Wounds & Tears

Chapter 49.

The boy slowly clasped Rena's hand and kissed her. "Mother.. Mother is very beautiful." said the little boy praised Rena who at that time wore long clothes and white hijab..

Rena smiled, she realized that her clothes were elegant and beautiful if she was wearing a Muslim woman. "You're right, honey.. Oh yes who are you ? Where are your parents ?" ask Rena to the boy.

"Mother.this is me fahmi mother's son. Mommy do not be sad again yes, Mommy should smile and be happy because Fahmi is happy."Said the boy while hugging Rena.

Rena cried and hugged the child as if she did not want to be away from the child. "Sorry in mother son, sorry dear mother can not take care of you" said Rena sniffled.

The boy wiped Rena's tears with his tiny hands. Rena kissed the boy's hand and kissed every inch of the boy's face. "Mother do not cry, Mother must be happy huh. My beautiful mother fahmi dear mother." said the child who then slowly disappeared land. Rena cried and called the boy.

Rena yells to make Susi come to Rena's room and wake Rena up. "Rena, Rena woke up son." said Ms. Susi while patting her cheek gently.

Rena woke up she hugged her mother and cried. Susi rubbed Rena's back and calmed Rena down. After calming down, Susi gave Rena some water to drink. "What's up ? tell mom, are you dreaming ?" ask susi softly.

"Mom, did you bury the baby Rena before you had time to name the baby Rena ?" Ask Rena to Susi.

"Yes right, I gave him the name Fahmi. Your baby boy is very handsome."Susi replied as her eyes glazed over with glass.

Rena cried and hugged her mother again.

"So that in Rena's dream is true Rena's child, Rena dreamed of meeting a boy named Fahmi who said I should not be sad anymore and should be happy because he was also happy mom." Rena cried telling her dream.

"really? then you don't be sad anymore you have to smile and be happy, baby."Said Susi hugging Rena.

"Sure son, mother also misses mother's grandchildren. Later in the afternoon we go to his grave. You wake up, bathe and pray Dzuhur first. Don't forget to pray for your son." said Susi.

Rena speechless. "Sholat ? O Allah forgive me all this time I have neglected to keep me away from you. Forgive me, O God.. " Rena said in her heart, without feeling her tears back down.

Rena immediately wiped her tears and immediately took a bath and took ablution water. Rena took her mukena in the closet and put on her and performed the dzuhur prayer. After the prayer he prayed for forgiveness to Allah SWT and did not forget he also prayed for his son.

After that he took off his face and folded back. He smiled feeling his heart was so calm after performing the prayer. Rena opens her closet and looks for her long dress and wears a hijab. "You said the beautiful Mother wears a hijab, from now on the mother will always dress like this and wear a hijab. Bismillah Oh Allah.. Guide me and may I be able to Istiqomah with my hijab."Rena said in her heart and kept looking at herself in the mirror reflection.

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