ABHIMANYU WORLD
Chapter XLV: Early Phone Day
A week ahead of UAS, I completely shut down all referenced access
the problem of romance. No more hearing the sweetness of the word love. I close my ears tightly so as not to hear interesting news about love.
At the door of the room, I stick a paper with a large marker inscribed DON’T DISTURB. This keeps Andre from casually entering to chant his love verses. That's business later. The priority is UAS. Not the other one.
Memories with Lusi have also been spent far away so as not to interfere with the concentration of learning. Not only Lusi, I didn't see Dahlia on purpose. In short, I just want to be alone. Love songs that I used to play via the radio have also been silenced. The old radio was officially sealed in the cardboard, so as not to be tempted to play it back. I just want to enjoy the thick literature, busy with my own world.
Setali three money with rented, on campus I deliberately avoid interaction with people who are not competent. Dervish looked astonished at my change, but I immediately turned away avoiding the barrage of blindly questioning. I deliberately did not appear in the cafeteria, as was the custom all along.
My favorite place is the central library that looks more like the wailing wall in Jerusalem. Here, I secluded myself in the dark alley between the towering bookshelves. It's rare for a student to come down that aisle unless a frustrated student like me.
The roar of mobile phones repeatedly also deliberately ignored. Silent mode I activate all day. By late afternoon, I checked my cell phone, found a hundred more missed calls, and fifty percent of those calls were from Dahlia. While the message notification is also not
countless, until the fingers become cramp to scroll the notification one by one. Let me for now be Pjithecantrophus erectus. Become a caveman isolated from outside life.
I just want to learn.
After college, I immediately meditated in the room without any desire to get out of the room. Just go out for dinner or to the bathroom.
The other is not.
To be honest, the longing for civilization began to grow budding. For the sake of kindness, I ignored the longing that gnawed at the heart.
Lusi's shadow briefly appeared in the thick literature book I studied. Slowly, I stirred up resentment, not sympathy as before. I took out a wedding invitation letter from her, I kept it in a thick book. The shadow of Lusi's lively wedding party, with the strains of the village's electone, and the dangdut singer in his dress style curled his hips, making this sympathy greatly reduced.
Susi disappears, Dahlia appears. All this time there was hardly any mistake he had made to me. His charity record is pure white immaculate. There is a pinch of guilt in the heart for ignoring, or exploiting, all this time
dahlia's Virtues. My promise, I'll see him later after UAS business
done that. Currently must fight against the enemy in plain sight, as well as a royal ego.
The barrel?
He approached through the shadows, with a smile of Monalisa as I was about to move into the contest. Her natural beautiful face had dragged me to spend longer chatting in delusion. I was almost caught in a game of illusion. To stop him I had to imagine Jono's face.
Jono's face successfully made my stomach nauseous!
The day before UAS, I was again struggling with a pile of thick books. The hour hand is squeezed to the number twelve. In a moment
midnight. However, there are still many books to read. Outside, the silence began
slithering. It seems like everyone is asleep, or busy studying like me?
I guess, I'm the only student who takes UAS seriously. A lot
coffee shops around the contract are still crowded with students. They chat in no direction, spread gossip and just spend time in vain.
At two in less than ten minutes, nature was completely asleep. This pair of eyes was already heavy, wanting to clench immediately. Pile
the literature was raised, slightly sloping like the Tower of Pisa in Italy. The last drop of the cappuccino latte had been gulped, leaving an empty glass on the table, inviting an army of ants to gnaw it. The atmosphere was quiet, quiet and somewhat cold. I hope my dreams take me on an adventure soon.
Curiosity led me to explore the cell phone I just got from Andre. Tried all the features I just saw.
The camera has a higher resolution, so my shadow looks more handsome caught on camera. Unfortunately, there is a pimple that appears on the jidat.
Ah, nevermind!
I opened messages that could not be read from noon. There were several messages from Dahlia asking for news and one message was quite tickling.
Kangen. So, that short message.
Smile bitter kukulum. I wanted to call Dahlia but it started to crawl in the early hours of the morning. Dahlia must have been wading
own dream. A hypnotic prank to dial Dahlia's number.
Tuuuu!
“You haven't slept?” whispered Dahlia across.
I didn't expect the call to be picked up by accident. My eyes are starting to get heavy. Should I answer or close again?
“Not ...,” I replied half a whisper.
“Sleep aja yuk!” bring Dahlia.
Wait, Dahlia!
Dahlia's call is a little ambiguous. He asked me to sleep together or ...?
“Already night, Dahlia. I can't get to where you are right now,” my candlestick.
“Basic pervert! You slept in your own room!”
I laughed giggling. Women are creatures
the strangest. Obviously, he invited her to sleep, now denied himself the invitation.
Where is my fault?
“Where have you been all this time, Bi?” ask Dahlia.
“Sorry yes, Dahlia. I'm so sleepy ...,”
reject me.
“You avoided me huh?”
“Ngak. I'm just focusing on UAS. After that you can treat me as much as you like,” I said.
“Ya, Bi. Good luck yes. Looks like I
I can't graduate this year. My final task is stuck ...”
“Good night, Dahlia!” shut me.
I'd better end the phone early today. I'm worried that if I continue to serve, this unromantic talk will continue
until Dawn. I have to maintain stamina to always be good. Yes, in this UAS period I cannot be sick in the least. It is a disease that is not elite.
This time I completely turned off the phone, then I connected it to the charger. It's normal like that, so it's morning time
the day I'll find the phone fully charged. Some friends
saying that it is not good, because if the battery is too hot it can cause an explosion. After all, I don't really care. Such rules are a daily violation.
Alarm screaming at exactly 04:30. Cold air infiltrated the blankets, fed by the hum of mosquitoes that postured my blood. The head is slightly dizzy, due to lack of sleep. But to sleep again, it feels impossible. Can I follow the UAS today smoothly?
Azan Fajr reverberated shortly afterwards. Nature opens its eyes. I gathered the spirit that began to scatter. In the face of UAS this time, I can not appear as a loser. Desire as a winner began to flare up again, mumpung temptation women a bit away.
In fact, I can do better than Andre. Lust for love I have bound you
hermetically. All the dirt that settles in the brain has been destroyed. There are only technical mechanical formulas, laws of physics, basic mathematical theories and numbers that make almost crazy.
Can't give up!
In the next week, I will be forged in the crater of Candradimuka. All the turmoil and turmoil of the cauldron far away, as the sun that glowed in the eastern horizon.
I just stuffed my stomach with a loaf of bread that I smeared peanut butter plus a sprinkling of muisjes. Closed with a hot cup of coffee. Pretty fancy for a student like me. It's okay, it's the best preparation for UAS. So everything has to be special.
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