Wrongfully

Chapters. 63

You idiot!

Why Sandi forgot the fact of Kea's birth disease.

It seems everyone knows, how to take care of pregnant women who have a history of heart.

One of the diseases that made Kea coma long enough after the birth of Angela at that time.

The password droops.

Why he never thought about it.

***

Again, again and again, Sandi had to wait for Kea to wake up from her stupor. It felt like just last night Kea had fainted from a lack of blood while attempting suicide because of his fear. Now the woman is back weak. But the difference this time was not because Kea wanted to end his life. But, because of a congenital disease that was neglected by both.

Sandi recalled and Sandi also knew, Kea is a person with congenital heart disease due to the premature birth of the woman first.

The disease is also actually what makes them have time to delay having children, actually not delay, actually, but it is more correctly called Sandi's reluctance because after the case of Angela who died of Dehydration and Kea who was in a coma for more than two days because of the heart attack. Sandi so know what the dangers of pregnancy for people with deadly diseases such as those suffered by Kea.

Perhaps, it was also because Kea wanted to commit suicide at that time, because Sandi who had forbidden kea pregnant before moving to Japan.

"Huh" Sandi broke her brown hair back. His mind was completely full as the speech of the doctor who was treating Kea flashed on his head.

Kea has severe heart weakness or so-called single ventricular heart disease, where the heart has only one chamber that pumps blood out of the heart, not two as it should.

Since long ago, Kea did undergo treatment for his disease, but since married to Sandi, Kea only got supervision and control at a glance by his doctor first, but since he was married, Kea has only received a brief supervision and control, this is because so far both Sandi and her family prioritize mental and psychological health Kea than others. Without thinking that Kea also has serious physical weaknesses.

"Did I make a decision to convince you that fighting was a wrong decision?" The word is gamang, the man's eyes are glazed, his heart hurts so much.

Especially when again the speech of the obstetrician Kea ganged on his head. The safety risk of Kea and the baby candidate is on the edge if the condition of Kea does not improve.

That is because, Kea who needs drugs for healing while of course the drugs are the main prohibition for the baby.

Sandi was really confused, he seemed to be faced with a choice between wanting to save the baby who had been waiting with all his heart or even save the wife he loved so much.

Or even actually the choice is not just a word 'like' but it has happened.

Sandi lowered her head, she felt her world spinning, her head ached and her heart crumpled dimly. Password needs grip now, it needs support, it really needs support.

And as soon as he felt a gentle swipe on his shoulder, Sandi couldn't bear to not cry. He was amazed, no longer caring about Akira-his college friends and also Ayumi-Stair of his apartment that afternoon just came to visit. Staring at him was full of indescribable pity.

***

The morning became the muteest morning for Sandi and Kea as long as they decided to improve their lives.

Kea lowered his head with breath faltering to hold back the cry as soon as he knew the condition of his body and the contents of Sandi.

The woman hugged her big belly possessively, as if protecting the baby with her arms.

"Kea"

"Huks, no San, no hiks, If you want to say to be born in the adek prematurely for my safety, I do not want to hiks" Press Kea brushed off the hand of Sandi who was trying to touch his hand.

"Kea, you-you

"No, you don't love what bitch? You can get her out of my stomach, you have to hix, we're uda promise hiks uda promise San, to protect and rejoice adek hiks" Tangis Kea tal controlled.

Sandi has just offered to perform surgery prematurely so that Kea can immediately undergo treatment, at least taking high-dose pain medication to reduce the pain. But Kea refused with a heart-wrenching cry.

Sandi didn't even sleep all night to make this decision.

"No San, no hiks, no, you promise that Angela will never happen again.. You think I'd be willing to lose my son again San, again San, Again hiks, you promise, you promise, you promise me that no other Angela-Angela knows what Angela feels like" Kea smacked her in the chest. As if irritated by his weakest vital organ.

The password that saw it held him back, "We are you crazy huh!"

Kea was aghast as Sandi snapped at him, for a moment Kea felt the pain in his chest before he looked at her husband's eyes fiercely.

"Yes! Yes I'm crazy, I'm crazy San, I'm a useless human who's been sniffing at a mental hospital, I'm hiks, I'm crazy uda San, I'm crazy hik, I'm crazy hik, But I beg you, this once aja hiks, this crazy woman is swerving her son San, her healthy son is beautiful like her papa, her son is noisy, her children are crying hik saga, biarin San, biarin, biarin, I was able to" Kea wiped away her tears, ignoring the pain in her chest, The female sicalon mother of two held Sandi's arm with determined seriousness.

"I-I'm strong enough San pain, I'm strong, I'm ordinary sick from small, I'm ordinary sick, I must be strong, I beg ya. Don't take my son, I'd rather be sick than lose San's bitch, I beg you" Kea cupped his hands begging.

Sandi turned her gaze, reluctant to look at his wife's painful plea. Hands clenched.

"You promised san, Uda promised us we used to torch" Kea was more intrigued.

Sandi pulled his hand that had been used as the focus of the application of Kea, the man rubbed his face to dispel his emotional pressure not to cry like his wife.

"But you have to be healthy"

" And let my son suffer!" Shouted Kea.

"Suffered what! Adek will not suffer, I promise after he was born later I will be ready for special care for him, I promise he will not lack anything, I promise he will be healthy Kea, I promise, I promise, but I beg you dear, I beg you, you want to heal for us, you-you

"Do you think that's that easy?" Ask Kea with a painful tone.

Sandi fell silent.

"If I want surgery as you say" Kea paused the sentence. "then what's the difference between me and my son later, you think premature birth is easy huh, huh, you can't see me now huh, I was born prematurely San, I was born prematurely, I enjoy the best hospital care, but what hah, I'm deaf, I'm blind, I'm sick. You think I want my son to repeat my old story, you think I want to torch" Shouted Kea uncontrollably.

"Kea-" Sandi ran out of her words.

"I want my son to be healthy, I want my son to look like his father, the strong, the great, the smart, the unyielding

"Kea - already" Sandi instantly pulled Kea in her arms.

"I don't want my son to be weak like his mother, I don't want my son to feel the silence of the crowd, the darkness of the day without glasses, the pain of an inpus needle that almost wrapped around me at all times, I don't want San, I don't want to"

Sandi did not answer, the man was stunned at the top of Kea's head, his heart was sick, really sick.

"If my pain is what you want to lose because it makes me suffer, you're wrong San, you're wrong, the most painful pain is the time I have to lose my child, and I don't want that. hiks, "

"But you-but you

"Sandi," Kea took off their embrace, the narrow-eyed woman looked at Sandi seriously, "I told you, I'm strong, I'm strong, I could even be sick for twenty-two years to be in this position, and being sick for less than two months was not a problem for me" Said Kea biting his lips as his chest ached.

Sandi closed her eyes, letting her tears fall freely on his wife. "Why don't you tell me all this time, Kea, why don't you tell me that you're in pain, why are you lying to us

"Therefore you are tormented, therefore you are San, so I beg you, let me at least be of use to you and adek" Kea sobbed.

"San, let's round up the determination, whatever happens, Adek is our priority, you promise me first" said Kea getting stronger clutching Sandi's shirt.

Her chest hurts so much.

***

So far, you are confused not the same story, I realize sometimes my delivery is a bit confusing and convoluted, I know,

So if you do not understand, can ask in the comments column yes, let me read next I answer as much as I can.