
"Area?"
"Yes?"
"You-" Password Breath choked, for four months kea was treated, only this time the woman looked at him without screaming.
"Why are you coming now? Want to repeat the same?" Ask Kea flat.
Sandi laughed, she shook her head with tears. His heart is crying haru. And without Sandi think twice, he kissed Kea's lips. Channeling his scent.
He accepted.
It healed..
***
"San" Lirih Kea as Sandi approached her,
Sandi stopped her steps, the well-dressed man retreated his steps, away from Kea who was now chopping carrots as a fried rice mixture.
Sandi. It has been a week since Kea was released from the mental hospital and began living his life with him even though he was still under the supervision of a personal psychologist.
Kea also cleared his throat, They're awkward.
Sandi thought after Kea returned her kiss a week ago and Kea's return to the apartment to stay with her it would improve their relationship. At least Sandi did not expect their relationship would be this ugly.
But, what can Sandi expect from the relationship between the victim and the perpetrator of bullying and the cover-up of the past. Or the relationship between newly married couples losing their children due to the selfishness of both, Akur? Laughter each other? Mutually forgive? Starting from zero?
Cih, Lies, Stories and attitudes like that are just nonsense in the world of fairy tales, No matter how they accept, the desire for revenge, the desire to protect themselves, the sense of mutual blame is there. And there's always. Just like human attitude and nature.
Seeking others to blame on the basis of not wanting to blame yourself.
"Where are you going?" Ask Kea while putting instant fried rice seasoning into his cooking. Avoiding eye contact.
Sandi sighed, "School" Sandi cleared her throat when Kea's body gestures showed confusion "I take C package classes one year and every week I enter 2 or 3 classes at school" he continued.
Kea stopped the stirring motion of his rice. "Oh, yes" he said slowly, there was a tone of dislike in his voice and Sandi realized that.
"Yes, Papa says I'll take a package C and go to my school, actually you too, do you want to come with me, we can-we can
Prangs!
Sandi jumped when Kea slammed the floor aluminum spatula, The teary-eyed woman was angry. "You!" Kea pointed at Sandi. "You want to mock me! I'm crazy San, I'm crazy.. You think I can go to school huh! You think I can finish my school with my sanity like this huh! Look at you without having to clench my hand for emotions I'm hard. Moreover, your school-Baj*ngan is all because you are Hiks" Kea sobbed on the floor, the woman slammed whatever was nearby. His emotions were not well controlled.
Sandi blinked her eyes before moving to turn off the stove and approach Kea, the man hugged Kea, trying to give her peace. "To-me, I'm sorry" Whisper Sandi stroked Kea's hair dear. Trying to ease the hysterical cry of the woman.
Kea may be healthy, but mentally not yet that strong to continue to communicate well with Sandi. Either way Sandi is the source of his mental destruction. It's hard to accept that.
Kea's cries began to subside after a while, The woman hugged Sandi's body which Sandi retorted with great affection. But the next whisper of Kea, again made Sandi's chest pulsate without being asked.
"I hate you san"
*****
How long has Kea been home?
2 months?
Almost 2 months to be exact. They looked more like strangers.
There is no interaction between the two, they live each other's lives, Even for breakfast they make their own because Sandi who has to go to school or work in the morning, continue until noon and will go home when Kea is asleep.
And so on, Kea also began to realize that Sandi was working beyond the limits of her true abilities. The 19-year-old man even several times looked nosebleed because of dizziness in front of his laptop, or vomiting due to colds, a sign that Geano's eldest was too forsed his energy and often missed his meal.
Kea also realized, Sandi began to change, no longer there are tempramental men who often met Kea a few months ago. Although they never interact because they avoid each other. But Kea could feel it. Sandi is much more caring and loving now. And more sensitive to things about Kea.
Kea also knew, if every night home, Sandi would kiss his forehead, sometimes on several occasions the man would cry while stealing a kiss on his lips. Mumbled sorry and sorry. Even Kea remembers, on their first wedding anniversary, Sandi kissed her lips gently before hugging Kea all night.
Kea hates to admit this, but without realizing it, he starts waiting for Sandi to come home every night while pretending to be asleep. In the hope of a kiss being approved or a heart touching sentence that he gets.
But tonight feels awkward, Sandi has not come home even when the clock has shown at one night. Kea left the room to wait for him. The woman looked worried, called Sandi or not, does it sound strange when he who has never interacted with the tall man for almost two months who can be called half a year if counted since they lost Angela suddenly contacted him?
Tut-tut
The sound of the pressure of the apartment door password made Kea jump, the woman ran a bit fast to get back to bed, it must be Sandi.
And sure enough, a few minutes later, Kea heard the sound of steps entering the room. Kea somewhat peeked from his tilted position which he set as best as possible so that Sandi did not realize that he was being noticed.
sandi's face looked pale, even the once strapping body now looked thin and somewhat bent. A sign that the life lived Geano's firstborn is not easy.
Kea pretended to groan as Sandi approached the bed and started stealing the sweet kisses made by the Chinese-Bali-blooded woman.
"Good night and good night dear" the soft whisper made Kea's heart beat harder. Sandi had always kissed him, but Sandi had never called him 'honey' in earnest like this.
Long time no sound, before a squeak drawer rang out, and the shrill voice of Sandi teased him. "Good night too Angelanya papa, sorry papa ya dear, the clothes that papa pesen for you first finally give up to others. You're not angry, are you? definitely not dong ya, you're Angelnya mom equally papa."
Again the silence struck, Kea even bit his lower lip so as not to let go of crying hear the sound of the screams of Sandi who hugged a piece of a photograph that is familiar to Kea, who was not a stranger to Kea, baby Angela photo that was taken by Kelli and Mia after the baby was successfully removed from the womb of her mother. The photo of a small baby covered in soft baby cloth looks sweet without showing the side that there is no life in the body of the tiny baby.
"But, papa promised, papa will keep trying to be his hero Angela. Papa will take care of mama as one of his efforts. Hence.. You help papa yes, help papa for mama seneng, help papa make mama recover. Yes baby?"
And Kea couldn't hold back his crying. That night for the first time the eyes of the couple looked back after a long time. A gaze that has many meanings, longing, regretful and sad.
For the first time, the two cried together. Cuddle each other and calm each other. As if they complain, if it turns out they both feel the same loss. And for the first time too. Kea dared to start the sentence interaction first.
The first sentence Sandi will remember throughout her life.
"Let's fix San"
***
Note:
Jump around in time, Btw, I am very happy now there are new accounts that come along. Come on, you guys come all in. And make a frequent comment do not strike dong. sad I tuh.
Anyway, Eps Tomorrow End for Season 1. I will prepare additional Eps if you are enthusiastic Yes!