
"Yes, Ikhwan, the first time Ana saw Antum was very interested, Ana was very interested, not only beautiful but Antum men who so keep his prayers in the mosque so Ana is very eager to be a part of life antum, but Ana, the woman who can only say the name Antum always in the prayer of Ana, hopes that Allah Jalla Jallaluhu will bring us together.
But Ana's heart was so disappointed when she found out Antum already had a Wife, finally Ana threw away the hope that once made Ana discouraged .
When she found out that Antum's wife had died, may Allah have mercy on her and forgiven her sins, hope came again, but still Ana was a woman who was ashamed to reveal that Ana was interested in Antum, various ways Ana did until finally Ana accidentally ordered a dress, because this is the only way for this letter to reach Antum, Ana hopes that Antum can go home to see Ana and Ana's parents.
Ana wait for Antum's reply, Baarakallahu fiik"
The letter I finally closed then looked towards the room where from then on Wulan never showed himself to come out, I then stood up and walked closer to the room but my steps stopped because I heard sobs from inside the room.
I then approached him who was sleeping on his stomach his face was buried in the pillow, then slowly my hand touched his shoulder, Wulan got up and was surprised after knowing I was now sitting next to him.
Wulan got up from the bed wiping away the tears, then her eyes looked at my face.
Wulan "seneng yah who again in puja puja Akhwat" still shed tears
I "he likes me, but Ummi doesn't know how Abi feels?"
Wulan "already Bi, I know that man if in the liking of women must have a sense of senengnya, already there in wait it is the same Akhwat" turned behind me
I "keep the thou?" my joke
Wulan "i'm out of this house" he threatened
I "do not do that also dong Mi solve the problem"
Wulan "huh ah there, I want to be alone" while pushing me until my body back to the outside of the room
I'm "i she likes me but I don't like it"
"BLAKK!!" The door was closed Wulan without listening to my explanation
With a heavy breath I turned to walk towards the living room chair then sat for a moment thinking "O Allah help your servant to solve the household problems of the servant"
Since the incident Wulan's attitude towards me became cold, talking only to me, I feel like I'm alone in this house despite eating, even eating, sleeping until Wulan woke up still there but with his attitude that changed like this so torturing me, until finally I consulted with ustadz whose house is adjacent to my house.
Finished praying isya I did not go home immediately because waiting for ustadz finished reciting and praying, after seeing He was about to stand up and rush me to approach him.
I'm "Assalamu'alaikum warrahmatullah ustadz"
Ustadz "wa'alaikumsalam warrahmatullah wabarakatuh, eh Antum Be? What's up?"
I'm "afwan ana bothering Antum?"
Ustadz "oh no Be, yaudah we talk in the court aja" he asked as he walked to embrace my shoulder
After getting a comfortable place finally me and Ustadz sat in front of the mosque.
Ustadz "what's up Be? can Ana help you?"
I'm "hmmm..begini ustadz, it's about Ana's domestic problems" while bowed down.
Ustadz "what is Be with the Antum household?"
Ustadz "masya Allah, then antum accept Akhwat's wish to bertaaruf with antum akh?"
I "ndak ustadz, ana refused because ana is afraid of polygamy but can not be fair, while the heart still loves wife ana tadz"
Ustadz "hmmm.thoyyib, about the wife antum arrived cold it was natural Akhi, which woman could stand when the husband she loved turned out to be someone who liked, Akhi, antum must have patience to woo again he long ago will be destroyed as well, still want the story of Ummul mu'minin Aisyah Radhiallahu'anhuma who slapped a plate containing food from sofiyyah,
What is the answer of the prophet 'alaihissalatu wassalam? Ghorot ummukum(your mother is jealous)"
I "call to see his explanation"
Ustadz "Akhi Fillah, the woman is jealous, sometimes she takes her feelings before her intellect, but this is the advantage, do not be to other women sometimes with a sister even in-laws himself will be jealous if Antum is too attentive to them rather than Antum's wife"
I'm "so Ana Mesti how about ustadz?"
Ustadz "(clap my shoulder) be patient because the ribs can not be hardened or in meakin still associate in a way ma'ruf, may Allah facilitate the affairs of Antum"
I'm "na'am, baarakallahu fiik ustadz"
Ustadz "wa fiikum baarakallah"
I went back home, not forgetting I brought him his favorite sweet martabak, after arriving home I was surprised because the door was open and many sandals were familiar to me, I rushed into the house and found my father and mother holding my daughter.
I'm "Mother, Dad? tumben here?"
Mom "yes kangen with grandson Be, when can't Mom and Dad come here?"
I'm "shocked to be rich and not call Abe first"
Dad "so Wulan called Dad and finally Dad and Mom here"
I'm "oh, where's the Wulan?"
Dad "said pamit briefly want to be sanity he said"
Bathin I "umbenan out of the house but not saying goodbye to me, usually want a rosebush when I'm not at home sms first"
I ignored him, then sat down and saw Father and Mother playing with Annisa, 30 minutes without Wulan showing himself until the time showed at 10 p.m, it's at the reasonable limit why until last night Wulan did not go home, where did it go?, I call hpnya not active.
Worries haunt me, finally I was determined to get out of the house following Wulan sanity near my house, but I did not find Wulan there even who had a stall did not see Wulan at all, I went back home to get a motorcycle and then went out of the house to Alun city square.
My eyes point right and left of the road hoping Wulan is on the side of the road but until I reach Alun Alun I can not find him.
"where the hell are you Lan? Why must it suddenly disappear like this? Don't you think how worried I was about looking for your whereabouts who didn't go?"
2 Hours more I stood under the street lights in the square of the city, dozens more motor passing me never visit I get Wulan, Wulan, hp is my only means of communication with Wulan is also not useful because the number is not always active, with a lethargic body decided to return home.
"why can you leave your husband without any news, Lan news? Is this how you treat your husband? Why don't you ever give me a chance to listen to my heart, that you're the woman I love"