring....

Rico's cell phone sounds very loudly pierced into his ear because his phone was right next to his right ear.

Rico took his phone staring at the lighted screen and the name of Dante there. "why son, is there a problem at the restaurant? "confused Rico.

Dante is the Chef that Rico trusts to make all the menus in his restaurant. Usually Rico will also participate with Dante, because Rico is also very expert on all the cuisine of the archipelago. But not for this time, Rico was right to lose his spirit. Don't you cook? to come to the restaurant alone it feels very lazy.

Rico sat down and immediately raised a call from Dante. " Ashalamu'alaikum, Dan. What was? " ask Rico with the laziness that remains lodged there.

" Wa'alaikumsalam's.. Jesus Boss. Boss, when did he come anyway? if the boss doesn't come as soon as possible break all my fingers. The boss came quickly, I couldn't do it myself. There are a lot of visitors today. "

"......... "

"..... " Silent.

" Boss! the boss! boss is still alive, right? the boss is not innililahi right?, Fixs.. don't say tomorrow I'm sorry.! " cock Dante.

" mad luh, I still live the cave breath is still long! play with disgrace. I want to go home tomorrow! " gullet Rico.

" Hello! hello!.. ishh! " snake Rico is upset.

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" Assalamu'alaikum, Bang Farel "welcomes a black-hijab-sharp adult girl and also a matching colored robe with a maroon ribbon on her waist.

The girl continued to unravel a smile, but not a smile because of admiration or because she wanted to have, but because Farel was like a brother to her and would remain like that even at any time.

Shelvia Anggraini's. 20-year-old girl, grandson of the late owner of the boarding school where Farel became ustadz there. Shelvia is a smiley girl, but sometimes she is also jutek and very cold. She is also sometimes a very humble girl but also sometimes very terrible.

Farel smiled. Although Shelvia was not her younger sister, Shelvia was like a younger sister to Farel. " Wa'alaikumsalam. why? tumben a big smile is not afraid of bloating? " sorry Farel.

Shelvia's face turned sour due to Farel's question. His intention just wanted to flirt but instead became Shelvia who hit. "if bloated just waste his gas, Bang! it will be free again no need capital.! " answer her.

"yes, gas waste time with capital! " said Farel as he stepped past Shelvia. "don't shout anymore, I want to rest. "he added without looking at Shelvia.

Shelvia's mouth gaping wide just now she wanted to comment at length was already directly checkmate by Farel. Forced Shelvia directly kicep.

Shelvia kept an eye on Farel's back which was getting far away wanting her to feel like she was screaming but she also knew the limits. They are just sisters who met big. Not a cousin or sibling sister so Shelvia must keep herself to the norms that must apply.

" I just want to ask about the engagement of Bang Farel and Aisyah.why it even became a gini kayak, astaghfirullah," muttered Shelvia while shaking her head.

" just go home. Mama must have been waiting. Mamma.. Papa's.. Via back's.! "

Farel knew what would be asked by Shelvia, especially if not the continuity of his relationship with Aisyah who actually he himself was still in doubt. Farel would not be this hesitant if he had already gotten a definite answer from his own Aisha. Although Aisyah's parents insisted on marrying her, the household she would later live in was not only dependent on her parents. But Aisyah herself is the one who lived it. Farel did not want if they had a serious relationship but no love at all.

" If He is my soul mate, make it easy, O God. But if he is not the soul mate that You destiny right for me then keep me with him do not You give false hope so that will make me disappointed. Amiinnn. "'farel's prayer is earnest.

Farel tried sincerely everything will certainly happen in accordance with the will of Allah SWT. . Farel rested for a while before he returned with his other duties.

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