Allow the Heart to Choose

Allow the Heart to Choose
107. Where is Rico?



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Some days Rico really invisible, even he did not come to the campus or the Resto let alone to the workshop? He seemed to have been lost in the swallow of the earth, there was no news of his existence. Even Iqbal also Dante has come to his house several times but still can not meet him, yes because Rico is not at home.


The two of them were very confused, out of nowhere they would look for his whereabouts. Was Rico really heartbroken and unable to accept fate? Or is Rico really avoiding all these situations?.


"Iqbal, where exactly, Rico? I'm really confused by his whereabouts right now. How is he doing now, is he okay or is it the other way around? Whatever happens hopefully Rico still has his sense" said Dante.


Both of them had just returned from Iqbal's house, because they could not see him and did not get any news from Rico from his parents, they finally decided to return to the Nusantara Resto.


"Okay, I'm confused too." Iqbal was just like Dante, he was so confused by his other friend. I don't know where he is now.


"And, what do you think Rico disappeared because of? Is it because of love that is hindered by blessing? Or because of something else? " Iqbal turned his head towards Dante, his mind constantly making up about Rico's actual departure.


"Yes, maybe it's because of that too! You know for yourself, the time given by her parents Aisyah will end tomorrow, maybe she left because she could not realize the conditions, right? Anyway if I was Rico I've also gone from the past, why survive if only insults and insults are obtained.. "


Maybe it was too patient Rico at that time, and maybe now the patience has run out. There's no way Rico still has that patience if he ends up leaving like now, even he goes without saying goodbye to anyone.


"You're right, thankfully I've got my blessing right away, try if my fate is the same as Rico's run away from me.. " Iqbal answered, whose heart was not as big as Rico's.


"Choose..., can't be blessed just want to run away? Where's Iqbal the playboy cap rhino!" Dante ketus's.


"Yes, yes Iqbal that once did not exist, the existence of Iqbal who has now become sholeh! "


"Shby pala lu peyang! "


"Toward the hell out of a kid! My head doesn't budge, Weh.., when I say it in the filter, what the hell? Don't just get a broken umbrella! " Accept Iqbal.


"Destroyed umbrella can not be snapped, usually even ancur. " Answer Dante.


"Whatever! "


"It's up to him, but my mouth doesn't have that either. So do not rent if handsome people talk again! "


"Handsome from where? From forest! "


"Dong qatar.., auwo... Uwo... Uwo... " Scooked Dante happy.


"Udah is similar..," Iqbal


"Haha...! "


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Already all day Aisyah kept quiet, her body like there was no life at all, she just continued to be in her room just did not intend to go out and there is no intention to contact anyone.


Aisyah did not want to get out of the room because when she came out only the chatter about her match with Farel that she always heard, she said, and also insult because Rico who is now lost is like a coward who failed in the war.


"La ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntum minadh - dholomin." That was what was said from Ayesha's lips.


He knew that whatever happened to him was because of himself, he who had wronged himself, not Rayyan, Rico or anyone else, Aisha believed in that.


Aisyah only wished she could be strong after saying that word continuously, she hoped that there would be a miracle to come even though it was absolutely impossible for her.


"Well, where's Bang Rico? Has bang Rico really left Aisyah?" His words were so sad, there was no spirit at all.


"Actually where's Rico's bang?" said again.


No Rico really made Aisyah seem to lose her sense of purpose, so much Aisyah felt for Rico that she could do nothing when there was no Rico, even his soul seemed empty without the knowledge that he had long obtained from the results of his hard work.


"Bang Rico, come back." It was only Rico's return that Aisyah had hoped for at this moment, nothing else, nor did she need anything.


Aisyah knew how hurt Rico was because of the humiliation of her parents, she also felt the pain, she also felt no pride when the contemptible words always came out of her own papa's mouth.


But why can't Aisyah let Rico go looking for another happiness, the happiness she should get, "Am I selfish? Did I push this relationship so hard that I never thought about Rico's feelings? Am I wrong in this relationship? "


A myriad of questions popped up in Aisyah's mind, was it really her who was being too selfish? Or is he being too stubborn? Or is he too much?.


Aisyah did not know what was better for her, either Rico or Farel. He only knows that he really wants Rico and not Farel. He does not know his true destiny, nor does he know who he has created for him.


"Maybe I'm being too selfish." His words are calmer now than before, maybe his mind has begun to walk, maybe he began to think with logic not just with obsession alone.


"Submit to Allah, Shah. Then you will know the correct answer. You can't just rely on your heart, sometimes what you think is good isn't necessarily good according to God, and what you think is bad isn't necessarily bad in His eyes."


True to what Aisha said, she could not rely on herself for her way of life, everything had to depend on God as well as with all her provisions.


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Until the night Aisha did not come out of the room at all, she continued to be alone, arranging her heart and continue to honor the Creator.


He never tired of reciting the holy verses of the Quran, because only then can his heart be calm and peaceful. From noon he did not release his face once, nor did the Quran ever detach from his hand, only when he prayed did he put it on the table next to him.


What Aisyah did made both her parents feel confused, many times they waited for Aisyah to come out but they never saw her daughter come out.


Keisha was so agitated at the thought of what happened to Aisyah, while Rayyan she still remained the same, firm in her stance and never the slightest bit of her heart melted.


"Pa, shouldn't you consider Aisyah's match, Pa? Mama was very afraid that what Aisyah said that time would really do. Papa himself will know how Aisyah's character, he will never pull what has come out of his mouth, Pa." said Keisha worried.


"That's it, Ma! Don't be so dizzy. Papa was sure Aisyah would never do that. He is my son, I know better, Ma." replied Rayyan who was overconfident.


"But, Pa?" A mother who will not worry about the future of her child is only wanted by her parents and not her own wishes.


Aisyah also has a desire, she also has a dream that her parents should not interfere with. If the one Aisyah chose was wrong or a bad thing her parents could interfere, but this? This is the future for him, and he who will live it for the rest of his life, should his parents can only pray for kindness and give his blessing to him.


"Alright, Ma. Believe me papa, Aisyah will be fine." Rayyan who never thought how the heart and will of an Aisyah.


For him, his decision was the best everything had to obey him because it was a good for all.


But Rayyan never thought it was her hardness that broke the heart of her own child. Destroying his dreams and happiness. It may be true that Aisyah will be happy with her choice, but there will definitely be marks that cannot be lost even if she tries to smile.


"May papa be right." answered Keisha lethargic.


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Seriate...


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