ALL ABOUT REVENGE

FAILED TO END HIS LIFE

In the afternoon at 15:00, heavy rain poured all over the city. A huge wind swung the trees, accompanied by lightning striking. Making the atmosphere becomes increasingly gripping, when Vina quarrels with her Papa.

" Brack brak brakkk brakkk.." Repeatedly Wijaya banged on the door of Vina's room.

But from inside her room, Vina ignored her Papa. He focused on writing messages for two people that meant a lot in his life.

Starting from Tasya, Vina wrote a short message first for him. There's not much he wrote. She simply left a message to guard her home, and sent flowers every Friday to her mother where she was buried.

Then Vina wrote the second page for Tanu. She starts writing messages, but Vina is confused as to what she wants to write. His concentration was lost as Wijaya increasingly violently banged on his bedroom door.

"Shelf brak brak brakkk "

" Vina open the door. Papa apologizes, son. Quickly open the door."

While banging on the door, Wijaya asked Vina to open the door. But there was no answer from within. Wijaya's entire body shook. Cold sweat poured out all over his body.

" Vina, what are you doing, son. Please open the door. Papa regretted saying that. Papa please dear. Papa's really sorry." Vijaya's words were accompanied by his cries.

Wijaya prostrated himself in front of Vina's room door, crying regretting what she said to Vina. Hope Vina opens the door and hugs him. But a few minutes passed Vina did not come out of her room.

Wijaya tried to stand up and tried to see the atmosphere of Vina's room from the keyhole of the room door. He saw Vina holding a large scissor while looking towards the door. Without further ado Vijaya broke through the door of Vina's room.

With three pushes, Wijaya was able to break through the door of Vina's room. When he managed to enter, Wijaya found Vina was directing large scissors in her hand towards the left chest. Quickly, Vijaya ran towards Vina and kicked the large scissors in Vina's grasp.

" Prakkk.." The scissors managed to escape from Vina's clutter and hit the walls of the room .

Seeing the scissors in her hand come off, Vina had no idea what else to do. His efforts fail when he already intends to end his life.

Vina sat down. His gaze was blurred by the swift tears flowing out. He closed his eyes with both hands. His breathing was stingy as it held back the cries he could not bear.

" Vina my son.." Vijaya approached Vina and hugged her. Her tears were no less intense than Vina's.

" What kind of parents is your father. It makes you cry. Forgive Papa Nak. Papa lost control." said Wijaya then continued his crying.

Vina who was hugged by Vijaya was silent. Her tears were increasingly rushing by the embrace of her Papa which for as long as she lived, only a few times did she get it. Also because of the words of Vijaya who tried to apologize to Vina for all the mistakes made.

" Daughter, never try to solve your problems by killing yourself. Papa doesn't like the way you do, son. Papa is wrong. All the problems that happened, Papa caused it. What you're supposed to kill is Papa, not you." Vijaya rebuked Vina.

Many times Wijaya spoke, but not a single word Vina replied to Wijaya's words. But this time did not make Vijaya rose in blood, because his words did not care about Vina. He kept trying to calm himself so that there would be no more conflict.

" Vina, stop crying and listen to Papa."

Vijaya shrugged Vina's shoulders up, and sat her down on the bed.Vina followed Vijaya's will, but her hands still covered her entire face.

Vijaya also tried to pull Vina's hands together, so that she could see Vina's face and hope to listen to her words.

" What Vina wants from Papa. Speak on. What do you want, son? Justsaytheword. Papa will try to do it for you, even if Papa's life is at stake."

Little by little Vina who from earlier cried could calm her mind. His heart and mind were muddled, now he could handle it.

" Papa, if Vina is asked what Vina wants it is a lot. Vina believes Papa can't possibly fulfill Vina's request."

" Did Papa really promise?" Vina questioned the seriousness of her Papa's promise.

" Papa will promise, dear. Look at Papa's eyes again. Did you find any disobedience in Papa?"

Vina tried to dare to look at her Papa's eyes that were still red and watery because of her crying. He looked at Wijaya's eyes. After a while Vina found no lies in her Papa's eyes.

" Yes Vina can see the honesty in Papa. This time Vina believes in Papa."

" Yes already then, now tell Papa. What Vina wants from Papa."

" Vina just wants Papa to change, back to being a good parent to Vina as well as Vina's sister. We're all girls. Without Papa's good upbringing, how can we be good people?"

" Papa understands, Papa will try his best to be a good parent."

" Well, now Vina will trust Papa. But Papa's really gonna change?"

" Papa promised, from this very second. Papa will try."

" Vina hold ya, promise Papa." Vina said as she stretched out her little finger.

" Yes... " Vijaya also stretched out her little finger and was connected with Vina's little finger.

Meanwhile, the rain that rained all over the city has now subsided. Wijaya intends to take Vina along. Wijaya knows, Vina desperately needs her affection. To celebrate his happiness, Wijaya prepared something for his eldest daughter. But because of the problems that occurred, Wijaya canceled his intention.

" Papa, Vina's hungry. Vina didn't cook from yesterday. There is no food in the house." Vina said.

" Oh, it just so happens that the rain has subsided. We'll just eat outside." Bring Vijaya to Vina who is weak from hunger

" May Pa, Vina will. Funny.." Vina said with excitement.

" Alright, there Vina takes a shower first. The door to this room is changing tomorrow. Later you can use Papa's room if you're not comfortable sleeping without a door."

" Yes, Papa, thank you..." Vina said then picked up the clothes in the closet and rushed towards the bathroom.

While waiting for Vina, Wijaya cleaned her daughter's bedroom. As a result of her body thrust, Vina's room door collapsed. The door was broken into pieces.

While tidying up the scattered pieces of wood, Wijaya found a paper containing writing for someone on Vina's study table.

One for a woman and the other for a man.

In the first tearing sheet of paper, Vina wrote a message to a woman. The contents of his writing made Wijaya as if slashed in his heart.

But on the second sheet, Vijaya sees Vina writing a message for her that contains the true feelings of Vina's heart.

In Wijaya's heart he said, "It turns out my daughter already knows her male name. And he had already expressed his feelings for the man. Mr. Tanu, who is he, Do I know him?"

" Why did Vina fall for the older one? Who is Tanu, why does Vina call him Sir?" Various questions arose in Wijaya's mind.

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