Wrongfully

Chapter 60

"You've been getting spoiled lately Ke, lest there be any desire, nempelin I mulu." Password while bringing Kea to their room.

Kea's originally wide smile slowly dimmed when he heard Sandi's words. Something remembered him. And it seems like a bad possibility. At least for now.

***

Kea groaned as Sandi said earlier at dawn on his head. Kea was not unaware, he did feel more spoiled to Sandi more than usual. And Kea's not stupid to be indifferent.

He is no longer the 17-year-old teenager he used to be, he is 21 years old. And it feels like the problem of the outrageousness of the moon, the spoiled and lazy nature has strengthened his conjecture.

It's just that Kea was afraid to admit it. Afraid of all his fears, he is afraid to repeat his old story.

"Please, no, please, one, one, one" Kea's whisper clasped the flat object in hope. No, no, his mind is full of prayer when his bad thoughts have been scattered everywhere.

Kea opened his hand, for a moment Kea felt his heart stop beating before returning to beat with a powerful rhythm which along with that his tears immediately fell just like that.

Two lines.

Geez, two lines, Kea bothered his body, his cry sounded pitiful.

Really, Kea's scared, really scared. A flash of shadows as he lost Angela in the past swirled in his head. What if Sandi refused again, What if Sandi was angry with him, what if they were not ready to be parents, how to take care of him, Sandi is still in college, how if the man is getting depressed, how about the man is getting depressed, then how Kea raised her son in this country, how to take care of his son when he had a mental disorder, and how and how others attacked Kea, she was scared, really scared.

"Why hicks, why do you come again hicks, a-I'm not ready, m-mama not ready baby, Mama don't want you like Angela's sister, n-hicks, mama hiks"

Kea grabbed her hair, set her head against the wall many times as bad thoughts continued to pierce her mind, Kea trembled, she got up from her position, dragging her body into the kitchen to look for anything that could help her out of trouble. Whatever it is.

Kea had completely lost his mind as his trembling hand pulled the knife.

He's crazy, totally crazy.

***

Password hissed as his phone continued to vibrate on the nailed pants, his teeth fluttering in annoyance before raising his hand. Asking his lecturer's permission to leave, "Sumimasen, Toire e ittemo ii desuka?" Tanya Sandi who is taken by her lecturer.

(Sorry, can I have a ketoilet permit?)

Sandi immediately left the classroom, still with annoyance she picked up the phone from Ayumi, her apartment neighbor who happened to be her age.

"Moshi-moshi" Sapa Sandi who was ignored by the caller because the Japanese woman was breathing hard and sounded panicked.

"Ni iru no shop!?" a more precise question called the clash makes Sandi snorted, not usually neighbors or other Japanese people raise their tone when communicating.

(Where are you!?)

"Ey, Ayumi-chan wa ochitsuite, watashi wa kyanpasu ni imasu, nani ga mondaina nodesu ka?" Soothing Password.

(Ey, calm down Ayumi. I'm on campus, what's up?)

"She-wh"

(Stupid)

Sandi was already going to protest when Ayumi's next sentence made her freeze.

"Sandikun, isoide byouin ni itte, anata no tsuma wa jisatsu shita" Teriak Ayumi.

(Sandi, hurry to the hospital, your wife tried to kill herself)

"Well, N-nande-"

(Huh, wh-what?)

Sandi was still processing the situation when Ayumi's sentence yelled at her hospital address was ringing.

Sandi chuckled, what kind of joke is this? His wife killed herself? That sweet wife, isn't she, Kea? How could Ayumi say Keanya killed herself this morning they were still joking with laughter over breakfast, and how could Sandi believe when Kea had been so spoiled with her last night.

Damnit.

Sandi grabbed her hair,

Sandi did not know how, but her feet had stepped quickly and Sandi did not know how, but her tears had fallen without her knowing.

***

It felt like Sandi wanted to yell at her neighbor, how could he calm down when his wife tried to end her life.

And how can he calm down when his son and wife are almost lost from his grasp if only Ayumi does not save him sooner.

How could?

How can, Keanya did this heinous thing while being pregnant with their baby.

Sandi didn't think about it.

"Yes, I got this in your bathroom, it seems that Kea is still traumatized by your past now that he has to go through a similar prefix" Ayumi said thrusting the two-striped flat object.

Sandi accepted, trying to smile even though the impression seemed strange, "Arigatou Ayumi chan"

Ayumi again patted Sandi's shoulders soothingly, "When she realized, don't judge her, try asking her well, I'm sure one of the reasons she did it was because she was afraid you'd turn them down again" Ayumi said calmly.

Ayumi's relationship with Sandi and Kea is indeed close, it can even be said to be very close considering Ayumi is Kea's first friend as well as a psychology student who has been a friend of Kea's confidant, Kea said, so it is natural that Ayumi knows almost all the stories of the young couple's past.

Ayumi is also a neighbor who is relaxed, does not judge and communicate very closely, as if they had known for decades ago, again probably because Ayumi had lived and settled in America, makes them very clop in many ways.

"One more time, thanks Ayumi chan, I'll talk to her nicely" Sandi said slowly.

Ayumi nodded, before she left because there were still hours of college. Leaving Sandi with a lot of bad thoughts in her head.

***

In the evening, Kea fizzed, he opened his eyes with several eye movements, feeling that the world was spinning because of dizziness and also his vision was blurry without glasses.

"Sshh" Kea felt his left hand numb and numb to the shoulder, he knew now he was in the hospital, Kea was too puffed with the smell and atmosphere.

"Want a drink?" Ask Sandi who was silent, just now,

And as if just realizing the whereabouts of her husband, Kea shook her head in shock, her narrow eyes rounded in fear, "S-sandi?"

"Hm, must be thirsty, drink first yes" Password thrust a glass kebibir Kea. Kea gulped it a few times.

Then silence, then,

Sandi tries to regulate her emotional feelings while Kea struggles with her fears. Did Sandi know, did Sandi reject them again? What's Password-

"Hey, don't think much" Password flicked Kea's shriveled forehead slowly. "You want to eat? Surely laper because you uda passed out all day, our baby is also laper later, right?" Password smile.

Kea froze, Sandi wasn't angry. Why seeing the good behavior of Sandi makes Kea full. "San hiks, m-sorry"

Sandi who initially tried to maintain her fake smile was slowly fading, becoming cold but still trying to keep the emotions, she must remember, Kea's mental not okay since long ago.

"Why are you so hm, even though I hope to get a better surprise, "Sandi kissed Kea's hand.

Kea sobbed, "I-I'm scared, scared of you-I'm afraid

"Shh, no, I'm fond of Kea, really happy with her presence, I uda changed, do you forget that we uda promise will not respect ourselves hm"

"Sorry hiks, sorry"

"Don't repeat it again, I love you, I love you, really dear to my veins Kea. So do not repeat again, Ai, Because what you fear is, unreasonable fear, We take care of him together." Soft Password.

Kea sobbed, he nodded with heart and a feeling of relief, inwardly regretting for doubting Sandinya.

Well, again because of his unwarranted fear.

***

Guys, sorry I didn't get up last night,

I was really surprised semalem, NT I kept error until I could not up, even from two days ago I did not get any notifications. Until I thought uh the chapter was straight up not really.

I saw in his story many comments but my deacon no notice, hm.. Breathe in, exhale.

Btw, happy tuesday guys, don't forget the vote.