
it happened so fast that I didn't realize that my body was carried by some people, that I kind of forgot what was going on,some people I didn't know then put me to bed, then changed with a man dressed all in white pushed the bed either way to the direction I didn't know.
my gaze looked right and left and then stopped when I saw Rendy with a worried face holding my hand and said "Be Lu must survive, Lu definitely can, Lu don't move much first"he held my face.
I wanted to answer but my tongue was either heavy to say it, my hands were palpating my body to find out what was going on with my body, when it touched my lower abdomen I felt a very intense pain,then I looked like I was wet when I saw my hand why it was wet not wet from the water but fresh BLOOD stuck to my palm.
I remember the last time I had a duel with a former friend of Rendy's, one of them stuck a knife in my stomach, leaving me lying on the street helpless,the shadow of death kept on passing through my mind.
and Rendy's hand and I clasped, I said, "AAA...AAISHS...AAIISYAH"
"Conclude yourself Lu used to Be, about Aisyah Aisyah about Cave tell him, important Lu now Be, Lu must promise the Cave that Lu must be strong so that Aisyah does not worry about Lu's condition"
"that's not what I meant by Ren, which I wanted to keep Aisyah from knowing about my condition" I replied in my heart
what my tongue feels like a hoax to say to Rendy, my vision is getting blurred, my hands can no longer move me to relax, like the spirit in my body wants to thrash out,in my heart I can only pray "Yes ROBB if death is good for me then move on, if You have not predestined the servant to die then give the servant a chance to live for good deeds,I am ashamed to face You with little charity and to carry much sin..."
my eyes opened and looked around me like a room without white edges,though as I remember I was in the hospital but why the room that I now see no furniture or tools in the hospital and even I myself instead of lying in the bed of the house why is it sick now that I can stand?, the wounds that are in the stomach I no longer find.
where am I really now?am I dead already?my heart kept asking questions until my eyes suddenly found a woman standing behind me, I seemed to recognize her by her body shape and hair.
"Aisha..?"I tried calling him
the woman then turned towards me, and smiled at me, a smile that I missed so much when we welcomed me home from work every day,dimples that make it so beautiful when smiling that sometimes makes me can not stand to linger long away from home.
suddenly his hand reached out like he wanted to reach me, I then tried to walk up to him while wanting to hold his hand, when I approached him I then grasped his soft hand while returning his smile,I caress her delicate face to heal the longing that is in my heart.
"Mas don't go, Aisha Mas" he said
"where am I, baby, not now am I in front of you?"answer me
suddenly Aisyah's embrace escaped from my body, the longer Aisyah got away from me, I tried to run after her but still could not even be longer the more lost body from my sight "Shah...DON'T STAY WITH ME...!!!"yell at
I woke up and this time I saw a room like a hospital, and I saw Dad and Mom next to me sleeping fast,in the heart of thanksgiving it turns out I am still in permission to live in the world, I saw at that time the wall clock showed at 02;00 pm, my eyes looked around the room I did not find Aisha beside me, where my wife?is he okay?why did only my mother and father visit me?worry began to permeate my mind about the dream I had just had.
eager to move my body but very difficult and painful, the infusion hose attached to my hand and the bandage surrounding my stomach made it difficult for me to move freely"ARRRGGHHH...."an unbearable pain came to my body so I was lying limp on the hospital bed again.
hearing my cries my parents woke up and approached me and said"Alhamdulillah you realize Le...What do you do son?just rest first"
"Where is Yah?how come it's here?"my word
"don't think of anything else first, which is important now that your condition is taken care of first, you haven't recovered properly" he told me
"my condition is good, I just want to know where Aisyah is now?why aren't you here with Mom and Dad?"
the two of them were facing each other face to face, like heavy wanting to say something to me, their attitude really made me even more worried about the news of Aisyah now, my father's hand arrived to hold me while saying "a month ago since you were in a coma, Aisha....?"
my father's words suddenly stopped, I then clasped his hand with a little force to continue the conversation.
"why stop Dad?Aisyah why?"
my father looked back at me and said, "you're patient and your wife is now the same in the hospital"
"where's Dad?if he was in the hospital he should have visited me here with Dad" I said
"break your heart, son, Aisyah is now in a coma, her legs are broken after the accident she experienced with Rendy when she wanted to see you here"
my father's words made me really shocked, I don't think it turned out to be the same condition as me, just now I am grateful for my safety now again sad to hear the bad news that was thrown from my father's mouth,the wife I expected to be next to me is now in a coma lying in the same hospital where I was being treated.