
Zarra opened her eyes slowly. He realized he was in his room. His head was dizzy and his eyes were hot. His clothes had also changed in his sleeping pajamas. The pain in his lower abdomen has not decreased. He saw Fahri's head lying next to his hand, while his body sat beside the bed. He gently caressed Fahri's head.
Fahri who felt his head being eluted, woke up. He found his wife conscious. His pale face seemed to force a smile. He looks like he's holding back the pain. He took Zarra's hand and held it.
"Don't go again, Ra!," he said softly. Clear circles dripped from the eyes of the dashing man before him. Zarra rubbed it softly and weakly.
"Don't cry, Brother. I don't pantes Brother cries like this. I'm not the one who." Zarra hasn't finished her words yet, Fahri shakes a quick snatch and sticks his index finger to the lips of the woman he loves.
"I should be the one apologizing. I hid this matter from you, the one who should know. It's not just about the past, but I haven't solved it yet. And about Meisya, I've never had anything to do with her" Fahri said. Zarra scrunched his forehead. However, he is waiting for the next story from Fahri. While continuing to hold Zarra's hand, Fahri begins his story.
Fahri's problem began with Fahri's introduction to Meira, while still studying at UIN Kediri. They took the same class. Despite not being in a relationship, they know that their hearts have the same feelings. Fahri invites Meira ta'aruf for the final semester. Meira accepts. They are planning a wedding after completing S1. Unfortunately, Meisya, Meira's brother did not approve, because he did not want to be stepped over. He did various ways for Meira to undo his intention to receive the khitbah Fahri. Until finally, Meisya falsified Meira's pre-marital health test results. The test results were exchanged for hers, which the doctor eventually told Meira that she could not have children. The devastated Meira decides to reject Fahri's khitbah. Meira completely disappears from Fahri's life, and Meisya continues to pursue Fahri. Until one day, Fahri heard the news that Meira died of suicide because he felt unable to bear the burden of his mind.
Meira's departure also left a burden on Meisya's heart. Makes Meisya depressed because of her guilt. Meisya had to go back and forth to a psychiatrist because he was considered to have schizophrenia or hallucinations. He assumes that he is replacing Meira. Fahri attended college in Cairo at his own expense. Meisya's parents were actually a little worried about releasing Meisya to Cairo. But by assuring that he was well, his parents allowed him to go to Cairo. With hope, in Cairo Meisya can forget everything and return to his normal life. His parents had no idea of his true intentions. Fahri just found out Meisya in Cairo from Moza. Moza, Raina, Firhan and Hawari were Fahri's best friends while at UIN and got a scholarship to Cairo together. They agreed not to tell this to Zarra because of Fahri's request. Fahri doesn't want to make Zarra worry.
"But in fact, it was me who was made to worry about you" said Fahri ended the story. Zarra smiled weakly. He felt guilty making Fahri worry. He should be able to support Fahri to finish his S2.
"Don't apologize, honey. I'm glad I could worry about you. Signs you are by my side. Not really if I don't love you. I love you, Ra. You're not my escape. Meira and I are a past I regret. But meeting you and marrying you is God's second chance for me. I chose you to be my wife because I fell in love when I saw you, seeing the strength of your desire to emigrate in the way of God. And I want to be a priest to you, I want to be with you, accompany you to the Hijrah. Remember our promise at the beginning of the wedding? We migrate together in the way of Allah" said Fahri. Zarra nodded weakly. He heard Fahri's words. In her heart she asked God for forgiveness for her and her husband.
It should be, husband and wife are grateful to each other. Forgive each other's mistakes. Fahri and Zarra hugged each other's chest. Forgive and accept each other. And finally they are dissolved in the heat. The two wiped each other's tears. Fahri kissed Zarra's forehead affectionately. In their hearts each one has forgiven what happened today, promised to improve each other and join hands in the way of God.
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The sound of the dawn wake Fahri. He opened his eyes. Her body felt a little sore, probably from the rain. He looked to his side where Zarra was lying. Zarra slept. But he was a little worried about Zarra's condition. He who was rained for a while already felt ache, what about Zarra who walked through the heavy rain out of nowhere. Slowly he kissed his wife to wake her up. Warm. Zarra's body has a fever. Fahri started to worry.
"It's dawn?" Zarra squirmed and tried to open her eyes. Dizziness and pain in his stomach is still felt. He also tried to get up and assisted Fahri. Guided Fahri take ablution and then they pray together. When completing dhikr, the pain in Zarra's stomach grew. Even he was lying down because he could not bear the pain.
"Kaaak..," he cried softly calling Fahri while enduring pain. Fahri. How surprised to see Zarra already lying with pain. Fahri approaches Zarra and sustains Zarra's body.
"Sick, Brother," isak Zarra said. That worried Fahri was trying to help Zarra to get up. But his worries turned to panic when he saw that the face behind Zarra had been stained with blood. Zarra is bleeding. In the midst of his panic, he immediately ordered a taxi online. He carried Zarra's body down from their room to the lower lobby.
Fortunately, the location of their apartment is close to Al Azhar Hospital. Using an online taxi, Fahri takes Zarra to the hospital. Zarra was unconscious on the way to the hospital, which is only 10 minutes from her apartment.
As soon as he arrived, Zarra was taken to the emergency room. Fahri had to wait outside the room. He contacted Abi and Umi and his friends. Before long, Firhan and Hawari come, because their residence is close to the hospital.
"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Still being treated by the doctor inside," replied Fahri who was trembling because of his panic. Firhan and Hawari sat next to Fahri. They're strengthening Fahri. Fahri is afraid and worried that something will happen to Zarra and her future baby. He prayed that both of them would be okay.
A minute later, the doctor came out of the emergency room. Fahri immediately got up to him. He talked to the doctor for a while. After that he returned to Firhan and Hawari by throwing himself in the waiting chair. He covered his face and cried. Firhan and Hawari looked at each other, then asked Fahri what really happened.
"What does the doctor say, Fahri?" asked Hawari anxiously. Fahri opened his face. He wiped his tears and smiled. Hugged his best friend in turn.
"Alhamdulillah, Zarra is okay. Alhamdulillah," he said while hugging Firhan. Firhan and Hawari smiled with relief and said thank you. Before long, the nurse came out to take Zarra who was still lying out of the emergency room to the treatment room. Firhan, Fahri and Hawari follow the nurses.
Meanwhile, Abi and Umi have also reached the hospital. They went straight to the treatment room indicated by the nurse. As soon as he opened the door of the room, Zarra was still unconscious accompanied by Fahri by his side. While in the corner of the room, Firhan and Hawari sat talking.
"Assalamu'alaikum," said Umi.
"Wa'alaikumsalam," the three of them answered almost simultaneously. Umi walked into the room and stood beside Zarra. He stroked Zarra's forehead and cheeks worried. Zarra's body temperature is still warm, feverish.
"Where is the situation, Ri?" asked Abi.
"Alhamdulillah the content is fine. The bleeding was triggered by fatigue, severe stress and fever. In addition, it is indicated that the fetus contained Zarra twins," replied Fahri. Umi who was surprised to close her mouth so happy.
"Why did it get this way?" asked Abi.
"On Meisya, Bi. As Fahri said yesterday. Zarra went back to the rain-soaked apartment, on foot. Fahri was not from where because Fahri was worried to see Zarra had shivered from the cold last night. Direct Fahri take a break," replied Fahri. Abi sighed.
"Have you told me?" asked Abi. Fahri. "good. Abi has contacted Meisya's parents as well. Probably tonight they got here. Intentionally they did not tell Meisya so that the child did not run away," continued Abi again. Fahri.
"Syukron, Bi," said Fahri thanking him. He was very grateful when his uncle helped solve his problem. He is also grateful that there are friends who always accompany him when difficult and happy. And what he was most grateful for was that God gave him a patient wife like Zarra and a strong baby in Zarra's belly. He unceasingly uttered his hamdalah in his heart, thanking God for his "gift.
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