Wounds & Tears
Chapter 50.
Rena who was smiling while continuing to look at herself in the mirror reflection. Susi's mom went into Rena's room. "Oh my God... You're so pretty Rena.."Said Susi Bu. Keep dressing like this and hopefully you can Istiqomah with your hijab son." Susi's mom pulled Rena in her arms.
"O Allah, thank you for returning my daughter's smile and for opening the door of her heart so that she draws closer to you, O Lord..."Susi was crying.
"Mom don't cry, thank you mom always praying for Rena." Said Rena with a smile.
That afternoon Rena accompanied her mother to the tomb. Rena walks behind following her mother. And Susi stopped at a small tomb, a tombstone bearing Fahmi's name there.
Rena looked at her mother. " This ma'am.." Not had time for Rena to continue her words, Ms. Susi had already nodded. Yes this is the first time Rena visited her baby's grave.
Rena sat down, her eyes began to heat up and drop by drop the tears began to fall soaking in Rena's cheeks. Slowly Rena rubbed the tombstone. "Assalamualaikum son, Mother comes dear... Sorry to see you, son..It's a quiet little adek, baby.. Wait for Mother in heaven. Mother promises to always smile and be happy as Adek requests."Rena said then kissed the little headstone.
Rena rubbed her tears, she sowed the flowers she had brought and sent a do'a to her baby. Susi also sent a do'a. After they finished praying, they went home. Rena's heart was already feeling a little calm now.
After arriving at the house Rena immediately entered and took the water of ablution he wanted to perform the ashar prayer. After the prayer Rena remembered the Qur'an given by her grandfather first. He rushed to get her.
"O Allah, forgive me for forgetting you. I have not opened this Qur'an for a long time. "Rena said while opening the Koran and without feeling her tears again dripped.
Rena then taught after finishing she put the Koran in her place and took off her face and folded it back. When going out of the room Rena heard the sound of the door on tap.
"Tok tok tok. excuse me..!" Rena immediately went out and opened the door. It turned out to be a courier who came. "Sorry, is this really Rena Susanti's house ?" ask the courier.
"Yes right, I'm the guy.. What's wrong, sir ?"Ask Rena.
It turned out that it was a divorce letter and an invitation to Iwan and Sinta's wedding reception. Which was sent by the Iwan family.
"Alhamdulillah I am finally officially a widow, at least I have a clear status than I have to live with a traitorous and disgusting husband."Rena said in her heart. Rena wiped her tears. No hypocrite if Rena feels sad . But it might be much better than having to continue to suffer.
"Invitation.. So they're going to have a wedding reception next week? Be good.. I'm gonna come.. At least they should know if I'm still okay and would be happy to give blessing to them." said Rena steady.
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