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Neighbor Whispers

Kanaya gets off the bus which takes her home from a job interview.

The rain had stopped but the sky was still cloudy and the sound of lightning bit by bit still rumbled.

Kanaya chose to walk towards her rented house.

The distance from the stop to the Kanaya contract is not far but not close either.

It was quite saving and at the same time exercising that was in Kanaya's mind.

It could have been Kanaya riding Ojol or Opang, but Kanaya chose to save money, because Kanaya did not know until when he would be accepted for work.

After her divorce from Alvin Kanaya, she returned to the orphanage where she grew up.

Help Ms. Fatma, the head of the orphanage to babysit the sisters there.

In addition, Kanaya also sometimes receives offers of private lessons and cake orders.

Whatever Kanaya did during the work was lawful and made money to connect her present life as a widow.

But Kanaya realized not always he hitchhiked in the waiting even though Ibu Fatma said no why Kanaya could stay in the waiting, after all Kanaya's presence helped Fatma Mother a lot in nurturing sisters while accompanying Mother Fatma.

Ms. Fatma was also saddened by what happened to Kanaya. For Ms. Fatma since she first found Kanaya in front of the Orphanage fence, Ms. Fatma's affection was sincere to Kanaya.

Kanaya treads the wet road many puddles of water after the rain falls.

Thin-thin raindrops still dripping wet the Kanaya huddle.

The status of Kanaya, a young widow, is often the subject of neighbor talk around where Kanaya contracts.

Like this time when Kanaya came home she crossed the group of Mothers who were queuing to buy meatballs.

Mothers seemed to be inexhaustible with gibbah material when they saw Kanaya's dirty clothes.

"Eh Jeng try to see The Widow, her clothes are dirty so sure to be doused as the legitimate wife continues to be hit!" The ominousness of a sassy rumpi mother.

"Eh Jeng againan the Naya was trying every day to go to wear neat clothes, she was a widow, she did not work to continue to make daily meals from where to try, she said, it must be morotin money from the husband of a tuh man!" Timpal one of the Emak-Emak who was enjoying meatballs while gossiping.

Kanaya is full enough every day to be a gossip material.

Not a few he is often insinuated about the status of his widow.

As if Kanaya was a despicable woman and became a Widow was due to her mistake.

Kanaya understands, her status as a widow will certainly cause a lot of slander.

But it is not Kanaya's desire to be a widow.

If you can suppose Kanaya also wants to be like other women to live in harmony and harmony with her husband and have offspring.

But as a servant who still had faith Kanaya never cursed herself to regret the line of life that God had destined for her.

Kanaya chose to be grateful for the life, breath and blessings of the Islamic faith that Allah bestowed on her.

Canaya believed that God would not give his servant more trials and trials than his own.

Kanaya believed that every trial and trial that came into her life as a way of God loving her and Canaya only begged that she be given strength, always, patience and fortitude in undergoing every test he receives.

Kanaya remains polite despite the Mothers of the club gossiping incessantly about her every day.

Kanaya did not retaliate against any of the charges leveled against her.

It seems that the rain is getting heavier and accompanied by wind.

Kanaya saw her rented terrace wet.

Kanaya chose to go inside to change clothes and he mopped the terrace that was affected by rain.

Finished the business of cleaning up and mopping Kanaya soaking a dirty shirt due to the splashes of the car tire earlier.

While washing his clothes Kanaya seemed to remember the fragment of each side of his life.

Recalling when he still lives in an orphanage, School days, Teenagers, Enter the world of college, until he meets Alvin and gets married.

Without feeling the tears flowing down his cheeks.

Kanaya continued to wash her clothes with both hands to divert the pain in her heart.

At 19:00 Kanaya had just finished performing his duties as a Muslim performing Isha prayers.

Kanaya again saw job vacancies on online media accounts of job search sites.

Kanaya again prepared a cover letter and sent emails to a number of companies that opened job vacancies.

Kanaya is not unyielding, so far she is still actively selling online and becoming an online translator from there Kanaya has the sustenance to support herself.

Kanaya is also included in one portal to become an online tutor for students who participate in the online course network.

It looks everyday as if Kanaya has no job like everyone else who clearly wears a uniform so there is no doubt where the money comes from.

Kanaya understood that the Mothers in her neighborhood accused her of not-no because they never saw Kanaya go out to work even though in today's day even people can work online even schools and students often study in person online and virtual.

The tongue is not boned. Speech can slice a heart-wrenching heart, reddening the ears.

Kanaya remembered the lecture of one of the ustadzah on youtube that she watched.

“O you who believe, stay away from most prejudices, for some of them are sins. Do not look for faults of others and do not gossip some of you. Will one of you eat the flesh of his dead brother ? Of course you feel disgusted at him. And fear Allah. Verily Allah is Most Merciful, Most Merciful” [Al-Hujurat :12].

Kanaya shuddered, she hoped that she was not one of the verses referred to.

In one third of the night Canaya always rested in her prostration telling all the burdens and tightness in her chest to the owner of body and soul.

Kanaya's cries spilled in a third of the night.

Kanaya asks forgiveness to the ruling substance of the universe for all the wrongs and khilaf he did whether intentionally or not.

Kanaya doesn't forget even though she never knows who her parents are, in prostration at a special time he slipped a prayer for his parents that even Kanaya jointi did not know whether the two were still alive or had gone home.

White mucus bears witness to tears falling drop by drop every night accompanying the interaction of a servant to the creator.

“O Allah is praise to You, You are the One who takes care of the heavens and the earth and all the creatures that are in them. Praise be to You, the King of the heavens and the earth and all the creatures that are in them. Praise be to You, You are the light of the heavens and the earth and all the creatures that are in them. And to You praise, You are the Truth, Your promise is the truth, Your meeting with You is the truth, Your words are the truth, heaven is the truth, hell is the truth, the prophets are true and Prophet Muhammad is true and the day of doomsday is true.”

“Oh Allah I surrender only to You, to You I believe, to You I trust, only to You I return (repent), to You I complain, and to You I ask for a judgment, so forgive my past and later sins and what I hide and do openly and what You know more than me, You who precede and who end, there is no God but You, and no power (to avoid disobedience) and no strength (to perform worship) except with the help of Allah.”

Kanaya rubbed her face, prostrating to close the series of prayers and an outpouring of heart on the owner of the heart.

Kanaya opened the Quran reading it with tartil.

The sweet voice of Kanaya chanting the holy verses appease the heart.

If the night can sound and the stars are able to say it will not be able to resist praising the virtues of a woman named Kanaya Larasati.