Wrongfully

Chapter 5

I'm now teaching whatever I can even if it's hard.

I learned to sew, because when I wanted to sew clothes with my parents the job was fun.

tabgannya very good at measuring, designing how the dress model is finished.

and the pay doesn't play.

then I try to learn, his job is only to interact with people who need us.

I can work at home.

but I'm not that smart.

it is expensive because it makes it very difficult.

everything's not going well.

people underestimate and it's easy to see the mistakes I make.

I tried to try, finally I could make a mistake, but the problem added again.

I'm like a fool...

not the success I got, but my proves did not produce, even at a very low price

I'm fed up.

I'm trying to draw, you're the same.

as good as anything if not college is useless, it is the same as opening your own gallery that has not made money or is valued very low.

why can't I be like a desaigner or a srniman who makes so much money ?

what was my fault all this time ?

is my neighborhood not supportive ?

many people thought I was not fighting.

how can I fight if there is no result of my hard work ?

now whatever...

how to get rid of the stress I get from people who only humbled me just to sleep.

I even wish I was dead rather than working but not making money.

I dream more beautiful than the real world.

my family is all very angry with my behavior.

stupid what he said.

do I get money if I obey them, obviously not.

they did not see my sincere kindness to them all this time, my difficulty in getting money.

I had a very beautiful dream again...

I can go in and out of the house what I want, even I petnah melihaybya in dunianyata.

although there are different.

fuckin...

there all women 20 years and above are sent like a female version of conscription.

I didn't think I was coming.

and worse, everyone I know is coming along.

i'm stuck....

I can't get up....

there I could not control my own dreams.

my body is so tired.

I even got into a very low group because I failed to carry out a mission, even because of people who are in the real world.

the same behavior, I was very angry.

I can finally get up from my doorstep.

dinsana is terrible.

after that I was afraid to sleep again even at night.

I'm doing what I can do.

but I can't let go when my eyes are heavy anymore.

I'm lucky the horrible dreams don't happen again.

I dreamt of going for a walk away from my house with my family.

and this time not with those annoying people I know.

even when I wonder what the house in my dream is like, I can enter.

everything is so unique and fun.

I went into my grandmother's house in the village and when I opened the closet, there turned out to have another room .

there is also a house that I often see when passing the road in front of his house.

3-story building like in the real world, I even melitatnya in a dream as much as 10 floors.

inside it was so luxurious, I had never entered this house in the real world.