
"Mama.. Don't sleep on ya, we miss" Password kissed Kea's hand again, this time a bit long with a lot of tears in his fear.
Meanwhile, behind the door of their room, two pairs of adult husbands and wives held back crying. Feeling their chest tight because after three weeks finally Sandi wants to talk a lot.
And that's just Kea.
***
Sandi continued her studies, she has entered the final semester and will be busy taking care of her thesis lately with the target of March next year she has graduated and graduated.
Initially, Sandi refused to continue college, anyway what is the use of college when the person who became the reason struggled as if not care about their lives.
But, when his father and father-in-law advised him with an open mind, Sandi finally thought too. At least if he can't be the best husband for Kea all this time, he should be able to be the best pahlwan and father for his son right?
However, with many end-of-life activities and responsibilities as a father, Sandi finally had to give up her prestige to not work and hang the life and medical expenses of Kea on her parents and in-laws.
Sandi did not want to not try, but it was all because of the coercion of her parents and in-laws, but it was all because of the coercion of her parents and in-laws, that's because Sandi had a nosebleed and ended up fainting at her learning desk while completing an office deadline that piled up due to fatigue and lack of rest. The parents said, at this time the most important thing is Aiko, do not let just because a speck of prestige they will regret their decision about Aiko and Kea for the future.
And Sandi agreed, though,
Believe me, for the size of a man with high prestige like Sandi, for example, taking off a job and hanging on to someone else's life is a result of the pressure of low ego and prestige that he managed to step on as hard as he could.
But, again, that's not the main point.
Because now, Sandi is no longer a childish and vengeful 18-year-old man. But, Sandi is Sandi, a 23-year-old man with a husband title and father figure as well as a mother for Aiko.
Men who have struggled with pressure to stay can stand upright during the final presentation of the lecture.
A man who has struggled to get up all night just to make sure his son and wife do not leave suddenly, although eventually he will fall asleep in a position that must be painful for his bones.
Sandi is also no longer an ambitious High School boy, he is just a boy who bears a parent figure for his fat baby, who will step and move deftly if the baby asks for milk.
Sandi never really cared about her body condition.
I don't care about his tiredness either.
He also did not take the taste by his hand that almost blistered because it had been doused in hot water from the thermos of Aiko's milk supply.
Sandi also begins to lose her disgust when she can finally clean Aiko from her poop.
Sandi can, she can. He never complained. But, on the eve of the new year with a lot of fireworks in the night sky, Sandi finally couldn't. The man whose wife had been left in a coma for an entire month finally cried with a lot of hope and resolution that he sent solemnly.
"Yeah, this year, I only hope for one thing, hope God wants my love to be a miracle. I want you to wake up, open your eyes, hug me and Aiko, live with us. We miss Kea.. Very much miss." Sandi kissed Kea's hands are getting thinner, even though Kea got very good care at this famous hospital in Tokyo.
But, as if all the costs, all the facilities and all the performance of hospital care is nothing for the body of Kea that is getting smaller with weight loss.
Sandi cried, he was also not stupid when several times the heart rate detector Kea finally buzzed loudly before finally returning to move with a weak graph.
Sandi's not stupid, she knows what that means. He knew that Kea might not be able to handle the pain.
Sometimes, Sandi knew she was so selfish, forbidding doctors from stopping Kea's treatment because she wanted Kea to heal, but, when remembering how Kea's moans complained of pain before Aiko's birth, Sandi was stunned.
But he didn't want Kea to leave either.
"Key.. Awake yuk, Soon the year will change tablets. and there are still many things that we have not done together"
"You remember? we made a wish list before you knew that you were pregnant with Aiko before"
"You want to travel around Japan, to Hokkaido, to Kyoto, to Hiroshima, there are many more, and I just want to take it in response, say it must be expensive, and you sulked me all day because of that"
"You also want to shop as you like in Shibuya, no matter the same savings we had at that time depleted due to the large cost of my college assignments. "
"You also want us to try to climb gung fuji and see the sunrise directly from there, You say I have to carry you so you don't make it" Sandi laughed.
Tonight, Aiko is taken care of by her two grandmothers who eventually settle in Japan with them. While the grandfathers returned to Indonesia because of the many jobs that pursue them after three weeks of accompanying his small family.
And, lie if Sandi's not happy about it.
In this situation, the presence of a mother figure is a miracle that he so longed for. Hence, once the parents made that decision, Sandi did not stop to be ungrateful.
"And actually, you want no, that time because you were sulking with me, I did not love my dream list to you."
"First, my list was going back to Amsterdam with you, I miss my childhood city. Keep on my list too, I want us to take a walk around the city of Amsterdam, see the windmill, see the beautiful flower garden there, see my childhood before meeting you .But.. This time I pulled the list. Now my wish list just wants you to wake up and live with me..."
Long silence struck.only the sound of trumpets and fireworks were heard loud in the night sky.
"Happy new year mama and-mama, ga mewosamasu, we beg you" whispered Sandi full of hope.
(Mama, get up soon)
And Sandi held her breath as her whisper was answered with the sound of a loud heartbeat,
Before the end, the diagrams were normal, very normal.
Until it makes Sandi unable to do anything.
Especially when finally, the long closed narrowed eyes finally blinked.
Sandi was besieged with a lot of hope in every inch of her body.
Hope was so strong that he expected.
***
Happy team or sad Ending team.
Honestly from the beginning I wrote the title in this story, I uda nemuin Ending finally .
But, before the final 2 chapters, I want to know which team you are and let's guess how their story ends.