A HEART THAT IS STILL TRAPPED IN THE PAST
About Anna
Anna's look at me was a little disturbing, I felt like there was something she wanted to say but did not dare. I remember the last time Anna asked me to chat, she wanted to say something but didn't have time for the commotion outside our classroom.
Lately Anna also sometimes approached my desk and asked me about some questions or borrowed my notes. But he did that when it was just me and Indira, he didn't dare come to me if Kris and Daren were there.
Maybe because of embarrassment in boys, or indeed because he does not like to chat with boys. So she looks more at distance, and the other girls in Anna's class seem reluctant.
I've never seen him chat with another classmate other than Me and Indira. He said we both looked friendlier and friendlier compared to the others.
Sports teacher then sounded the whistle again, “Alright lesson is quite the same here.you are free to want to do anything, also next week we will take the value of swimming.”
Our school's sports teacher does not seem to follow the curriculum of the lesson, but rather makes the material according to his wishes only. More practice but at the exam later everything will be in the form of material.
“Now back to your class,” Teacher went to leave us in the field.
For Friday we always go home fast because there are only two subjects. Friday classes end at 11:30 so there is still a gap of approximately three hours for our Friday excrement activities.
Indira and I did not go home, after all our house is far away so definitely need additional fees again, we spent. A lot of time in class, sometimes also to the library or spend our pocket money in front of the school.
There was nothing we could do to fill the free time, also the phone at that time was still a black nokia without a camera, which contained only snake games or bounce ball.
“You didn't go home?” Feline weighs in on us, it seems she's already coming back.
“No, we have activity exkul.” Indira answered.
“Isn't that three o'clock? What if you come with us?”Amber invited us to come with them.
“Where? Is far?” I asked considering this was the first time we were going to go together.
“Not far, it's just to my house. You can go with Feline later, he also has Basket.” exkul
Feline follows the basketball experience despite not being in the first team, Amber too though with a little coercion from her best friend Feline. Both of them know each other because they are from the same elementary school.
“How?” Feline smiled at us with a sense of high spirits.
“/I don't think it's necessary, it's just for a moment. Time won't be felt, will it be Ella?” I glanced at Indira who was already flickering at me.
I just nodded, “True, next time only. We still have business with library.”
Amber glanced at the two of us before she nodded, “Alright, but next time you guys should really come with us.”
“Yes, of course. Next time we definitely come, ” After Indira said so Feline and Amber say goodbye to us to go home first.
The class then became quiet, with only a few people left. We both decided to head to the library to return the books and read some books there to fill our free time.
Not to forget that we carry a note of our loan, the school always shares notes every semester with the aim that we can fill in the empty notes to see our liveliness.
How often we borrow books.
Our activeness in the library will be a plus for our Indonesian subjects. The picket teacher still hasn't come home, we return the book we borrowed.
“Are you guys going to borrow another book?”
“No teacher, midterm exam is soon so we will focus more on studying first.”
“Ah, okay. Please put your book according to its initial position.”
“Good teacher.”
Seeing that the clock on the wall was only showing at 12:15 pm, we decided to head to the cafeteria to eat a bowl of instant noodles, there was still plenty of time before the exculpation began.
We rarely went into the cafeteria right next to the library, right behind the laboratory. Usually this canteen is a place to hang out boys. After lunch, we decided to go back to class.
Only 30 minutes.
The classroom door then opened again, I saw Anna in her casual clothes, t-shirts and sweatpants. He then approached us and sat down in Daren's chair.
“You didn't come home, Anna?” I tried asking him.
“I just got from home. Have you been here since?”
“Yes, we are waiting for our exculpation hours, how about you there is excrement as well?”
“Yes, the music exchange moved Friday of the week because the teacher was busy Wednesday yesterday.”
“So well, great. You must be very good at vocal processing, if that I will definitely break the school glass.”
“Not really, my voice is not as good as the artist toraja.”
“You were too condescending, speaking of my question the other day... ” Anna looks doubtful.
I looked at her and waited for what she wanted to ask me, if I think about it again Anna's question began to disturb my mind. I think there's something important, but Anna can't say no because of what.
Also before that day, we rarely even ever chatted, Anna was very quiet. So it's strange that I suddenly feel in this kind of situation. I sighed then looked seriously at Anna;
“Anna, tell me I think your question is very important,” I smiled at him and still waiting.
“That, Are you... ”
Brakk!!!
“I guessed it, you're here. I've been looking for you guys since,” Kris quite surprised me and even made Indira wake up from her nap.
I don't care about their presence, my focus remains Anna, “Anna, what do you want to ask?”
“Sorry, I seem to have forgotten in surprise, I will ask if I have remembered. I left first, we have to gather.”
I frowned looking at Anna's back coming out of the classroom, I saw she seemed to lower her head as it passed Daren, I sighed again next time I would definitely force her to talk.
Just wait and see later.
The clock on the wall of the new class pointed at 14:15 p.m., there was still a lot of time lag before the exculpation began. So we just stayed in class and waited.
“How are you doing, Rafael?” Daren was in the same position as usual, she sat in front of me and invited me to chat again.
“Oh, I'm fine I rubbed earlier.”
“Thank God, by the way what is your business with Anna?”
“Hmm, nothing. He wanted to ask me but he always couldn't. ”
Daren nodded, “So apparently, I think he's a little weird.”
“Well, I agree Anna is a little strange, she just invited Ella to chat, did not invite me” Indira expressed her assessment of Anna, it turns out Anna has been awake for a long time, and heard Anna.
“I don't think he wants to be friends with you,” Kris overrides Indira's words.
Indira stared ferociously at Kris; “Hei, don't be like that!”
Seeing them I just laughed softly, the two had a good relationship. I also saw Daren smiling at me, I think the mood today was good because all day I didn't see it as sulking.
