A HEART THAT IS STILL TRAPPED IN THE PAST

A classmate's whistling

Actually I can not understand the direction of their conversation, not more precisely the sentence just said by Indira. Looking for a reason to bother me? I don't think that makes any sense, why try?

For about three months now, I didn't feel that Daren was bothering me at all. He's a good young man, and I'm happy to talk to him. He's a cool guy, he even likes to make me laugh.

Yeah, I think we've become best friends. It's fun, and of course I can say besides Mikael my childhood friend, and Ares my elementary school classmate, Daren is my third male friend.

Kris occupies the 4th position of course, the point is that I and Indira are happy to be able to chat with them, or maybe I am the only one who thinks like that? Every now and then, Indira would definitely nag them both.

I don't think Indira liked them very much since the first time she moved the seat in front of our table, but before that, Indira said that she did not like sitting in the front seat, what else is directly faced with the teacher.

"I never bothered Rafael, did I?" Daren asked as her gaze directed at me.

Uhuk! I felt a little uncomfortable when he called me Rafael. That name is pretty my parents gave it a name according to the name of one of the archangels. But sometimes I feel, the name is much more in line with boys.

Or maybe because I'm not used to it, usually someone else calls me Ella. Now that someone changed his call to me, I still have to adjust myself again.

I shook my head, "Absolutely not."

"You listening? Rafael just doesn't mind, no.." Proud Daren, Indira just shook her head no matter what.

"Don't trust her too much, Ella. He's full of ruse. " I feel like Ella's really upset with Daren and Kris.

"Hey, you shouldn't be talking like that about your classmate" Kris patched Indira's words.

"I spoke as I saw it, Your friend is a little unbelievable. "his eyes glared at Kris.

"You!!!" The tone of voice used by Kris is rather high so that the teacher began to pay attention to both.

"Auto, Indira... Go ahead and work on number one and two, you guys done it?" The teacher's voice then made the two of them silent a thousand words.

After two seconds, I heard Daren chuckle, chuckling. His face looked brighter when he was cheerful, I also chuckled to hold my laughter because I also felt the gaze of the teacher was already pointing at the two of us.

Then the teacher said again "Rafaella and Daren, you two go ahead and work on the numbers three and four."

Me and Daren then petrified: "..."

We both finally came forward to work on the board, I felt Kris and some classmates muttered and held their laughter. Indira and Kris were almost done while we were both just about to start working on the questions on the board.

"Hey, multiply the numerator and denominator first, then add and simplify the result, "daren's voice was soft and slow, she whispered to me.

"Huh? Isn't what I did right? Hey, you also miscalculated, 9×3 was supposed to be 27, why are you 25?" I whispered back to him.

Daren was one head taller than me so she had to lower her head slightly as I spoke to her. He said after that, "Oh, right I'm a little unfocused."

After finishing working on the matter on the board, I was a little jolted when I realized that since then we had both been clinging to each other, with the views of classmates and teachers who had been staring at us both.

"It's good for the four of you, next time if you want to date not in class."

The blush!!

"Your face is red almost like a tomato, sweet" Daren said in a low voice but I'm sure it can still be heard by them.

The classmates then cheered: "Cieeeeeee!!!"

God, what just happened to my classroom? I then looked at Daren as if communicating with him, and he simply responded to me with a smile

"Now you can go back to your seats." The orders of our teachers.

We then nodded, then returned to our respective places. My head suddenly became a neighborhood, thinking about what situation had just happened?

I then glanced at Indira, "What does that mean by courtship?"

Darren; "... "

Crises: "... "

Indira; "When you grow up a little bit more, you will definitely understand, no need to rush."

Why can't I know now? At the end of the month, I will be 13 years old. So what's the difference, know now or know later?

When is that later too?

Even if based on the facts, I was still a lot older two months than Indira, a year easier than Kris and a month younger than Daren, our age is not far away so why do I feel like they think of me as a child?

"Then don't answer if you don't want to answer. After all my brain was never in the process of thinking about the meaning of the word, "I said.

Then I got a question from Daren, "Why?"

I petrified for a moment to think, then replied: "Uhm, maybe because my own parents never used that word, so I just heard it."

I saw Daren nod, then said: "That's good, then I'll be first."

Huh huh? I glanced at Indira and Kris with the intention of asking again, what does that mean this time? But I see they've been busy themselves with pens and written books.

The crane!!!!

The buzzer stopped our activities, after the teacher came out classmates had flocked to the cafeteria, some of us chose to stay and have lunch with supplies that had been prepared from home.

"Hey, let's go. We have to return the book we borrowed three days ago, "Indira reminds me of the library's book return schedule.

"Gosh, I almost forgot. Good thing you remember that."

"Oh, let's hurry. See time moving forward."

Indira pulled me after I picked up the book I borrowed the other day, We headed to the library to return the book, just returned it and then returned to class because the bell would be ringing soon.

When we arrived at the library door, we met Daren and Kris. How are they already here? They were obviously still in class.