
"Are you ready, baby?" Nicj looks at Caca who is now beautiful and ready to go.
"Ready Daddy. Caca can't wait to go to Mommy's! Let's Go Dad!" Caca took Nick's hand to ask him.
"Eitz! Pamit Oma used to be a darling!" Nick reminds me of Caca.
"Oh yes! Oma Caca said goodbye to Mommy's house!" Caca kisses Marisa's hand before she and Daddy Nick leave for the late Aurel's Mommy Caca.
"Yes dear. Sorry Oma didn't come this time." Oma Marisa rubbed her granddaughter's head gently.
"Yes gapapa Oma. Later Caca said Mommy if Oma ga follow because Oma's high blood again relapse." Caca with cherry.
"Yes, Oma said a prayer for Mommy!"
Oma Marisa's heart felt sad Caca could still smile cheerfully even though what Caca means "Home" is actually the tomb of Aurel, Mommy who has gone home.
"Sipp Oma's! Oma, Caca and Daddy are leaving first. Assalamualaikum!" Caca kissed Oma's hand and said hello.
"Mom Nick said goodbye." Nick did the same thing farewell to Oma Marisa.
"Vaalaikumsalam. You guys be careful!"
Marisa stared at the passing of her son and granddaughter.
How tight his heart as a Mother and Grandmother saw the 2 people he loved most still shrouded in sadness about the departure of Aurel even though it has been almost 8 years.
"Aurel, not Mom, doesn't love you anymore, but Mom just wants Nick and Caca to move on with their lives. Mom always prays for you to be placed by God in her Heaven." Oma Marisa looks at the wedding photos of Nick and Aurel that she still keeps.
Oma Marisa loves Aurel, her daughter-in-law. Unlike in-laws to a daughter-in-law, Oma Marisa already considers Aurel her own daughter.
Oma Marisa is very salute and amazed Aurel is able to make his son who was once full of mischievous behavior typical of youth in his time to be a responsible man and willing to take care of the company of the late Daddy Nick who has gone home.
Especially when Aurel was pregnant with Caca, Oma Marisa could feel how much attention, love and affection Nick had for Aurel and his future baby.
Until the painful event where Aurel with all his soul bet his life when giving birth to Caca and insecure in his jihad gave birth to their first daughter to the world.
Oma Marisa is so sad to see the son is devastated to lose Aurel while Caca who was just born certainly desperately needs a mother figure.
Long Nick wrestles in his grief. 3 Months he did not go to the office. Nick just sat in the room looking at a picture of his wedding with Aurel.
At that time Oma Marisa was looking after the company and baby Aurel.
Until finally Nick can get up and go back to the office and want to accept the fact that Aurel is dead.
It's just that Oma Marisa can feel until now Nick's son as if he can't forget the figure of Aurel in his heart.
Many times Marisa tries to ask Nick to open her heart to get married again and Caca has a mother but none of the choices that Marisa offered Nick.
Nick seemed to close the door of his heart as if his love for Aurel was still enthroned in Nick's heart.
"Darling, I'm sorry Mommy said this. Would you say if Nick remarried and Caca had a full mother? Mommy knows how heavy the oral Mom says this, baby. But Mommy is getting older, Mommy can't bear to leave Nick and Caca while they're alone. Mommy hope you understand, darling." Oma Marisa rubbed Aurel's face in the photo, a daughter-in-law she thought she should be her own daughter.
In the car, Caca and Nick smile happily towards Aurel's navel.
The pent-up longing despite the separate body of nature and time seems unable to brush off the emptiness in the recesses of the heart of a loved one.
"Daddy we stopped by to buy flowers for Mom!" Caca reminded Nick.
"Okay Honey!"
Every pilgrimage Nick and Caca did not forget to buy the favorite flowers of the late Aurel.
Aurel loved the white rose.
Nick's car is parked at a cemetery in the Karawang area.
The San Diego Hills Memorial Park.
The building is luxurious but still implies sadness for anyone who visits it because as good as anything and as luxurious as a navel of course leaves sadness when the time of pilgrimage for the family left behind.
Caca brought Aurel's favorite flower when the boy who was usually cherry-wiz is now silent.
Nick who currently uses his sunglasses as if covering a sad face and afraid of not being able to hold his eyes because he was unable to withstand the sadness when he arrived at Aurel's navel.
Not only Aurel is buried here, Daddy Nick was also buried in a plot with Aurel.
Caca who is always taught about religion by Oma Marisa did not forget her greetings when she arrived at the tomb of Mommy and Opanya.
"Mommy Assalamualaikum, Opa Assalamualaikum." Caca said hello while eating Mommy Aurel and Opa Bryan.
Nick looked at the marble inscribed with the name of the late Aurel.
The woman who still fills Nick's heart has now been lying in his final resting place.
"Dad, let's recite a prayer for Mommy and Opa. So that Mommy and Opa will be laid out his grave and placed on the Side of Allah SWT." Caca raised both hands.
Oma Marisa was very active in educating Aurel with the teachings of Religion because Oma Marisa realized herself and mending her husband was very ignorant of the matter of Religion when she was Nick's parents first.
Since Caca was a child, Oma Marisa deliberately brought teachers to teach Caca so that later Caca could understand his obligations as a Muslim. I could send a prayer to his late Mommy Aurel.
Nick followed the princess, raising his hands to pray in the Indonesian language that he could despite the prayers that Nick offered so sincere and holy to the late Aurel and the late Daddy Bryan.
"Allahumaghfirlahum warhamhum wa’aafim waj’alil jannata matswaahum
The meaning of his prayer: “Yes Allah, forgive them, have mercy on them, forgive their mistakes and make heaven where they live.”
"Rabbighfirli, walidayya guardian, warhamhuma kama rabbayani shaghira."
The meaning of the prayer above: “My Lord, forgive my sins and (sins) both my parents. Love both of them as they loved me when I was little.”
Caca rubbed both of his palms against his face.
The 8-year-old was so eloquent in reading verse by verse and the prayer he addressed to both the late Mommy and Opanya.
There was shame in Nick's heart to see his little daughter even more eloquently reciting prayers than he was now an old man but praying alone somehow he left.
Nick is grateful that Mommy Marisa educates Caca not only world science but the provision of the afterlife is also given so that Caca although still 8 years old is fluent in reading prayers.
"Mommy, this is Caca and Dad brought Mommy's favorite flowers. Hope Mommy likes it. Oh yes Mom, Caca wants to confide with Mommy, but Mommy don't be angry yes, yesterday Caca hit Arsen wearing Arsen shoes off sucks. But Mommy doesn't have to worry, Caca has apologized to Arsen. And Arsen also apologized to Caca."
Nick was of course surprised by Caca's words.
"I'm so sorry Dad, Caca's wrong. But like Caca said everything's fine. Tuh Mommy look Daddy's eyes are round big on Caca." Adu Caca at Aurel's navel, her Mommy.
"Honey, don't repeat. Dad's daughter is kind and gentle like Mommy." Nick hugged Caca, gesturing he was not angry or unwilling to report Caca to his late wife.
"But Caca is also Dad's daughter, who won't stand idly by when bullied. Right Mom?" Caca defended himself while venturing in front of the Mommy's navel.
Both are still at home for a long time to release the longs in the Aurel Islands.
What an ironic sight to see.
"Yes you are indeed our dear daughter, your beauty is declining from Mommy while the Galaknya seems to be from Daddy, ups is not deh, down from Oma!" Nick is still giving up on Oma Marisa.
"Mommy listen! Daddy said Oma is terrible! Caca's going to throw it at Oma Mommy if Daddy says Oma's bad!"
"Honey, don't macem! That's our secret!" Nick smiled at Caca's jokes.
"Yes Dad, I'm promising! It's a secret between Caca, Daddy and Mommy!" Caca blinked one of her eyes and gave her little finger to Nick to make a little promise.
"okay!"
Nick links his pinky in the pinky of his beloved daughter Caca.
"I want you here right now. Laugh with me like I used to. Even if only for a moment God please grant. Not that this self does not accept the reality of the Heart It just miss oh Just miss."
- The voice of Nick is represented in the song verse popularized by the famous singer Andmesh Kamaleng -