Accompany Me with Hijrah

MA FII QOLBI GHAIRULLAH

It's not too late. The clock also shows half seven. Still afternoon. But Zarra was ready for the house of Ashifa. He wears a robe with a small flower motif given Umi Fatma. Complete with his instant hijab that covers the chest. He stuck himself in the mirror. 'Sweet too, ' with a smile. His smile never left his lips.

He walked happily to his car. Even Bi Asih looked astonished to see his beloved young lady. Like someone who just fell in love. Reality yes! Zarra is in love with God. Zarra did not forget to say 'bismillah' before running his car. And he drove his car.

The distance between Zarra and Asyifa is not too far away. Actually only 15 minutes. However, it looks like it will be longer because Zarra is stuck in traffic. The car can only go slowly. It's been 10 minutes but it feels like an hour. Inevitably Zarra also typed whatsapp chat to Asyifa, saying that he was late. After sending a message, Zarra placed her phone in the seat next to her. It turned out that it was not until 2 minutes, the congestion in the region decomposed and traffic smoothly returned.

"Thank God" said Zarra gratefully. Finally, he was not too late to come to the Asyifa event. However, just as he was about to turn towards the road to the Asyifa housing estate, his eyes caught a familiar figure. The figure of the man was sitting in front of a minimarket. He looks focused on his phone screen. Zarra stopped the car not far from there. He went downstairs to say hello to Malik. But how shocked he was when he saw Kinar half-running closer to Malik. They greeted each other familiarly. Zarra walked closer towards them.

"Mallik? The cinar? You guys here?" exclaimed Zarra. Malik and Kinar who were surprised, immediately misbehaved to see the presence of Zarra. A second later their gaze turned to be shocked by Zarra's appearance.

"Eh, assalamu'alaikum! I forgot to say hello" Zarra said. They laughed wrongly. Zarra scrunched his forehead. They look at each other.

" Oh, wa'alaikumsalam. Where are you going, Ra?" asked Malik. Kinar was silent and did not dare to look at Zarra.

"You go to the house, deket here" replied Zarra. Seeing Kinar's reaction, it seemed like Zarra was a bully amongst them. "Yes, you two have continued. I'm already late. Assalamu'alaikum," said Zarra. Malik.

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Ra, wait! it's not what you think it is" prevent Malik. Zarra raised her eyebrows.

"What am I thinking?" Zarra asked. Malik fell silent, unable to answer Zarra's question. Zarra laughs. "You're funny, Malik! I think you know what I'm thinking. Even if that's true, you don't have to be tired of me. We're breaking up" Zarra continued. Malik was flabbergasted by Zarra's words just now.

Zarra walked past Malik as if there was nothing. In his heart, it was incredible. Especially considering Kinar's view of him when Malik prevented him from leaving. Until here, Zarra knew enough of the secret of Kinar's change of attitude to himself this past month. Zarra hid her tears. He walked as leisurely as he could to his car. In the car, she shed her tears. He sobbed. This is the worst betrayal of his life.

 

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Zarra parked her car in front of Zarra's house. It seems the show just finished. It was seen that the guests had started to come out of the house of Asyifa. Zarra was about to cancel his arrival, but Asyifa forced him. He could not refuse his friend's request. Moreover, he had promised to come to Umi Fatma.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Zarra said. The whole house of Ashifa turned towards him.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," answered the entire house almost simultaneously. Umi Fatma welcomed Zarra with enthusiasm. He drew Zarra's hand slowly and invited her in.

"Sorry, Umi. Zarra came late" said Zarra half-whispering. Umi Fatma shook her head and whispered, "Already. It's nothin. What matters is that you come". Zarra smile. His eyes were still a little hot from crying. Even the rest of her tears were still left with a hint of her eyes.

Asyifa who had just exited the room, immediately greeted Zarra. He hugged Zarra. Zarra only smiled weakly looking at Asyifa.

"Everything is okay?" asked Asyifa. Zarra. Her tears almost broke again. Asyifa pulled him into Asyifa's room. In the room, Ashifa took off her veil. It turns out that in accordance with the shadow of Zarra, the face of Asyifa is indeed cute. "News here. Outside again there was the Abah family," Asyifa said again as they sat on Ashifa's bed. Zarra also recounted his meeting with Malik and Kinar before arriving at Asyifa's house earlier.

"That, Fa," Zarra closed as she wiped her snot and tears.

"No way that's that familiar, right? Anyway, there's no need to look at me like a bully. Want Malik? Take it!," said Zarra in flames.

"Ma fii qolbi ghairullah" said Ashifa.

"What's?".

"Ma fii qolbi ghairullah. It means there is nothing in my heart but Allah. Say it when you are sad, upset, upset or jealous of others. Give up all the same to Allah and believe that Allah is the best planner" Asyifa explained. Zarra.

"What if I can't marry Malik?" asked Zarra later.

"That means God has other plans. Maybe you should focus on your college. That way, your parents will be proud of you. And as for the soul mate, God has prepared a better successor" replied Asyifa. Zarra again pensively heard Zarra's words. Asyifa held Zarra's hand.

"Try to say, ma fii qolbi ghairullah," asked Asyifa. Zarra also obeyed Asyifa. They said it together, then smiled.

"By the way, what's the show, Fa?," asked Zarra later. Asyifa patted her forehead. He forgot to tell Zarra this is a thanksgiving event because Abah will leave Umrah along with his favorite pound.

"The same thanksgiving of Abah Bang Fahri want to umrah in two days" replied Asyifa. He then put on his veil again. He pulled Zarra's hand and took her out of her room. When they came out, Abah was about to knock on the door of Ashifa's room.

"Shypha. Abah wants to call you. That's Zarra to eat first. There are guests who are even invited to hide," said Abah. Zarra nodded with a smile. Abah replied with a smile.

Asyifa obeyed Abah's orders. Invite Zarra to enjoy the food that has been provided. Secretly, there was a pair of eyes watching them.

 

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Zarra folded his prayer mats and his face. In the middle of the night like this he woke up. Without waiting for the cue he also completed two rakaat prayer tahajud before going back to sleep.

In his prayer earlier, he read the do'a that Ashifa taught earlier. Ma fii qolbi ghairullah's. He asked for strength and sincerity to release Malik and Kinar, if it is true that they have a relationship. Zarra was really hurt by the sight this afternoon. The reason for hijrah, should not be dating, but ultimately establish a relationship as well. His best friend again! Zarra was really upset.

Zarra's heart and mouth did not stop saying ma fii qolbi ghairullah. He prayed in his heart, 'if this is Your will, O God, make me sincerely take it off. I believe in Your plan'. Then Zarra closed her eyes. He hopes to wake up tomorrow with a more calm and peaceful feeling.

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