
Boy sits quietly alone on the hood of a parked car not far from the hospital, leaving Rya already asleep in his room. Boy acted tough and strengthened his wife, in contrast to now when he was alone. The man was sipping a cigarette as he let out his tears, hoping that the wound in his heart would be blown away with a puff of cigarette smoke blowing from his mouth.
Losing a baby candidate is one of the most painful things, even the wound lost when left gone by papa Wira has not healed. It's true, the wound of death will never have a cure.
"This kind of experiment, yes.. Why my life is always plagued by problems that come in many years.. Why didn't our lives find our happiest point?"
Fyuuha.. Boy again puffed the smoke along with his breath of frustration, caught off guard with the problems that always came. Boy, when will life calm down?
Is it possible that Rya miscarried because of the same stress attitude mom? Or because she doesn't want to get pregnant anymore? No way! Rya can't be like that.. She said she didn't know she was pregnant. Besides, I also did not squirm signs that Rya was pregnant yesterday.
Boy so lulled with his own daydream, it has been a few months since Rya released contraceptives for the second child program as Boy wanted. But when Boy managed to make the woman pregnant, God instead returned to take the fetus that had just been entrusted in Rya.
Boy really craved the younger brothers for Barrel, wanted to live with many people around him. Because from the beginning they were married they felt alive only two, three with Barrel alone. Boy feels himself and Rya are both single children, equally a kara without brothers or family. For that Boy wants to have many children from Rya.
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Rya woke up from her sleep..
But when the eyes were open, his gaze did not find Boy who had been with him since.
Where's she?
Rya then shuffled carefully. His stomach still ached, as painful as his heart that was so broken. He looked at that stomach with a look full of regret. "Sorry mother, son.. Mother does not even know your presence in the mother.. Mother can not take care of you even before you arrive in the world, sorry mother ya.." The hole fell again. When Rya again remembered his stupidity that did not know the presence of the second baby candidate.
Rya recalled how her husband's expression was clearly a disappointed look even though the man hugged and smiled at her.
Kreek!! the door of the room opens.
Boy had returned from the show breathing fresh air, and upon entering the room Boy saw Rya again crying.
Owwwhhh.. His heart felt more and more slashed.
"Why? how do you wake up again?" Boy approached Rya while sitting on the gurney, grabbing Rya's hand for his hand. "Don't cry, I can't stand it." said Boy, removing the tears that kept flowing.
"Maa aaf.." That's the only word Rya always said.
"There's no need to apologize, Yang. You're not wrong.." Boy now rubbed Rya's face and gave a smile.
"You're not angry, are you?" asked Rya again while probing Boy's expression.
Boy concluded a smile. "I'm sure we'll be given another chance.. Patience is yes.." Boy then encapsulates Rya's body into his arms. Calms Rya and calms her heart as well.
Long enough to hug each other, Boy then took off the hug and looked deeply at his wife. "Bobo again yaaa. must rest a lot so that the spit is healed." said Boy with a smile again.
"What barrel, hon?" rya asked in a voice that was almost finished.
"Barel at home with mom, same with Nani as well." replied Boy as he went down and circled the gurney, then went up again and lay there. "Here.." pinta Boy so that Rya dropped into his arms, and Rya immediately lie down with Boy's arm as his bed. "Cepet healed yaaa.." Ouuppp!!! Boy gives a sincere kiss while giving a gentle swipe so that the woman goes back to sleep.
As time rolled, those tired eyes finally rested. Forgetting the moment of sadness that attacked them. Falling asleep in a hospital gurney that feels comfortable because of hugging each other.