25 Years of Father

Worries

One night on the island was not enough for us to enjoy the beauty of nature with loved ones. The first time I went on vacation with my family and my husband, I felt something very happy without being able to say it again.

“Dad, how will you be going home tomorrow?” ask my brother-in-law from brother number two.

It looks like this unspoiled island makes him want to enjoy even longer the beauty. Unfortunately, my father said that he had a job to handle. Although I have retired from big projects but I still have a side job that only needs to be supervised for a while.

We can't all protest with dad's words. Where in the morning after preparing we were picked up by speed.

“Resid our brother back home mommy well, Anggia?” Angga asked me. And I can only smile.

It would be unfair to spend time at my parents' house. Where it should be after marriage we live in the house of in-laws if we do not live in our own home.

“How long?” my many.

Although I don't mind at all, but it still feels awkward. At my husband's house, I don't just meet my two in-laws every day. But with grandparents and in-laws and there are other families too. Well they are a big family. Unlike me, only my father and mother are at home.

It felt so scared that I had a deficiency that would cause a dispute between me and my husband's family.

“Why? You don't like living in my mom's house?” Immediately I shook my head quickly. Do not let this happy day become damaged by misunderstanding alone.

“I'm ashamed, Angga. If it's too long. There are a lot of people. I'm confused about what? Cook fear not their taste. As long as you accompany me in the kitchen no papa anyway.” Angga smiled at my words.

On her head gently. I know he's so loving. All I can see is the way he treats his siblings and his family.

While I was a stiff woman. It is very difficult to show my love. Mom and Dad were too ignorant people and it all slowly unconsciously shaped me into a person who is irrit talkative and accustomed to solitude.

“Let me accompany it when cooking in the kitchen. Okay well? Problem solved right?” I just nodded.

It felt like I wanted to scream in my heart. “Mah, help me. Accompany me like mamah accompany me to school.” The memory where I was as a child is always behind the body mamah.

Even I realized until this age I did not have enough confidence. Many times my body trembles when it passes by many people. In my childhood, my mother often asked me to shop at the store, and the result was that I would go home empty-handed when in the store a lot of people.

When we got home, Mom and Dad cleaned up with us.

At dinner the house was very crowded. I'm happy to bring my brother home thanks to my wedding day.

“Besok Angga between father and brother to town x well? Later after that father and driver there who drove your brother to the crossing.”

“Iya, Father.” Angga answered obediently.

It was a pity when I saw my husband driving long distances. Before going to the island we had just arrived at my father's house with my husband who was carrying a car for five hours. The next morning we went to the island. Today it arrives home and tomorrow Angga will take the car back to city X.

I was worried that he was exhausted and neglected to drive. But, once again. No one can argue with Dad.

Even my brother apologized to my husband. He felt bad because it was troublesome. We don't have a problem at all. I'm just worried about my husband. Although I know Angga is used to long trips like this.

After dinner I asked my husband to go to bed immediately to be fit tomorrow. He was obedient, while I played with my cute niece.

It's sad to have to part tomorrow morning. Father's and mother's house will definitely feel lonely.

“After I drove home our brother directly to my mom's house well?” I'm nodding. I know she must miss her cute little sisters.

Angga and I were both first children. The difference is that I only have one sister and have grown up. Angga has three younger brothers. Two are very small and that's what always makes him want to go home.

Given the many younger siblings, there was a feeling tucked into my mind. Where I imagine someday mom and dad will be lonely because this house will be quiet. Even Ica was getting busy with her school.

And I'm with Angga to live further away from this city. Sad but I don't want to stay close to my parents. I want to be independent and away from the odds of the difference with my parents about my marriage.

As much happens, when living nearby there will be a lot to interfere about our marriage. I just avoided that.

Where the harsh nature of my father made me afraid if I got into a dispute with my husband.