
Sandi closed her eyes, letting her tears fall freely on his wife. "Why don't you tell me all this time, Kea, why don't you tell me that you're in pain, why are you lying to us
"Therefore you are tormented, therefore you are San, so I beg you, let me at least be of use to you and adek" Kea sobbed.
"San, let's round up the determination, whatever happens, Adek is our priority, you promise me first" said Kea getting stronger clutching Sandi's shirt.
Her chest hurts so much.
***
"Hey, why cry?" Kea asked trying to smile when his eyes were hot. The woman wiped Sandi's tears with trembling hands.
His body was limp, his chest hurt, his breathing was tight, his vision was blurry, and the sounds around him began to feel faint even though the hearing aid was still attached.
"Kea hiks" Sandi tergugu, he held Kea's skinny hand tightly.
Kea who was already limp and pale was only able to return Sandi's grip weakly, as if convincing the Papa Candidate that he was fine. Although of course it is a lie.
"You promised I'd keep the same" Password faltered. The man no longer cared about prestige, he really needed the safety of Kea and his son at this time.
Kea smiled weakly, he grabbed Sandi's hand, "You don't cry, I'll cry" Kea said with a trembling voice.
The woman, who is currently lying in a hospital bed in the typical clothes of patients who are about to operate, tried to hold her cry desperately.
Today, right at the age of the ninth month, Kea will give birth simultaneously. And he tried to regulate the emotional sense of his heart to maintain the normality of his heart. But it was very difficult when Sandi broke into the room which will be used in a few minutes for the operation with a cry of heart.
Kea had seen Sandi cry, especially when they had just lost Angela first, But, Kea had never seen Sandi despair like this. The man who soon carried the title of father of two children even sobbed to ask him to survive.
A request that Kea can't answer, because he doesn't know how it ends.
"San, it's over"
"No, you have to promise, don't stay with me" Sandi pleaded, "Don't stay with us Ai, no, I-I wouldn't be able to do it without you"
"Sandi, we promise, no matter what happens, Adek our priority" Kea said holding back his tears despite failing.
Sandi shakes.
"You promised San hiks,"
Sandi kissed Kea's hand, still with a slit in response.
"You want me to be in pain?"
Sandi shook her head again,
"You want me to be in pain?"
Sandi's silent.
"You want me to suffer, hm,?"
Sandi was still, kissing the back of Kea's thin hands, the last month Kea lost a lot of weight. Make the body that was once a kingpin was thin with bones protruding in the section. A sign that the pain suffered by Sandi's wife was not playing games.
"Almost, almost every second I get sick" said Kea stroking Sandi's wet cheek.
"Do you want to waste my efforts and that bitch?"
Sandi lowered her head, permeating the skinny hand caress on her face.
"I'm in pain San, it hurts so much to just spend a minute with my eyes open"
Sandi was stunned with her eyes closed.
"So, give me a chance for a bitch yes, I can't" Kea said along with her tears that melted profusely.
"I'm dropping it off, yeah, tell me Angela loves her"
Sandi shook her head, Crying awkwardly, even when her body was pulled out of the room, Sandi was unable to speak,
His soul has drifted to where.
****
Forgot how long he prayed to God, continued to raise his hands in despair, he begged, at least this time let his family be happy with a complete member without having to lose one of them.
Sandi did not even care about her swollen eyes because of crying a lot, or her body that was weak because it had not been fed, Sandi was not bored, she continued to beg God, he continued to ask God, at least let him and his little family be happy, he just wants a miracle.
Sandi lowered her head, letting her tears fall just like that, at a time like this, all the regrets of her past behavior were ringed in her dimension.
A bad memory that explains how he bullied his wife first, mocking, insulting, and demeaning his short-sighted, deaf-blind shortness of breath and how he smashed her little Kea glasses, too, how he tore off his little Kea rework paper, dumped Keanya's pr book. Coloring Keanya, Attempted murder many times or even discriminated blatantly.
If viewed from his memories, is he not wrong, is not Sandi who should get the painful punishment? Butwhy? Why his wife and children.
For God's sake, Kea's in a lot of pain.
Sandi is sorry, really sorry.
"San" That gentle but firm pat made Sandi lift her wet face full of tears.
"Oh, Papa?" He called her in disbelief when he found her father and father-in-law beside him.
"Why don't you know papa hm?" Tanya Surya gamang's.
Sandi was unable to say anything.
"Not until you moved to Japan, I told you to always tell us San?" ask Kai firmly.
Sandi. "Ma-affin Password Pa, sorry Sandi, Kea-Kea hiks, Sandi gak use"
Kai and Surya let out a heavy sigh, somewhat disappointed when in such a precarious situation they had not received any news, if only Ayumi and Akira had not informed them three days ago, maybe they will never know the condition of their son and daughter-in-law.
They know Japan and Indonesia are not as close as their adjacent homes, but still, what is wrong with giving news, especially the condition of Kea has been severe since a month ago.
But when they saw the appalling condition of Sandi, they swallowed their disappointment and anger, changing into words of motivation that would have made Sandi's soul a little muffled.
"Let's go to the operating room, you have to be in every fight kea" said Kai patted Sandi's shoulder.
They are indeed in a small room where to pray, not a room that has a place to pray a special religion, such as Shinto religious beliefs, for example.
This small room is really an empty room without accessories that seems to be intended for everyone who needs tranquility.
And as soon as they returned to the front of the operating room, Sandi could see her mother and mother-in-law crying, hugging her in tranquilizing whispers.
Sandi kian tergugu,
Until finally the sound of his stuffing accompanied the red light of the operation which also did not change.
At least an hour later.
Sandi almost lost her organ function when she finally heard the sound of a baby crying, the cry of her daughter.
The cry of the Adek.
The strong cries they wanted.
The cry they always cry.
Sandi is sobbing,
Daughter born.
The angel is back.
Aiko was born.
***
Note:
Shinto: The ethnic religion of Japanese society.