Allow the Heart to Choose

109.Can I do it?

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The conversation between Marco and Rayyan immediately stopped when Aisyah came with Keisha.

Aisyah looks very limp, her face is a little pale there are also eye bags that look blackened around her beautiful eyes.

Tasya who saw immediately grabbed Aisyah's hand and asked her to sit next to him.

"Aisha, you're okay, right? " In a moment Tasya was immediately worried to see her grandson who looked unwell. Tasya continued to look at Aisyah who was just silent and replied with her small smile.

"Aisha is okay, Oma. Aisha's just a little dizzy." Answer it honestly.

"Take care of your health, son. Don't let the pain get into your body." Tasya advised.

"Hem.. " Aisyah smiled knotfully,

Aisyah will not let the pain into her body but she who is not spirit like now and does not take care of herself properly could be the disease will easily enter.

"Aisha, go with Farel. You guys should talk about your relationship." Rayyan's words immediately made Aisyah wide-eyed, let alone to talk alone just as close as now she was not at all delicious.

"But, Pa." Aisyah tried to negotiate so that she would not go with Farel, either where Farel would take her later.

"Don't argue, Shah. Go then! " Rayyan's kekeuh who can not be invited to compromise at all.

"If Aisyah is not feeling well, it's okay, Om. Farel will wait for tomorrow." said Farel who could not bear to see the pale Aisyah.

"Can't, Rail. You need to talk soon, the sooner the better." Rayyan still did not want to be denied even though by Farel, he was impatient to quickly realize all that became his desire.

Aisyah turned her head towards Tasya who only got a small nod as a sign of agreement, then turned her head again towards Keisha and all she got was just a nod and also a sincere smile from a mother.

Only that resignation was what Aisyah could do now, she moved with a saddle walking out and was immediately followed by Farel also behind her.

"After the two of them talk I believe we can quickly run this matchmaking" Rayyan said after the two had completely disappeared from their bankrupt eyes.

"O Allah, whatever decision Aisha makes may it be the best. May it really be the path you have given to her. Abi..., why did Abi leave my mother with all this trouble." Tasya's inner being was completely helpless.

Tasya just kept silent in helplessness, now he stood up and rushed to his room, being in that place made himself sick from seeing Rayyan's growing selfishness.

"Oma, do you want to go to the room?" Faisal, who saw Tasya moving with a little difficulty, made himself immediately move as well, helping Tasya stand up and was about to deliver Tasya to the room. "Let Faisal inter." Its effects.

"Yes.. " Tasya can only nod resignedly because for the road alone it is getting harder.

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Farel with Aisyah did not go out, they just went in the boarding house. The white stool became the choice of the two of them, more precisely the choice of Farel who showed it to Aisyah.

Aisyah just nodded in tandem with Farel, she could not do anything but surrender and probably accepted what was her destiny even though it would be very difficult for her.

"Just sit here" said Farel.

Without answering Aisyah just according and immediately sat on one of the white stools. While Farel also sat on a white bench but on a different bench.

For a moment both of them were silent, they were still engrossed in their own delusions as well as their gazes that were looking far in the same direction.

"A.-Well.." Farel's voice sounded very nervous, starting their conversation and breaking the silence of the night so silent.

"Heem. "Aisha answered briefly.

Doubts in Farel's heart must be quickly removed, he can not be long in anxiety as it is now.

"Aisha.., maybe in your heart there is already someone who has filled it, and I'm sure it's not me, right? Will you ever be able to put me in your heart even if it's only in the smallest part at once? "

"I know it won't be easy for you, but can you put a little effort into it. I don't care if you can't accept me yet, because I'll wait until you can accept me."

"I'm sure we can start from the beginning and with time we'll be happy too."

"Aisha, I really ask you this time, are you really sincerely accepting this matchmaking? Do you really want to knit the household ropes with me? " Tanya Farel who is now focused on Aisyah.

Water was confused, what he had to answer with the question Farel asked if he answered yes, but his heart strongly rejected it, but if he said no, he said no, will he be able to guarantee that Rico will actually come for him?.

Not only did Farel have doubts about this relationship, but Aisyah was also the same. Both of them still needed something that could make them truly accept the matchmaking, and that something they had yet to obtain.

"All will be able to walk easily if you are sincere, but otherwise if you can not be sincere and seem forced, then everything will be difficult and it could be broken in the middle of the road. I don't want that to happen, Shah. For me, to live once, to fall in love once, to marry once and to die once."

Speech that really makes Aisyah amazed and full of haru but why does it still feel the same? His heart still could not accept Farel at all.

"Did Brother Farel love Aisha? " ask Aisyah who finally put out her words.

"I think not yet, maybe what is now is just limited to admiration. Because loving it is better to grow after halal."

Aisyah closed her eyes, Aisyah knew about it but she couldn't do it, doing the same thing as Farel maybe that's what makes this matter so complicated.

"Maybe it is with that sacred bond that we can start together to accept each other and learn to love each other" Aisyah replied.

So steadfast Farel with what became his guide, the feeling that was in his heart at this time still he said as admiration, admiration, though clearly Farel so wants Aisyah to be a companion for his life until old age.

"What's your answer? Do you want to start, fight together with me to be able to knit love,"

"Hem..., what if Aisyah has tried but still can not? What if until one day Aisyah can not love Brother Farel? " said Aisyah did not dare to look at Farel.

"I'm sure one day you will. Nothing is impossible if we try" replied Farel.

"But.., Ayesha is not sure. " Lirih Aisyah was almost inaudible.

"Will I ever be able to love Brother Farel? But how jiia I still can't do it. What if I hurt Farel? Brother Farel is a good man I can't make him sick, but I haven't been able to love him yet, "Bin Aisha.

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