
Vina's only hope to calm her heart was Tanu. But when contacted, Tanu only gives advice that is not so meaningful, for him. Vina wanted the presence of Tanu's figure, coming to hug and calm her troubled heart. But Tanu refused. Even Tanu had hung up the phone, without saying a word to Vina. His heart is still broken, has not been healed. Nothing else could make him relieved.
" God, what's wrong with me? Why is my heart feeling so upset? And why, at a time like this, there are no friends I can complain about. Tasya, my only loyal friend, I can't call because she's broken. Mr. Tanu, is busy taking care of his guests. Papa, my only hope is Papa. All right, I'll try to call him. May Papa give me peace."
Vina tried to contact Wijaya, repeatedly called, but Wijaya did not immediately pick up the phone. Vina's body was limp, her mind was already out of control.
" Oh my God, what exactly is this? Why I don't feel good. Am I going to die? But I don't feel pain. What's wrong with me?"
Vina was confused, she was pacing back and forth in her room. Then go downstairs, to get some drinking water.
" glucose glucoses.." Like possession, Vina spent five glasses of water in a few seconds.
" Why, why, why me?" Vina is confused like a person being chased for deposits and monthly arrears.
" Tasya, I have to go to Tasya's house. Ah, naw. My mind is fucked. I dare not ride my own bike. Especially at nights like this. If I go out, I can be scolded all out by Papa."
Not long after Wijaya called Vina.
" Hello Papa. Why is it so hard to contact! Papa dear Vina no!" Vina asked in a loud voice.
" I'm sorry, my dear, Papa is getting a job from Papa's boss. This is it Papa secretly called you."
" Vina doesn't want to know why Papa. Anyway Vina wants Papa home soon!"
" Vin, please understand Papa's situation. Papa is working. If Papa comes home, Papa's work will be done. And surely Papa's boss will fire Papa, Vin."
" Papa should understand Vina too. Papa is Vina's parents. When Vina needs it, Papa should always be there. But Papa is not. Vina was always alone. Vina lonely Pa!" Vina was crying.
" Yes Vin, Papa can understand what you mean. But please, just this once, be patient waiting for Papa. Papa's going home. But not today."
" When will Pa? Vina is so lonely. No friends no family. Papa wants to let Vina die here without anyone noticing?"
" What are you talking about, Vin? Don't talk carelessly. Papa doesn't like it."
" Mistake yourself, Papa let Vina live alone."
" Vina, Papa used to often hire maids in our homes, on the grounds that our homes are crowded. But what, no matter how many times Papa changes maids, they all steal."
" Vina doesn't need a maid, Vina just wants Papa here. "
" But Papa can't Vin. Please patience. Wait for the beginning of the month Vin."
" By! This is just the beginning of the month. Papa wants to come home early next month? Then don't go home!"
" Kok Papa's son so fierce. Vina, calm your heart. Don't think of anything bad. Later on, you'll keep getting emotional."
" Just leave it. Yes, if Papa can't go home. Vina asked for a break from Pa."
Vijaya's heart trembled, she was very frightened to hear the words from Vina. Sweat suddenly pours out.
" Vina, Papa please don't do that again. You wouldn't have settled down if you killed yourself, Vin. I hope you don't do it Vin. I promise you, Papa will be a good parent."
" Good Pa, if Papa wants to be a good parent, go home Pa. Meet this kid who needs the love of his parents." Vina was crying.
" Don't cry my son. Papa will be home soon. Papa's gonna ask Papa's boss for permission to go home first, yeah."
" Yes, Vina wait for Pa."
In an empty warehouse on the outskirts of town, Wijaya and Bono are getting the task of escorting his Boss. Five cartons of drugs were exchanged for one suitcase. When a transaction will occur, Wijaya talks to his boss.
" Boss, can I go home first? Security here, boss, just give Bono away. He's willing to keep the boss alone."
" What is it about, Jay?"
" My son needs me tonight, Boss. He forced me to go home."
" Jay, your son is already a big boy. He can take care of himself. I won't let you go."
" But Boss, I feel a bad feeling about my son."
" It's just Jay's hunch, it's not gonna happen. I'm sure it is."
" But Boss.."
" Not to argue, Jay! You want to fight me?"
" No Boss, I don't intend that. But I beg the Boss, for the sake of my son."
" Where is your HP?"
" This is Boss. My son just calls, he doesn't send messages. So there's no proof that he needs me."
" I don't need that Jay. I just wanted to confiscate your HP, so you could focus more on working."
" Boss, HP is the only way I can reach him. Don't take the Boss. I beg the Boss."
" No Jay. This HP is too bothering you. I will destroy this HP, if you insist on asking for it. But if you don't care, I'll keep it all right. I'll tell you, if your son sends you a message." Said Wijaya boss then away from Wijaya a few meters.
Wijaya nodded. With a heavy heart he complied with the request of his Boss. He did not dare to fight back, although his ability could likely surpass the strength of his Boss, yet he did not have any great men to defeat his Boss' men, and his comrades.
" Boss, do you mind our boss's attitude?" Whisper Bono on Wijaya.
" What happened to the boss's son?"
" I don't know Bon. He just said something that made my chest tight."
" Pease your heart first Boss, we'll think of a way to meet your son."
" You're right Bon. I have to see my daughter at all costs."
When Wijaya and Bono whispered to each other, their boss came and handed over Hp Wijaya.
" Jay, your son called. Take it." The Wijaya boss handed over Hp Wijaya.
" Hello Vin." Wijaya picks up Vina's phone while walking away from her boss and Bono.
" Papa, so come home tonight?"
" Boss Papa doesn't allow Vin. Sorry Papa yes. Papa really can't fight Papa's own boss."
" Pa, if Papa's boss is like that, just leave Papa's job. What's Papa's money doing anyway? We already have a house, Papa's money is billions in the house is also still there. That's enough to live until old Papa."
" Vin, you still have a sister who has to be raised, schooled until college later, right? That's why Papa worked desperately to find him."
" Papa doesn't have to work. Vina can make money for Xena. Just let Papa bring Xena here, Pa, Vina will take care of him. Vina can also take care of the baby. You don't have to worry that Xena's why."
" The problem is not that easy Vin. All right, Papa's gonna come straight with you. But please, don't be angry Vin."
" Okay Pa. Tell me the truth. What is Papa hiding from Vina?"
" In fact, Papa's following an organization. Chairman Boss Papa. We're in charge of guarding our Boss in case of a commotion in our frequent meetings."
" What meeting?" Vina curious.
" Our bosses are drug dealers and makers Vin. And not only that. Our bosses also do human trafficking."
" What! So all this time Papa was working in a dirty place? Vina didn't think Papa was that bad." Vina cries regretting her Papa's progress.
" Vin, don't cry. At first, Papa did not want to do it. But Papa is already in this organization. Papa can't get out. If you come out, Papa will die Vin. Forgive me, Son." Wijaya also cried, regretting his decision to join a dangerous organization.
" So the money you've been sending, and the billions in suitcases in this house are the result of Papa's dirty work? Vina can't take all this, Pa. Vina doesn't accept it!" Vina was crying more and more.
" Vin, even so, Papa sincerely did it for the sake of Papa's children. You know, Papa doesn't have any other skills."
" Have Pa, Vina is tired. Vina doesn't know what to say to Papa."
" Vin, what do you mean say that?" Wijaya started to fret.
" Papa, Vina is going to say again. Maybe this is the last time. Turn to good. Just like Vina wanted. Vina wants when we die, we can be together again in heaven. We can start a beautiful new life Pa."
" Vina, Papa promised. Papa will fix himself Papa Vin. You don't talk about what makes Papa feel lifeless, like this."
" Papa, Vina dear bangett with Papa. Promise yes Pa, to be good. Please take care of Vina's sister whom Vina had longed for. Vina would love to see him, Pa."
" Papa promised Vin, Papa will follow all your requests. Papa will take xena home. No, you don't feel sad anymore."
" Yes Pa, if Vina can't meet him, Vina please. If Xena's an adult, introduce Vina to her Pa. Tell her that she has a very beautiful sister, who is the same as her. Tell him, Vina loves and misses him Pa."
" Vin, what are you talking about?" Wijaya cried, he ran towards his Boss.
" Boss, my son needs my presence. I have to go back now. I beg you very much, Boss." Wijaya asks for the mercy of his boss.
" No Jay. You're already tied to me. You can't go against my orders. Whatever the reason, you must be loyal and submit to me. That's in accordance with our agreement."
" I beg you, just this time, Boss."
" No Jay! I told you already. If you want to go back to your son, please! But remember, in our agreement. The risk incurred when betraying the agreement."
Vina overhears Wijaya's conversation with her Boss. He had no hope of meeting his only parents.
" Baby, Papa.. Already Pa, if indeed Papa is not allowed to go home. Vina doesn't want Papa to do anything."
" Vin, once again Papa apologizes as much as you. Papa can't be a great parent to you."
" It's okay, Pa. Yes, Vina permission to Tasya place first yes, Pa. There's something Vina wants to tell him."
" Okay Vin, be careful on the road ya." Wijaya said, crying. He had a strong feeling of losing his daughter.
" Papa don't cry. Be great Pa, better than Boss Papa. So that Papa is not told again."
" Yes, Vin. Papa promised you."
" Alright, papa. Da, papa." Vina hung up.
" Da, my daughter too." Wijaya grasped his cellphone tightly. Suddenly, the feeling of longing tormented his mind.
" Vina my son, I promise to obey all your wishes." Wijaya said in his heart.
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