
After driving for so long splitting the city crowd, Rya finally felt tired.. Rya pulled over the car and headed to the beach, Rya got off the car and walked closer to the sea water.
The sound of roaring waves pounding the coral, diverting the sound of crying Rya who also has not stopped even though his eyes have been very swollen and the nose is already very red.
Rya continued walking and stared ahead, her blank gaze her tears kept flowing. Rya had even cried without a sound. Can't define his heartache anymore.
Rya continued walking and opened the flat shoes, letting the foot step on the sand of the beach. The coldness of the sea water began to be felt when the water hit his feet, The coldness from the wind also burst into his body.
Rya paused for a moment, she was silent for a moment and closed her eyes. His hands seemed to be clenching due to the great anger like a black cloud that was enveloping.
Rya took a breath trying to calm down, but no. Rya could no longer question it. With all the anger and all the energy Rya screamed as loud as possible to release all the burdens that felt heavy.
"Duniaaaaaaa.. Why should gini rich? why happy never side with me. why they hide things this big, why they continue to torture my heart. Who am I really? who?"
Rya knelt down because her body felt weak, she returned to crying while looking down as she pleased.
"Is this destiny? why must this suffer my life.sad, despicable..sakiiettt.."
Rya continued to cry while occasionally shouting out her heart. "If I could choose, mending I was not born into this world!!! it's been quite my whole life it hurts all!!! how to kapaaaaaaaaaannn?"
Hixss...
*
After a while Rya's cries began to subside, her eyes had already grown swollen, her voice hoarse and her appearance looked already very messy.
Rya lit a cigarette, sucked it while hearing the sound of the roaring waves. Staring at the waves running around while chasing, feeling the wind carried by the sea water.
Until finally Rya felt a little calm, then he remembered where he had to go to bring himself to kill tonight..
Drr..Drr..Drrdd. hape Rya trembled, but he refused to see her.
Ddm..Drrld..Drrld..
"Ck.. Who the hell is it?"
Rya took out a phone and saw hundreds of message notifications and dozens of missed calls. Staring lazily then entering the phone again.
"Where should you go now? there's no way I should go back home!! Najuishh.. won't want me!!" Rya grumbled while sipping another cigarette.
But suddenly the hape vibrated again, a call notification came in from Boy. With a puff of breath Rya took the hape and swiped the green button to receive the call.
"What's wrong?" Rya answered flatly.
"Where's lundim? why didn't you just order or pick up my phone? you're doing all right? are you sick? I'm going to your house, huh?"
Hih. nyerocos is like a firecracker!!
"Gue wants to be alone again.." From as many questions Boy only that came out of Rya's mouth.
"Back off, what's a real race? you're out there again, huh? I guess it's not home. Lu where is Rya.. Hallo-o.. A hello?"
Rya hangs up the phone even before Boy finishes talking, he is lazy to talk to anyone, he just wants to be alone. Rya then lit her cigarette again permeating the pain while looking at the viewer of the night with a blank look.
*
Somewhere else..
Boy was confused after waiting for hundreds of messages he had sent, but there was no reply from Rya.
Without despair Boy continued to contact Rya, until finally Boy actually managed to contact Rya.
Rya lu why? where's lu?! Ckk!!
Not that happy after contacting Rya, Boy instead looks riled and ruffled his hair. Even Hape who had been in his eyes had already floated up and landed at the end of the wall.
I have to find Rya, wherever she is I have to meet her.
Boy who knew Rya was not okay immediately looks panicked, his body does not want to be invited to silence. Boy rushes to pick up the cracked phone because it just slammed it, then runs towards the car, he will look for Rya..
Where should I go first? his house time? she is definitely not at her house!! Boy grumbled when he was behind the wheel.
What matters is that I look for ajadeh!
Boy immediately catapulted the car while occasionally thinking where he was going, he tried to remember where Rya always went if it was not good.
Boy pulls out his car at Rya's favorite cafe, but Rya is not there. Then to a city lake, nothing remains. Desperate boy tanps continue to walk down the place where Rya often visits.
Where's rya lo?