Woman Behind the Veil

Chapter 41

After the maghrib in the mosque near the complex of ordinary houses held a study filled by ustadz whose house was not far from the mosque, he was, so I had to postpone going home because the time magrib and isya very mepet so the stage to go home, besides that also the science that I can be very useful because he spoke with the title of Marriage Advice, which is very useful, the lecture was very important for me to supply my life in the future with Wulan, the marriage was not always happy rich in soap operas that many dusts, there must be times when the check of cok, he said, misunderstanding but it will all be resolved when the science of housekeeping ala Rasulullah shallallahu'alaihi wassalam we apply in everyday life.

Because not a few words the word divorce is spoken only because of trivial things such as misunderstandings, eg communication and high ego especially young couples like myself and Wulan.

But marriage is said ustadz favors the remaining 5% bangeeett😅, because by getting married we can channel the desire we have in a way that in the ridhoi Allah azza wa jalla, because by getting married we can channel the desire we have in a way that is in the ridhoi Allah azza wa jalla, moreover, the age of slander is now getting worse when the law where, so to submit the view alone is very difficult but when married we can vent it to a place that is halal.

After the study prayer was dissolved and I immediately went home even though it was prevented by a friend of the complex but I rejected it subtly because my wife was waiting at home, I don't want to make him wait for me.

Arriving in front of the house I opened the fence and was surprised to see a wulan sitting in front of the house, I then came to him while greeting.

I'm "Lan, why are you sitting in front?"

Wulan "hehe.not what Be, want to be in front of the wind"

I'm "in there's a fan or Ac you can turn on"

Wulan "anu Be.hmmm.ini" as her hands scratched her head.

I'm "anu..ini..what the hell? The clear ah"

Wulan arrived to come to me and hugged my arm, not rich usually this child swooped me, if not asked usually cuek duck😒. I then rubbed his face that was covered by his veil while calming him because it looked like a face of fear.

I'm "are you scared again?"

Wulan "nodles"

Who am I "afraid of? A ghost?"

Wulan "back nodded and further tightened her embrace on my body"

I "have entered first"

I then went in with him and sat down at the living room table, and I walked into the kitchen to make some warm tea for me and for him because I knew he would not dare to walk into the kitchen alone.

After finishing making tea I then sat next to him then asked what was the cause of him so afraid to be at home when the right-left neighbor was so rame.

I'm "what the hell is it that makes you so scared to be home alone?"

Wulan "i was watching the horror movie Be, so I was afraid, especially after Maghrib I was rich in the sound of laughter in the kitchen"

I'm "Yes Allah Lan Lan, maybe it's a honeymoon mouse so it sounds rich people laugh" I said

Wulan "iisshhh I seriouslyss..nyebelin you this person again scared in jokingin😡"

I "why tell you to watch a horror movie, that's what makes someone's aqidah broken"

Wulan "can you?"

I "can be darling"

Wulan "ihh flirtatious call call dear😜"

I'm "in case don't cut napa😒"

Wulan "yes Iyah sorry my husband, gih continued" while both hands propped up on his chin

I'm "horror movie that breaks someone's creed, why? Because we will be frightened by the spectacle so that it exceeds our fear of Allah Azza Wajalla and it is strictly forbidden by religion, as His word says

"They are nothing but demons with their friends who frighten you, so fear not them, but fear Me if you truly believe." (Ali 'Imran: 175)"

I "if a believer does not fear anyone, including the jinn, and the enemy of God will never stop to damage the aqidah of Muslims by being afraid of being scared by the spectacle of horror films like that"

Wulan "so?🙄"

I "stay a useless spectacle, rather than watching a fake movie like that it is better to watch a study that can strengthen our faith in Allah subhanahu wata'ala"

I'm "you know it's not really Lan😒"

Wulan "hehe yes understand sweetheart😘"

I'm "a flirtatious call you darling"

Wulan "iihhhh.Diaanya herself who started, if not want to be called dear yaudah I will not call love again" while switching her face from me

I'm "joking baby, don't turn your back on her husband" I persuaded

Wulan "wool"

I "well then, I go to bed first ah, sleepy" while going to the bedroom

Wulan "yannnkk..iihh kok I was left anyway hiks😟"

I swore at that time I was so amused to see the behavior of Wulan who was usually pretentious to look mature but when she was afraid of herself like a kindergarten child who again asked to buy toys with her mother, her mother, and it is this powerful nature that makes me unable to leave it alone so that I return and then hold his hand to enter the room.

The next morning after helping Wulan clean the house I saw her with my daughter in her lap staring at an album, she said, well an album of my past with a woman who even though I am married to Wulan remains a feeling of longing and love is still there and stored neatly in the heart, although our bodies can no longer meet even though we are different in nature, but the memories for the sake of the memories continue to ring in the memory.

I approached him and sat in bed behind Wulan, speaking.

I'm "dapet from where Lan's album is?"

Wulan "so I happened to get out of the warehouse again clean"

I'm "silent"

Wulan "apparently Umminya Nissa beautiful well, similar to Nissa, may Nissa ntar like Umminya well who is good at closing the aurat, filial to her parents and able to bring her Abinya to the heavens of God well Nak"

Hearing the words from Wulan, Annisa just laughed and hit the album, then her hand stopped in a picture of Umminya it seems my daughter once recognized the ummy. Looking at the sight that was suffocating my chest then averted my gaze.

Wulan "how the hell is your two Be's love journey? Until now, it was like you had not sincerely let go of his departure?"

I "(breathe deeply and then answer) Lan's length and winding, but for me the safety with her is very short"

Wulan "can be told?" closing the album

I "make what?"

Wulan "wish to know, who knows there are good qualities that I can imitate"

I "(with a heavy breath I then told him my past with him) we met not knowing each other, even I did not expect to marry him later, but Qadarullah we finally met again in a marriage bond that we did not expect because his father was a friend of my father and they have since gone madzor to match his son" I stopped the conversation to drink water

Wulan "then?"

I'm "I was so happy and happiness that I never got when before I married him because I was from childhood to adulthood never knew whose name was dating let alone like a woman who is not halal for me, it was natural that happiness I got when I was with him and I started to get to know what love was and what true affection was, but." I paused for a moment.

Wulan "but what's Be?"

I "God tested with various trials in our marriage, Aisyah was so popular in her campus, she said, not because he is the one who shows his ability but because only he who is on campus wearing a veil so many men are curious to make, he said, and there was one man who liked her even by presumptuously disturbing our household but because Aisyah did not want her household to be disturbed by the man she finally decided to quit college for the sake of the integrity of our household"

Wulan "god willing" her tears began to fall

I "the man did not stop disturbing even the disturbance became so that almost my life and Aisyah's life was lost but our Qadarullah is still alive, I thought we would stay together until old age but again Qadarullah said something else, Aisyah kept the illness a secret so I just found out from the doctor that Aisyah's disease is very chronic and another that made me unable to forget it until now"

Wulan "what is it" started sobbing

I "when the doctor made a choice between his life or the life of the child in the womb and Aisyah chose" I was no longer able to actually continue the story

Wulan "she would rather her son live than herself Be?"

I nodded then took Annisa from Wulan's embrace while tightly hugging her, the fruit of our love, Aisha's only legacy that was very valuable to me, because by looking at Annisa I was like seeing Aisha in front of me smiling while saying "my husband, my husband, although this love is delayed in the world, I will always wait for you in the realm of eternity and we will meet again in His jannah God willing".