Allow the Heart to Choose

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It had been one day and two nights that Felisha was at Farel's house, she was still very lazy to go home. If at home he will be alone without anyone accompanying him let alone chat with him, while if at Farel's house there is bi Nilam who always pay attention to him.

It was time for dinner but Felisha was still lounging in the guest room, even she had not been out there all day and only Nilam bi would come to deliver food for her.

Yesterday Felisha refused to be invited to Farel's house but now she is even delicious and it does not feel like coming home, Farel's house feels very cool.

Felisha's heart still hurts, she has not been able to forget and let Rico to Aisyah until finally she stays there because she gets a place to tell stories and can reduce the pain a little, that is with bi Nilam.

"It's late, do I have to go home now? but...?" confused Felisha.

His eyes looked at the ceiling, instantly his heart turned sad as it remembered everything.

"Why is destiny so evil to Feli, hyks... hyks." finally Felisha again cried because she remembered everything.

Felisha's heart was not as big as that of Farel who could accept everything easily and quickly. Because Felisha has really loved Rico while Farel? Felisha doubted that Farel loved Aisha.

If Farel liked Aisyah maybe she would be the same as him, sad and continued to confine herself in the room. But Farel? even the man looks mediocre even now he has gone to his office and now whether he has gone home or not, Felisha does not know about it.

While outside, Farel had just come home from his office, his face looking very tired, the whole day he kept working. There would be no time for her to mourn fate as Felisha did.

"Assalamu'alaikum" he said

Bi Nilam who was in the kitchen and listened to the greetings from Farel immediately came to him, which surely Bi Nilam also answered the greetings from Farel because he was also a Muslim, "Wa'alaikumsalam, sir. Master just came home? do you need anything?" ask bi Nilam.

"No, Bi. I want to go to my room to clean up after dinner. Oh yes, Bi! is Felisha home yet?" ask Farel.

With a quick movement Bi Nilam shook his head, "not yet Master. Even from the morning Non Felisha did not go out of the room." replied bi Nilam.

"Did he not eat either? "

"Eat well, sir. Every meal aunty brings food to her room." replied bi Nilam explained.

"Why again with the kids. Didn't want to be brought here yesterday but now? he even felt so good in the room. Astaghfirullah.., if up to brother Marco know can abis I got his nagging. "inner Farel.

Farel is still quite patient now facing Felisha, he also can not do anything, where he might also throw him from his home, let alone Farel himself yesterday who invited him.

"Bi, I'll go to the room first. Please call Felisha for dinner. If he doesn't want to get out of the room don't feed him anything" Farel said.

"Well sir." Bi Nilam replied obediently.

After the departure of Farel bi Nilam immediately carried out his duties, calling Felisha in the guest room where she was now. Bi Nilam was also confused, actually there was a relationship between his master and Felisha until Farel brought him home.

𝘛𝘰𝘬... 𝘵𝘰𝘬... 𝘵𝘰𝘬...

"Non, not Felisha! Not in wait for Mr. Farel to have dinner! " call bi Nilam, his hand knocked again many times until there was an answer from Felisha.

Bi Nilam stopped his shouting and also the movement of his hands after Felisha made a sound from within, even the sound of his footsteps was also heard approaching towards the door.

"Yes, Bi! just moment! " answered Felisha.

𝘒𝘭𝘦𝘬𝘬..

The door opened and Felisha's face immediately poked from within. Nilam was relieved, he smiled seeing Felisha who was finally going out after a day of confining herself in that room. Whether the heartache of what Felisha is experiencing now, Bi Nilam does not know for sure, "It is fortunate that I have never been heartbroken," inner bi Nilam.

It looks like Felisha's eye circumference is a little swollen, even her eyes are still swollen and red maybe it's because Felisha is still crying.

"It seems that the heartbreak was very terrible, "inner bi Nilam again after seeing the face of Felisha.

"Has Brother Farel gone home, Bi? " ask Felisha.

Bi Nilam wavered, only then did he see and examine the face of Felisha the master surprised him.

"Already, Non. Even the master himself asked for Non to come to the dining table for dinner. Let's Non" take Bi Nilam

Felisha according to this time, she was aware she was a guest she had to keep her attitude and appreciate the request of the host. Felisha began to step up to follow bi Nilam. The rectangular dining table with six chairs was already in front of his eyes, all the food was also neatly arranged and looked so good, even the aroma immediately tickled Felisha's nose.

Looks like Felisha is going to have a big meal tonight, the smell of the food is so appetizing, now her stomach has also started to rumble.

Felisha sat quietly, her eyes constantly looking at all the food. His mouth began to rage and many times he swallowed his own saliva. How long should he wait for Farel? he was looking forward to enjoying all the food.

"That's food to eat not to be a spectacle, take it if you want it," said Farel who suddenly came. Farel immediately sat down after arriving at that place.

For a moment Felisha looked at Farel who was only wearing the house clothes, his fresh face and wet and neat hair made him a little stunned, handsome also Farel why Felisha only realized it now? is it because he is heartbroken so when he sees a man he will be easily stunned, ah it is impossible like this is it right?

"Why haven't you eaten yet?" farel surprised Felisha.

"I am a guest, not a host! " exclaimed Felisha who instantly shifted her gaze even Felisha's reply sounded a little annoyed. Had he not appreciated the host he would have started it and eaten all the food to fill his stomach.

Farel was also surprised at the girl, her words were always upset, it seemed Farel had done nothing wrong to him either.

For a moment Farel drew a smile, although Felisha who was sometimes upset, angry and always doing silliness but she also knew ethics well when visiting. Yes, even though it's rumat.

"Now eat" Pinta Farel.

Felisha was still silent, Farel asked him to eat but why Farel himself was still sitting in his henchman's place, he didn't even move at all.

"Why not take it too? aren't you hungry yet? " say Farel again.

How Felisha would take a meal if her own host had not done that.

"Sister Farel didn't eat? " ask Felisha.

"I'll eat too. Take first! " pinta Farel again.

Felisha got up, took the plate, spoon and instantly filled the plate with rice. "Now for Brother Farel! " his voice rang out but his hand as he put the plate in front of Farel and took the plate back for himself.

Never thought that Felisha would do that, but Farel also did not expect Felisha to eat for him.

"Thank you" said Farel, who could not have been silent, let alone rejected everything that had happened.

Felisha sat back down, her hands began to take side dishes before her. "You want to get it too? " he asked because Farel was silent.

"No, I can do it myself." replied Farel.

"Good,"

After being filled with rice and side dishes Felisha immediately ate just like that and it seemed like she had not prayed either.

"Pray first, Fel. Let it be a blessing" said Farel.

Felisha who had been chewing had to stop it, the mouth that was full had to stop grinding. Felisha looked at Farel confusedly, "Praying? Feli never prayed" he said and then went back to chewing.

"Pray and it doesn't seem the same. They are equally full, right?" said again.

"Everything we do has its customs, Fel. For example, pray before eating. All activities are better preceded by prayer, so that it is easy and become a blessing."

"Ahh ribet.., eat yes just eat,"

It would seem difficult to teach a lesson and knowledge to a person who never did or believed in any of it.

Farel could only sigh deeply, "You have prayed? " ask Farel again and stop Felisha again.

"Felisha never prays. Deddy never taught me." he replied.

"Learn prayer from now on, with that your heart will be calmer" said Farel.

"Tomorrow if you are not lazy, Felisha will definitely learn," an answer that makes the head shake.

"𝘏𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘩 𝘯𝘪𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘬.. "

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